There is a strange sense of Disinterest in the disarray That I feel in the Depths of my Scrambled thoughts - One of disdain and discontent . One would think , After all these years I would’ve learnt how to Sweep the cobwebs Out of my head And yet, here we are Still trying to Sort out the jigsaw And piece the puzzle Together .
In the moment of absolute silence When you can feel your heart Pounding and holding on to keep you with it Just a little longer Long enough for you to realise That you are worth fighting for, I'll be there for you
Holding your hand Lying by your side Looking at the stars Dreaming about fairies and unicorns But most importantly The life that we had!
Crazy, as one might say With exhilarating ups, crashing downs And of course Several little middle grounds
Getting drunk on nostalgia Shaking hands with the present And smiling at the future With a hope as bright as the Red giant
As our bodies say goodbye To this weird but beautiful world We will be reborn in the stories We once were a part of And the dreams that we shared together!
My hands are cold As I walk through this ocean of fire! With cold breeze gently calming my soul, The orangish golden lining of the clouds in the sky Trying to heal my wounds of ignorance and fear! I hold on to a little dying leaf to save me from drowning It smile at me as I watch people frowning! I sit by the riverside with my feet dipped in the freezing water I feel the gentle flow making my feet float! With a perfect sunset painted all over the sky A little bird on the tree sings for me! Colorful butterflies hovering on the flowers Fireflies burning with a soothing cold shine! I lie down on the dry grass and feel it to be alive I want to cry but all I can is smile! This view is perfect Everything I ever wished for! With the memories of past and some hope for the future Trying to seal my wounds with a virtual suture! I close my eyes listening to the bees To dream about you, me and our piano keys!
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pakhi1738@the_alchemiist I know, right!? This was in the memory of Rishikesh trip that I went on with my family... My first rafting experience! That water was freeeeeeeezing... I still get hurt freeze even by thinking about it! And that perfect sunset making the water of Ganga look golden as gold! I literally sat there on the banks with my feet dipped in that water for an hour... I couldn't feel my legs after that but it was worth it! It was just perfect! That entire trip!
Thank u so much for reading! Such a lovely feedback, that too coming from you just made my day! Keep smiling bhai!
Half awake in this fraction of second You drown yourself in pain and guilt Trying to swim across this ocean Of rusty, fake memories! You hope for the gushing water to stop Wondering why you feel what you feel! You want to label it some fancy disorder To make some sense out of it! Longing to feel like Kintsugi art, Broken but beautiful When broken is all that you really want! Deep deep down! Enwreathed by the lies that you told yourself Doubts of your existence show up to haunt! What if the path you chose was never meant for you? What if you chose a wrong appartment just because of it's view!? With ivy all around this little castle of your hopes Your lofty battlements got covered up with moss! Afraid to let your guard down You become rock solid deep inside Trusting no one, cutting yourself from the world outside! You put yourself behind these invisible bars For the crimes you committed at the midnight hour! With splitting headache and freezing feet Feel, think, process, fail, repeat! You lie down on the cold ground And think about that mysterious letter in lost and found! "Dear stranger, I hope you are happy and not just "fine"! Afterall, the difference between them Is just a line!"
pakhi1738@the_charismatic_soul I just saw it. Sorry for replying late. I still have fever so I slept early last night. Just woke up and this is the first thing I saw. Don't worry Aaru. He will be back. And then he'll take his account back from that maniac. Don't over think it. We can deal with her together till then
ज़िंदगी की किताब में पन्ने बेहिसाब हैं हर पन्ने पर लिखा एक अलग नाम है! पाखी, इंदू, आयाशा ये तो बस चंद किरदार हैं! पूछे जो तू मुझसे मेरे चेहरे हज़ार हैं! एक कहानी लिखी मैंने एक कहानी तुम लिखना किस्मत के कंधे पर सिर रख थोड़ा सा संभलना किरदारों की यादों से सजी संवरी मैं जंग कभी खुदकी, कभी सितारों की मै जीती, मै हारी चल अब तेरी बारी!
कुछ ख्वाब थे अनदेखे से, बचकाने से किरदारों से मोहब्बत आसान थी! चांद सितारों में उलझी ऐसे मंज़िल शायद थोड़ी बदनाम थी लोगों के लिए तोड़ा, मरौड़ा कितनी ख्वाहिशों को पीछे छोड़ा! कहानी एक अधूरी सी ज़ख्मी पड़ी किसी कोने में थी! बंद आंखों से सपने देखने की आदत जो लगी यादें सारी धुंधलाने लगी! कामयाबी की इस जंग में मै जीती, मै हारी चल अब तेरी बारी!
pakhi1738@the_alchemiist I too m fine! Even better nd relieved after this comment nd I didn't knew u like hindi write-ups that much or else I would have tagged u in some of my other works too... It just striked me that I never tagged u in any of my hindi write-ups before this one... I wonder why i guess it just slipped my mind!
Love is a mirage in the desert of expectations and disappointments cleverly painted by the greatest writers through the history with perfection. An illusion so perfect that it has fooled even the greatest minds over the centuries!
You paint an endless picture With fantasies from all around the world Losing the actual one! You wait with your whole heart, Patiently for it to come true! Designing your fantasy world You start believing in magic! Tryin' to pull some tricks You lose faith in logics! Hoping for things to change You start creating a vision A vision for life with perfection! Lost in your dreams of yesterday and tomorrow You lose hold of today! Countless colors in your eyes Slowly turns into different shades of grey! Caught in the crossfire of your own thoughts Tryin' to cross this ocean of memories You scratch yourself with rocks Rocks of pain and blunt hope! Searching for a perfect storybook To fit in your own little imperfect story You listen to the wind The wind of your soul! The pain you once fabricated for yourself Starts to fade away! With the fake memories you once created To block that loneliness away! You wait for time to somehow pass quickly For the right one shall come some day! You take it into your own hands to make your hazy future bright As you realise the time will never be just right! You fight with the ones you love For what you truly believe in You hurt everyone around you Denying to accept the reality! For fairies shall sprinkle their magic dust To make you fly far away in the sky Away from the logics and common sense Away from this fake reality! The reality that generations weaved so cleverly To trap and suffocate creative minds! You wake up! For your rebellion was and always will be just a fantasy!
H: Haan haan tu toh aaya hi iss duniyan main mujhe oppose krne k liye h!
B: Toh suggestion mangta hi kyu h tu? Or jb bhi koi suggestion diya h nah kaam hi aata h tere Vo alg baat h ki tu apply nhi krta. Or bhai tere profit ki hi baat krta hu. Kyuki tu phle toh manega nhi or phir jb kch smjh nhi aata nah tujhe toh phir tujhe last time pr m yaad aata hu.
H: Abey jaa nah! Tujh se suggestion mangta kon h khud se hi lga rhta h esa krna esa mt krna. Mujhe koi suggestion nhi chahiye tera.
B: Bhai fikr krta hu teri isiliye bolta hu vrna or kisi ko nhi deta m koi suggestion.
H: Haan haan ja chl tera hr br ka h.
B: Thik h krle apni manmani pr dobara wapus mt aana phir mere pss apni sadi hui si shkl leke ki bhai yr esa ho gya vaisa ho gya please kch help krde nah. M bta rha hu m koi help nhi krne wala teri iss br.
And the fighting goes on..... They both know they have to be with each other forever.
Four years, His face already fading away from thy memories! You hold on to a single picture, And a red tear rolls down your eyes! As the storm of denial passes away, And the rain of realisation hits ur reign! You throw away the phone In anger and pain! To mourn the pale face! The face in that picture! You realise he's never coming back And your fairy world crumbles down to shreds! Denying to understand all those feelings thundering inside, You grab some stars to leave the world behind! Lost in your own maze of confusion Your body decides to shut down, For some peace! You surround yourself with stories, To be in any world, but this! Trying to feel the pain he felt And all those thoughts he had, During his last breath Pain starts taking over your body And your thoughts become numb! You try to hold on to the memories But you realise you have none!
Trapped in a loop Running in circles I look up at the clear sky! Having weird déjà vu! Looking out of the bay window! I find you! I find you, only to lose me! You look back and hold me! In those deep, dark eyes, forever! Forever! Lost, lost, lost! The hidden staircase in this gigantic chateau of my memories Take me to the hyaenas in the jungle! As flamingos were never a part of these entangled dreams! I cloak away my insecurities and fear! Silently watching them prouncing on a deer! Wanting you to come and hold me Maybe even scold me For being so careless Or shall I say carefree! I wake up to reality Forcefully shutting down my virtual world! The moon tide wash away the beach sand I lie there stuck in bardo! As the stains of my rose colored glasses fade away! I soak up the warmth of the Sun Letting that tan burn away all the scars! Staring at the light from the lighthouse I search for you to haunt me for rest of the eternity! I find you! I find you, only to lose me Nd then you disappear, leaving me on my knees!