"Nothing is more painful than life" I murmured,
While sitting in the most silent corner of the park,
Though there were blurry patches of sunlight,
But everything, for me, was dark.
I found myself in those scattered faded dry leaves,
Lifeless, and trampled, and dried,
Dried under my own destiny's heat
And trampled under my pain, i sighed.
Sometimes i felt my life to be useless,
Everything in my life was against me, even my breath,
I just wanted to escape the whole world of problems,
And lay down in a peaceful and silent death.
I was with my heavy eyes and loneliness,
And with a heart, full of miseries and pain,
I cried and cried and cried a lot,
But suddenly god gifted a beautiful rain.
I observed the changing of aura near me
Though with only a little pinch of interest,
The smell of moist soil was pleasing me,
And everything was converting to its best.
I started thinking something amidst that rain,
That our sadness is just like these pearly drops,
It will surely cover everything with it for a while,
But soon it will vanish, and happiness will hop.
Happiness is like bright beautiful sunlight,
Which is hidden, but will definitely find its way,
It is completely unexpected, and will come to you
At this moment, tomorrow, or some other day.
When this drop and sunlight came together,
They will create the life's rainbow,
With this thought my tears went away,
And my face started to glow.
The falling drops with aesthetic sunlight,
Were now falling "twinkling stars",
They were sprinkling a bright hope
On my heart and soul, which was full of scars.
The leaves were now no more faded,
They had turned to dark green colour,
Darkness in me, flowed away with flowing water,
And everything near me, had a pure odour.
With that beautiful and aesthetic downpour,
All the negative thoughts drowned in a while,
With a bucket of hope and happiness i said
"Nothing is more beautiful than life", and smile(d).
© Gunjit Jain