Hang in there!
Life is hard but...
You are already here.
When it's trauma, & it feels every second like being dead would be better, there are people out there to help. 'coz the feeling is real, but there still is a future, & the future might, just might, be different from the present, & even from the past.
Diseases of the feelings, trauma of the soul are real. Yet, there might still be reason to live, 'coz there might still be people out there for whom you are there.
Even if the meaning & purpose of you life is lost, & do not for one moment let anyone tell you that it - which is lost - was not so important as you feel it was - it was. It was as important at it painfully feels.
Yet, there might be more sense. Not so important meaning as the one that you lost, yet, still, some meaning... & it might be really important for the next person!
Life is hard, & things which mean the most to us are taken from us. & living becomes painful, & it's easier to be the living-dead. Still, for the sake of another, 'coz whether you believe in God or not, whether you believe in 'greater good' or not, you definitely believe in some good, you believe in small good deeds.
Life is hard, but it is hard for a lot of people, & people includes pets, cattle, wild animals, small businesses, non-profits, brilliant ideas, rivers, oceans & polar glaciers. Whether you realise it today or not, there is someone, today, that needs you.
Be kind to yourself.
You are hurting.
That's a truth.
You've been wronged.
That's a truth.
You still can find another happiness. This loss will stay. You will not disrespect it's memory. But this sadness does not forbid you to find a little joy elsewhere. & To give a little joy, relief , support to someone.