Aaj shayad zindagi mein wahi daur phir se laut kar aaya hai Uski tasveer ko dekh kar naa jaane aaj q dubara rona aaya hai Naa jaane kab alvida kehna pade hume Naa jaanr kab alvida kehna pade hume Magar aaj is ujaale ki duniya se mera khuda Waapas mughe un adhere raasto par laaya Hai
I only wish for someone who would always choose to be with me. And I guess that's where my problem lies.
I understand that I have a complex personality. And anyone needs to really get to see through me for them to understand me. They just can't love me on the surface.
I am more than my skin, my birthmarks, my hair, and my face. I am worth more than my boobs or the area between my inner thighs. My framework is more than what my muscles and bones have formed.
I am made from my scarred past. Within me is my inner child that still yearns for the attention that I failed to get from my parents. I will crave for all forms of love until you get tired of my whining. I will demand more than what you can possibly give me. I will suck you dry. I will ask until you have none.
I don't want to admit it, but I guess I have become worse now. You see not long ago, I opened up my word to a man. I've given him all the trust I could muster-- the faith that I can't even give to myself. I gave him access to the core of my universe. But then he destroyed it like the big bang.
Now I am left here hanging. There are days when I don't even know whether I am still in my past or living at the present. I am out here, floating on a limbo. It's like I am part of everything and everyone around me while none of it is actually happening at all.
What I am trying to say is that I am a huge mess. And unless you are sure that you have enough courage to brave the storm that I have become, back off.
No one in his right state of mind will choose to stay with someone like me. No one.