*Retire from your Memories*❤️
Sitting for a while, trying to escape from myself, I lost! I lost the way, I lost my way, I lost my existence! I felt tired! I think, as if its done. Its all over. Nothing to live for!
But what about the memories that witness our being! The time, let it fractional also but you were mine for that! You said you woll be with me here beside me but all I am left with is your memories now. I have to surrender. Its not my fate but its your fakesm. My heart asks this question to my brain daily "How can one be so perfectly fake-hearted?" and you know what's the answer I always get..... My brain replies that's its not you but its me, my own whose is all fault! And today I think my brain is right!
Floating over the ocean of your memories, I remember how you used to be close to me... how you are always in search of an excuse to talk to me. Say me was all that wrong? Was all that a part of my imagination? Well i think no. You were a part of my life, or I should say you are life! Still today each detailing of your behavior towards me makes me embrace. But what's the matter now is you are jot here for me!
Ever wondered, till the last moment I was following you, I was begging for your love! But its not love what one have to beg! Still now I couldn't understand where was my fault? Was it chosing you? No... It can't! As your betray made me strong! Made me capable! And yea I have a very good answer to your statement "my parents won't agree" is it so? Have you ever tried to ask them about it?
Well, how many times did I tell you that I will take care of everything. But u never did listen to me right?
Well, now I think it's all done.
Feeling your essence as the first meet, I learnt how to live life without you! But it is becoming difficult to live life with your memories!!
I will live my life with all that I have!
Wishing you best of luck, i retire from your memories!