Miraquill
A Far Cry Of A Person Who Wishes To Die
I locked the door. I lethargically slumped my body and my face against the covers of my bed. Tired.
What is this, does an anvil pushes me down? Or is it the weight of the world I carry? Suddenly, for reasons I cannot fathom, the dam, O, the dam broke. Tears flowed. I tried to search for answers, "Why?" But I get none. Man!
A song in the background played. Harmony, melody, pleasing? Couldn't care less. All I hear is my heart that's restless. I tried covering myself. I tried to cover my face, my nose, with this thick blanket, hoping I would stop breathing, hoping all this would end, but even this tiny thing... Won't it cooperate!?
For three whole days, I haven't got a proper sleep. Yet it feels like all day long I'm in the land of dreams.
I'm starting to lose myself. Now I impaled you with knives because of my words. I felt like a cat—cornered—so I tried to push you away, run away. Not enough, here's my claws, taste 'em! It's... It's scary, will you be the one that I lose next? NO!!!
Then maybe, maybe, to end this hellish nightmare, must I end myself?
.
.
.
It's peaceful now. But all I hear around me are sounds of weeping.
If... Just hypothetically, if...
If I experienced even a drizzle, a sprinkle of love, especially at my darkest, at my unkindest, would I have won this test?
If I tried to pray, and maybe the God above heard... If I tried to pray, would it still go this way?
If I had let this all out, and at least one person cared to have listened, would it have a better end?
©seraiah_smiles
#die
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nobolb
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Read MoreWhen you are told you are not good enough you tell them not only am I good enough, I am more than enough.
And when they say you are not beautiful, you tell them that you are the descendant of royalty.
And you are a queen.
#selfmotivated#queen#beautiful#enough
#Iamallformyself#leave#alone#danish#die
#black#hurt#life#tears#happy#sad#all#backI
Am
Not
Only
Enough -
carlizah
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Every predator
Is a prey
To other predator
Name which is not.
©carlizah14 1 1
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kanishkasharma17
प्रिय लेखक,
हमने आपकी रचनाएँ पढ़ी, वह सभी अद्वितिय हैं। हम आपको अपनी नई पुस्तक में सहयोग देने के लिए आमंत्रित करना चाहते हैं। पुस्तक आपके नाम के साथ प्रकाशित होगी साथ उसकी प्रतियां भी आपको दी जाएंगी। आपको सम्मानित करते हुए स्वर्ण पदक भी दिया जाएगा।
अधिक जानकारी के लिए संपर्क करें।
धन्यवाद
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प्रिय लेखक,
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carlizah
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OnlyGOD
HasTHEright
TIMING
waitONhim
©carlizah -
shubham_20
4d
Mere ghar se nikal jaao
Nahi yeh mera haq hai aur maarte dam tak nahi jaaounga
©shubham_20 -
carlizah
1w
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#real #love #lovequotes #childhood #fear #hate #lostGo Right.
We all like to go lift
When we must go right
We all look for history
when we should be the history man.
If you are here now
You're to cater for the old
And the one that's to come
Is to cater for you.
That's the flow of life.
©carlizah -
_andar_ki_awaaz_
1w
Read MoreHE IS THE MOTHER
James was just two,
When his mother passed away,
Maybe, at that time he only knew one word-Maa.
For a child of age two,
His brain would have been very immature,
To understand the loss of the mother.
The only one he had in his life was his Father(Mr. anonymous).
Anonymous has no one to confide in,
Just his son,
Who is yet to learn,
How to walk properly.
How hard would it be for that child when he will understand the pain.
True love never allowed Anonymous to tie another knot,
The shackles to prevent his body from decaying in proving his love towards his child,
Was eating him.
The photograph in his wallet,
Defies the stereotypical society,
That "men don't cry"
In days he had his son,
But, in his sleepless nights anonymous was all in forlorn.
With all the might and courage he had,
He raised his son.
From cooking to cleaning to changing his diapers,
Dropping him to school,
To be his cook.
James soon realised that his father is the man,
It was mother's day,
Tears in James' eyes,
For a father- he can bear anything but he can't see his son cry.
On the occasion of mother's day,
Defying society,
James got his mother dressed in the same dress which she wore when he turned one,
James was proud of his father,
And when writing his diary,
Anonymous titled it as:-
"He is the Mother".
-Anmol Gupta
Ig Id : blackheartwhitethoughtsss
#AKA
#_andar_ki_awaaz_
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#daily_feature
#mother
#dad
#parents
#father
#die
#diary©_andar_ki_awaaz_
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carlizah
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We all are on blindfold
Whoever finds the truth
Finds it with the light.
©carlizah -
carlizah
2w
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Some of us
Are observers in this world.
We realize we have and can get
Anything.
We follow the flow.
Life is one
River.
We know where we leave.
We come to.
we take care of it
And where we get.
We go to.
we take care of it.
That's life.
©carlizah -
carlizah
2w
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Sometimes..
We get to know all our enemies
Before the blessings arrive.
I'm lost in the ecstacy of how to treat them.
Man dem all.
©carlizah -
carlizah
2w
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You can't fight me
Thank me
For being a part of you.
©carlizah -
carlizah
2w
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To understand life.
You need to stop looking at the colours.
Cause we are the shadows.
It's way too big for you.
Ye I get it.
©carlizah -
carlizah
2w
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Life is full of ups and downs.
Try to take all of it at their pace.
That's the balance for the next level.
©carlizah -
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2w
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There's something that book never made mention of.
©carlizah -
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2w
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Felà stressed it
Water don't have enemies
On the contrary
Men have made water their No.1
Made a schedule one drug.
©carlizah -
Die
WHAT IF WE DIE
BEFORE WE START OUR LIFE?
©anubhavjha -
anubhavjha
3w
Stars
The downside of stars is that they die.
No matter how many ages and eras they pass.
How many life times they witness.
They die alone. Silent.
Like their birth, the herald of their death also delayed.
©anubhavjha -
anubhavjha
3w
Floating Piece Of Wood
My life is like a floating piece of wood,
Wandering in a never-ending sea
Lost and cast away, forever, for good
Ocean is always smothering me.
Floating in this never-ending sea
I’ve come far from the crowded shore,
I drifted and fell. No one could ever see
That I was forgotten, shaken to the core.
I’ve come far from the crowded shore,
I’ve gotten wet. I am sore and weak
This is where I die, the ocean’s floor
Will of my absence anyone speak?
I wonder sometimes, to where will I go
The water takes me. I will never know.
©anubhavjha -
कुछ इस तरह
बिछड़े हम,की हर मोड़ पर मिले,खूबसूरत याद बनकर।
©mazingmee -
The born of poetry
A poem born as the first words of a feeling that is about to come to this world.
Or die as the last words of a felling that is about to pass away.
©vhelmont
