21-February - 2021
Today I will talk only about you. You've always been there for me, in my good and bad days. On days when I don't feel like talking, you just stay by my side watching me silently.
On days when I feel angry or frustrated, you are there to calm me down. On days when I feel sad, you are there to comfort me, when I am happy you are there to celebrate it with me.
You are there to listen to my random theories, my hopeless romantic thoughts, my overthinking train of thoughts. And how can I forget about the time, when I fell in love and keep telling you about it for days, how it feels, what we did on our dates, when we kissed first, when we had a fight, when I got jealous, when I almost got caught dating by my parents.
And do you remember the time, when I was lost, when I almost gave up on myself, when I almost believed that I can't do anything, when I lost faith in myself. Now when I think about them, I smile thinking how stupid I was to think I can't do anything.
There was also the time, when my secrets can almost get revealed when I left you at home, but thankfully no one noticed you between the pile of books and copies.
You must remember the time how you entered my life. It was my 11th birthday, and I got you as a gift from dad, with a note that you will listen to me whatever the situation is, and he isn't wrong. You listened to me well throughout all these year.
You are the best gift I ever received.
I started with my list of favourite things, movies I like, games I play, friends I have, what I did in school, what I ate, and gradually I started writing about what I feel. I started pouring my feelings in you. Some days I bleed, some days I cry, some days I sing and dance, on your blank pages. But you never ever said anything, or asked anything in return.
I learned how to be a good friend from you, listening without judging them, being there for every situation, crying in their pain, being happy for them. I learned these from you.
To say simply, you are always with me, whatever the situation is, and I never ever thanked you for being a good friend,for listening to me all these years, for not judging me, so today I took this opportunity to say "thankyou" to you.
THANKYOU for always being there for me.