Miraquill
Trouple Goals
I want to be swept off my feet. I know a guy doesn't fix everything that's wrong but right now my heart is breaking and I want to know when I walk away I don't end up flat on my face.
I want someone who'll worship me and respect me. I want someone who curves girls so hard for me they get a whiplash. I don't wanna ever doubt their feelings for me. I wanna love someone without feeling like a fool.
I wanna be #1. Don't I deserve that.
I hate it. I hate where I am right now. I want to be happy in my relationship but it feels damn near impossible.
Why did this have to be our normal? How can I accept this. You touching her the same way you touch me? Feeling for her what you feel for me? How can you love her the same way you love me? Talk to her more than you talk to me.
©a_broken_moon
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a_broken_moon
148w
Read MoreI think we've all beem there.
Share your love story in the comment section.
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a_broken_moon
148w
Drowning
I'm drowning in the sea of my mistakes.
I try to come up for air but I'm anchored down.
Shackled to my sins and unable to reach my salvation.
Lost in a sea of unhappiness.
Where is my saviour?
Him who will sail the expanse of the ocean in search for me.
He who will dive deeper than me to unshackle my feet.
He who will hold my hand and swim out of the dark black ocean.
Beware for if he is not strong enough it will pull him down..
Will he risk his life to save mine ?
Will he take my sins and shackle them to his feet.
Is he strong enough to unshackle himself.
He who love me enough to take my struggles is Jesus.
He is strong enough to save me.
I leave it in your hands.
Praise the name of Jesus.
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a_broken_moon
148w
I Deserved it
Who ever said silent tears are the worse lied.
You know what kind of the crying is worse.
The one where you can't stop the stream of tears flowing down your cheeks.
The one that you've been holding in all day and everything finally comes undone.
The one where you can't breath and you have to stop to catch your breath.
Where there's all this pressure in your chest and you wanna let it out but you don't know how.
And it's not when you're alone, it's when you're surrounded by people.
Now you're walking down the street with a torrential rain of tears down your cheek.
And all you can think about is that one moment.
The moment that broke you.
But the worse part is you can't even be upset because deep down you know you deserved it.
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a_broken_moon
148w
Pretty Tears
Big thick wet tear drops
So big I could drown in it
Fall like torrential rain down my face.
Flood my cheeks.
My eyes are puffy and red.
My face is pasty and dead.
My eyelashes are damp with tears still manage to look so silky black and beautiful.
Gracefully Broken.
©a_broken_moon16 0 1
a_broken_moon
148w
Senses
Do you hear it?
Can you hear the tearing as my heart rips to pieces?
Can you hear the echo of the pieces falling in my empty soul?
Can you smell it?
Can you smell the decaying of my heart?
Can you smell the stench as it rots in my chest?
Can you see it?
Can you see the pained expression on my face?
Can you see the tears streaming down my face as i cry over my broken heart?
Can you feel it ?
Can you feel the chill in the atmosphere?
Can you feel the calm before the storm tears me apart?
Can you taste it?
Can you taste the emotions I feel?
Can you taste the bitter rage, the pain, the loneliness, hopelessness, the fear, the anxiety on my lips?
These same lips you said tasted of strawberries. These same lips you said were so soft and beautiful.11 0
...
Never wanted to turn out this way ...
Now forever feels like yesterday ...
©lrycii11 0 1
lrycii
153w
Read MoreSorry , i been inactive ... I just got out of school back on the 4th and been so busy with life i forgot my other world here haha
#depression#sadpoems#depressedpoems#sadFeelings
Being able to , not feel what was causing u hurt is like , the best feeling ever . cuz u are so busy , doing other things and occupying urself that u forget , what made u feel empty an hurt to begin with .. Makes sense ?
©lrycii11 0 1
She
She has the prettiest smile ,
But that pretty smile is fake .
Her laugh is contagious ,
To her its a cry for help .
All her good days ,
Are her worst .
Her skin is beautiful ,
Check her right arm .
She is so nice ,
She was bullied in middle school .
She has plenty of friends ,
They all turned on her and she is alone .
She says shes ok ,
She is lying to u .
Her eyes are beautiful and sparkly ,
Look at them long enough and u will see her pain .
Shes a pleasure to have in class ,
When shes not holding back tears .
She says she sleeps well ,
Her meds arent working and she is up all night writing poems .
She holds back what she is feeling inside to help her friends ,
Nobody helps her .
She is a nice friend to everyone ,
Nobody cares for her .
She is now gone ,
Everyone misses her .
Smile ,
Laugh ,
Eyes ,
Just her .
But u didnt miss her before when she was here ,
U didnt miss her until she was dead .
©lrycii10 0
Truama
Do U Know What Its Like ,
To Experience Truama ?
To Deal With The Aftermath ,
The Most Painful Part .
To Have To Deal With It ,
Every Single Day ...
My Truama ,
Is Painful ..
Heartbreaking ,
Broken ...
Having to Feel Empty ,
And Show Up Like Nothing Is Wrong ..
Truama Is Forever ,
At Least Mine Is ..
I Wish Truama Never Existed ,
But Truamas Like These Last A Lifetime ..
©lrycii16 1 2
Dont Cry .
Try typing " Im Okay ... " Without crying . Its impossible , right ....? I cry every fucking time ...
©lrycii10 0 1
...
I met evil .. When i was only a child ...
©lrycii10 0
Shh
When i die ,
Dont u dare come to my grave ..
And tell me u love me ..
Cuz that was the words ,
I needed to hear ..
When i was still alive ..
©lrycii12 0 1
takkiwolfmoon
162w
My mind is a traitor now.
I am my own demon.
©takkiwolfmoon9 0 1
Demons
Every morning , u wake up to fight the same demons that made u so damn tired , the night before ...
©lrycii14 0
takkiwolfmoon
162w
Let me know you're safe
Coz it hurts
My head hurts,my heart hurts knowing you walked away and I'm still here sitting eyes lost in your footprints.
©takkiwolfmoon12 0 1
takkiwolfmoon
162w
Choking with blood
There's no voice
No one can hear you
Erase your fears with blade.
©takkiwolfmoon8 0
lrycii
163w
Read More#sadsongedit#depressedpoems#depression
This was on my mind for some time now . so i wrote it out and it looks sooo good .Her
She said
' Im Not Afraid To Die . '
©lrycii9 0
Scars
When i was younger , i heard about suicide ..
I didnt know why people would wanna take their own life .
When i was younger , i seen a girl with scars on her arm .. I remember it clearly , one spelled out:
" HELL "
And i still .. Never knew why people cut .
Years later..
Im that teenager that has scars on her arm ..
That has suicidal tendancies ..
The way i see the world is much different ..
Its scary .
©lrycii15 0
Broken heart
Everyone says
" follow your heart "
If my heart is in a billion pieces ..
What piece do i follow ?
©lrycii12 0
Medicated
I Got Medicated Now .
The Pills That I Am Taking Makes Me Go Blink .
And All That Is In My Mind , Is Thoughts .
Lots Of Strange Thoughts .
My Emotions Are Blink .
My Actions Are weakened .
Damn Im Tired .
So Fucking Tired .
Im Over It .
Really Over Everything .
So So Over It ...
©lrycii