DEAR ME, Isn't it weird what we went through. We made it at some point! Look at us! I'm so proud of US. We Know that hurt, that abuse, that trauma, that spiralling emotions we go through daily was such a handful. WE KNOW many days we refuses to wake up! But guess what?! We did wake up!! We did it! We KNOW that endless time at night when we sleep, when our body jolts in pain, way too many times. Where our body keep reminding our subconscious pain over and over again. We KNOW many times we wanted to dissappear. We KNOW we wanted to just END it. Near the balcony, on the open road, at the sea,that sharp knife slashing our wrists..., We just wanted to let go. Because its just too tiring. We were angry, infact we still are! We were dissapointed! We just wanted to vanish in thin air! But DEAR ME, We will be OK We will continue to grow gracefully We will continue to be kind to US We will continue to face the world and fight We will change the world We will get better We will fight together We will end this year with a blast We will hold our hands together and walk into 2022 We have US DEAR ME, WE WILL BE OK ❤️ We WILL
**She will be ok, She will and will walk out of 2021 with grace and walk in 2022 with high hopes and faith**
I am sorry that you tried so desperately to fix others, when your own hands were shaking. I'm sorry that I didn't give you enough time to heal, that I let you seal the wounds of everyone else while your own were bleeding. I'm sorry that there were days when smiling hurts but you forced yourself to laugh so that no one had to worry about you. I'm sorry that you gave all of your time and effort to the people that didn't give the same amount back. I'm sorry that there were night when you cried yourself to sleep and no one bothered to understand why. And I am so sorry that I did not love you, like you deserved to be loved.