Fighting against the fleeting sense of inadequacy is vain.
Igniting a tranced feeling of frenzy drains
the mind of zeal and excitement.
To give up comes with its fair share of enticement.
To wake up and face the world every day comes with its fair share of disappointment.
Demoralization and loneliness eat you from the inside
all you can do is hope for atonement
for all of your crimes.
You caused grief to those who loved you.
Where were they when you were alone in an empty crowd all these times?