the coffee flushed pages of my journal reeks the relics of a medieval castle, the cramming words scribbled in a downpouring hush looks like a bombarded battlefield wincing at the blood-breathing war, a hefty snowstorm flicks out of the ocean liquidated pen when I hold its neck untying the monstrous story buried down inside my chest, thumping indecisively at the autumn dripping sun. they think they can understand but they fail every time to sneak cautiously at it's calloused edges from the corners of my lying eyes.
a superstitious notion is as dangerous as a triggered phobia.
a gratitude refilled heart is as lively as a newly bloomed hibiscus.
a comforting positive self- talk is as surprising as an uninvited robbery.
to thrive empathy and to unleash the magic taming in your heart, include your name while addressing yourself, catch the fireflies exclusively meant for you.
what fires together wires together- don't let your negative way of thinking become an autonomous vehicle of your mind.
My heart plummets down the platinum ribcage rolling like a magnetic ball towards the graveyard settling near the corpse of self love like a helpless child after I stamped approved on the passports of criticism issued in my name and betrayed my existence with false expectations and comparisons with all the 7 billion people in this world not realizing that everyone can't be the same, I played table tennis with my self esteem when I labeled myself ugly and unwanted before the mirror wall thereby adhering to certain beauty standards like those of runaway models with cherry blossom cheeks and glittery eyes, and considered flashy magazines to tell me how to lose weight while I abandoned calories glazed chips and my favorite cheesecake in pursuit of a perfect body, I betrayed my self worth and commited an oath of loyalty to self doubt when I overlooked everything I am good at and addressed all my flaws like a trained coach, others were deciding the script for me and I was busy playing a side role in my own life, I treated my heart so badly when I gave up too early all the hopes to succeed on the snoozing of my past blunders constantly pouring gallons of guilt upon my forehead, acceptance felt like an unknown territory when my merry heart turned to a cracked glass. Accept my apology dear heart for not believing that it's okay to make mistakes and forgive myself, it's okay to be different and embrace myself, it's okay to walk away from toxic relationships to save myself from emotional torture, it's okay to laugh like a child without thinking about the looks, it's okay to do what I love without the fear of being judged, it's okay to be grateful for my existence in this imperfect world.
the mystique daylight today slipped under my pocket delivering a postcard - 'THE UNIVERSE LOVES YOU.'
To the rest of the world, God gave you the shoes That fit you, so put em on and wear 'em And be yourself man, be proud of who you are Even if it sounds corny Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful.
hafeezhmhaDamn This is soo profoundly beautiful ❤️ We're drenched in self loathing and self hatred by comparing ourselves to unreasonable and irrealistic body standards. This sheds light on most of the insecurities. All we have to do is wholeheartedly accept ourselves. ❤️