Choosing me, finally!! The latest reinvention of myself in a new place is me choosing joy and peace over struggle and pain. When God closes one door, He opens a window. Brighter days are on the horizon. Right in time for this month's new moon
As Mark Twain once famously said, "Truth is stranger than fiction..." I'm inclined to agree; and perhaps you might be too, after reading this personal tale of a recent experience I had with an afflicted individual. May the situation soon drawn to a close. God willing.
ENDGAME REVELATIONS by Carolyn Glackin Birthed through the heart of creation An innocent child of the Light Cherished by all of the heavens And all that was holy and right With the curious mind of a dreamer And a creative imagination In those times when her world would go dark She'd dream up a whole new situation Time after time this occurred But the little one wasn't to blame Because somehow she just had to cope With the burdens of terror and shame Through illusions, some respite was found But then somewhere along the way She no longer could discern The truth from this game she would play Haunted by nightmarish visions Hounded by menacing evil In the grips of a sinister plot And a life that was fraught with upheaval With a mind that was young and unformed Left wide open, afraid, and alone She fell prey to malevolent forces Thus her mind was no longer her own Garishly fractured and twisted Her soul now devoid of the Light And no one around was the wiser 'Cept a few who had spiritual sight Years later this girl, now a woman Somehow found her way to my path From the first, I could sense the huge problem That would lead to this wild aftermath But fate likes to keep a few secrets So back then I had no way to know That the problems this woman was facing Would continue to worsen and grow Three long years, she pursued me and plagued me The stalking was truly absurd She spied on me day after day And gazed at my every word Many times, I attempted to help her For I sensed her confusion and pain But my every attempt seemed quite futile As my efforts would all go in vain There's quite a bit more to the story But not all of it's my tale to tell Although one thing I can say for certain Her whole life was a true living hell Commandeered by a sinister presence Mind controlled by this dark entity At long last, a great truth came to light She had plagued me in hopes that I'd see For if someone would only take notice And help her accomplish her goal She could rid herself of this nightmare And reclaim the rights to her soul Although I'm an intuitive healer In service to God's greater good With these horrors, I'm not trained to help her So I sought out somebody that could Now it's up to the one holy Spirit In the hands of the most sacred Light The Divine shall soon rescue her soul As I've prayed for this morning and night A new day will soon be upon us And from there, she can finally heal But for now, that is all I can say All the rest, only time can reveal. Copyright Carolyn Glackin 2/28/2021
lovenotes_from_carolynOnce again thanking each one of you who've taken the time to go through this long post and offer your very kind words of support. I appreciate you all so immensely and I'm very grateful for all of you. There is absolutely no place like Mirakee, I just need to find a way to be at peace here again, despite the unfortunate, ongoing situation. Again, my profound thanks to each of you. ❤
asjthewriterWow! Had no clue this was going on. Handled with true class and dignity. Bravo! I pray you find peace. This is quite a traumatic thing to experience
lovenotes_from_carolyn@ajthewriter_ Thank you AJ! It truly has been a seemingly relentless and incredibly frustrating situation. Just today, the individual involved was caught using guilt tactics and manipulation to coerce a youngster here to stop interacting with me. She refuses to accept any accountability for her actions and their subsequent consequences, and instead chooses to depict herself as an innocent victim while putting me in the role of the evil villain. And Lord knows, she's probably reading this right now through some hidden account. If only I could convince her to forget I exist and move on, uggh. Again though, your support and prayers are very much appreciated, thank you!
asjthewriterNo worries. I pray you are relaxing and at peace and i truly hope this situation resolves quickly. You share so much kindness and light on this platform and have given many others exposure and hope on some really dark days. I believe anyone who has interacted with you or read your work can attest to your true character. Not sure why anyone would want to bully, defame or harass such a kind person. There's just no excuse for it. Stay encouraged Carolyn. Your heart is SO big. I'm sending you hugs over the net waves and praying for your peace of mind and safety.
I inhale and feel my shallow breaths fading In my old bones I feel fatigue Depressed, lonely and tired I am My own life I’ve begun to slowly grieve. The whispering wind carries messages From the forgotten past, from bonds freed I sigh and strain to listen to all the symphonies Hoping to follow wherever they may lead. Dark are nights and bright the days Contentions are meant to heed - The internal war inside me Has caused my tangled thoughts to impede. In and out of consciousness now I see shadows waiting for me to leave With them as one of them together Their presence gives me great relief. Even in loneliness, I am not alone I’m thankful for having turned naive My presence is eagerly awaited by them My sins waiting to be reprieved. So far I have enjoyed life Often cheating death, I’ve deceived The precious viscous circle of life And I am here today to concede.