larasttar@platipoem true. But this happened today when I was at the carnival in my city. A masked blue character walked up to me.. And he wanted to take a picture with me...
larasttar@platipoem thank you... It was amazing... He took his mantle and put it over our heads and looked at me deeply with his blue eyes. He then was so close with his mask to my face. It felt very energetic. But I smiled I didn't talk he didn't talk and he left. I maybe should have talked
larasttar@platipoem I think I said thanks. I was like blocked and felt like saying something but I couldn't. I think.. I'll go and look for him in 200.000 masked people
The cigarette butt between The chapped lips that Long forgot to pray, dripping red Cracking sadistic smile on The hilarity, For there is nothing left.
Playing the shattered hope In stereotype, kaleidoscopic Inside the dark mind that let Not to sleep nor awake.
Every memory is fresh and torturous Every wound is close yet aching And bleeding inside; Marks now are now nothing but Crescent glowing, scratches Now red and showing; Eyes shot and glassy from Endless manna taken, yet How to ebb the pain that's Forever growing?
Replaying those secret smiles Those non-spoken verses, Stained coffee cups in between And watching the dying embers of The fireplace; The kisses almost stolen The caress that never were All replays, also the moment When the heart was broken. Everything is afresh, yet stale.
Death is inevitable but never comes The sorrows say endless sagas Can even display a carnival; Rusted yet shine ruthlessly Only to blind me and bleed me dry By the blades it possess; Sweet isn't sweet anymore But turning me towards endless Darkness.
Unending bottles of whiskey And vodka, more of other bliss ending But doesn't stop the pain. What atrocity is this? Why cannot I stop it from Taking all of me away?
SOMEONE IS INSIDE MY GRAVE SEASON 1 EPISODE 3: THE DANCE
I came with my friends: Elias and Idrees. Friends who always forced me to go outside and be more social. Beside college and home there was nothing to do in my life. Not even a single girlfriend was in my world.
Had never seen such a crowd. This was a funfair or a circus or maybe a carnival (I don’t know the exact name because its the first one in my village). There were jokers, pirates, women, dancers, music, funny people, strange gags, lions, jugglers. Yeah jugglers, they are my favorite. Throwing 5 balls in the air like they are nothing. Like cooking in midair. But I was scared of some masked men who had horrible faces or rather scary masks.
“ Which scary masked men you talking about?” Idrees asked “ Those weird ones with tomato noses and yellow hair.” I said “ Hahahaha! Those clowns? There is nothing to be afraid of. Kids love those and you are Masha Allah a grownup. Don’t be such a chicken…” Elias was laughing at me.
Then both Idrees and Elias forced me to come and see this clown person, but I didn’t even look at it. Not even once. My head was down all the time until I heard the beautiful sound of a banjo. I left my friends and followed the sound. I felt this music was similar to those which made me sleep while my mama sang me lullabies. A pretty lady was dancing and moving her body like spirits were floating up in the sky, like birds of spring forming a line, and this lady was swimming into the ocean. She was like a mermaid. She looked at me and cut her lips by her teeth. She stampeded all the people from the crowd to get me, and breathed on my face. Hot air and trembling wave. There is no way to explain her taste. Her lips touched mine and the whole world just stopped for a split second. I stopped breathing. Earth stopped moving and wolves started crying. She cut me too. Blood flowing like a waterfall. This contagious kiss was infecting my body and my vocal cords had gone missing. I could not speak a word. Her pale skin was moving back and forth. Without any regret she laughed out loud and chewed my head off.