lovenotes_from_carolynThank you for tagging #ceesreposts, but please include a translation for non English pennings because I attempted to read this through the translator but it was unable to translate it.
irene_@lovenotes_from_carolyn My bad!! It's my first post in a while. I was quite busy in personal issues, got graduated n started a new job. From now onwards I'll surely try to post here frequently. Keep supporting me ma'am.
Take me back to that age where there is..... No mood swings No depression No troubles No Internet addiction No commitments No breakups No fake friendships No back stabbings No sleepless nights No blue ticks No waits No studies No workloads No promises
Where I'm being loved by everyone. Where I can laugh in tiny things. Where I'm always surrounded by my people. Where I can sleep in my mom's lap & dad's chest. Where I can dream heavens. Where I don't have to explain my feelings. Where I don't have to convince or confess. Where people trying their best to make me smile.
Sorry! But you know what, I feel like I have loved a liar! Yah! I’m talking about you, my love!!! Because you’re the only person in this universe I love the most that is why I called you my love!! Sorry, if you don’t like it now! No, you used to love it at once upon a time, you remember no!!?
You remember the way you used to tell me how much you love me and I the biggest duffer didn’t get your lie. I thought you’re speaking the truth. But let it be it doesn’t matter because I didn’t have a heart. So it won’t break or it won’t hurt, so let it be!
O yah! You remember you used to tell me, "I am afraid to lose you." That was also one of the lies you told me and as usual, I thought you’re speaking the truth. But let it be it doesn’t matter because I didn’t have a heart. So it won’t break or it won’t hurt, so let it be!
And do you remember you told me once, that no girl can take my place in your heart? Oh! Again that too was a lie. You want to know how I came to know that too was a lie because you’re with someone else now. I just came to know it recently! But don’t worry; it doesn’t matter because I didn’t have a heart. So it won’t break or it won’t hurt, so let it be!
You know it sucks when I remember your promises. Yah! Those promises you used to make. O! They were so many. I just can’t count them on my fingers. I just don’t wanna make you feel sad so let it be! But you know what, it hurts. O! Sorry! It doesn’t matter because I didn’t have a heart. So it won’t break or it won’t hurt, so let it be!
Hey! Listen now! I promise I won’t tell anyone about your lies. I promise I won’t tell anyone that you’re the biggest liar. I won’t tell anyone what promises you made to me. I promise I won’t tell anyone how brutally you broke my heart. Yes, I just said, heart! Because I too have a heart which is full of emotions, full of feelings and yes it too hurts a lot!!! But don’t worry I won’t tell anyone about it because I and my feelings never mattered to you. I will break again and again as your memories are with me. I wish those too would have been a lie just like you used to tell!!!