I can't remember a time I truly felt content in my body. I've used,abused,and neglected my body for as long as I can remember. Every inch of my body disgusts me. I have only wished to be skinnier, flawless, and society's expectation of a "perfect body." Beauty magazines fueled the starvation that took place throughout my life. I've never felt worthy of anything. This mindset has become so familiar to me, I couldn't imagine loving the body I live in. I'll continue searching for the perfection I have yet to find.