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  • seraiah_smiles 8w

    #### FINNEAS ####

    I love Finneas very much.

    He's the nicest guy ever.

    He's always protecting me.

    Btw... He loves his penis. LOL.

    Right, Mr. Penis?

    (Must I say sorry? No, you don't want that. You like [Like... {Like... <LIKE, LOVE>}] (Finneas: ILY2, brother Prince Vasquez! *blush on*))

    Pfft! Thank you, bro. We love casual. Yea. At least at home and at the sala. and at the bedroom. LOL.


    MR. PENISSS!!!

    Finneas: Who's that??

    Me: I don't know?

    Fans: Maybe it's your crazy (for you) sister?



  • sad_weirdsoul 29w



  • seraiah_smiles 31w

    But I'll do my best.

    #BE #Billie #Eilish #BillieEilish

    Billie Series — Chapter 1

    • First Digital Meeting:
    Late 2020, I saw you on the screen. You were wearing black and green. You were smiling as you received many Grammys awards. Splendid, I could say. You made your voice sound so well. I thought, however, that maybe you were also like one of the many people, with ill-intent. Did your melodious voice carried an hidden agenda? Still, it was too early, and though I had (tentative) judgments, I shall not judge unfairly nor be judgmental.

    • My Dearest Brother, Our Bridge:
    Late 2020, kuya Ry posted a lot about you. Hmm... I think I gotta check her out too. Then I searched your songs, and this song stood out to me:

    • everything i wanted:

    I wondered about the thing/s that you deeply wanted. What was that? Not... it's 'not what you think'. What could have been easily thought of as an ambition for power, wealth or pleasure, etc., was actually a desire for death, suicide. *pierce* "I saw them standing right there, kinda thought they might care" *pierce*

    Actually at first, I didn't understood what it meant entirely, but then I searched for meanings... and *pierce*

    The lyrics were dead-honest and heartfelt and... heart-breaking.

    "If I knew it all then, would I do it again, would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head, what would they say instead?" ×2

    Here's from me to you:

    "If I could change the way that you see yourself, you wouldn't wonder why you hear, 'God Loves You.'"

    It pierced my heart, your song and the story you tell me. It must've been God's will that I felt such deep empathy.

    • Re-igniting:
    Months passed and it became 2021, late March or early April. My dearest brother, kuya Ry, once again posted a lot about you. Hehe, again, I thought I gotta check you out too.

    • Revisiting Your Songs — A Mysterious Experience:
    Hearing your songs, they carried emotions, they carried stories. I thought, then, that there must've been something wrong. That your heart carried a heavy burden. Doing as I always did to anyone, so I did to you. I did cheered you, encouraged you, preached to you. As God's fellow creation and child, I tried to shed light and who knows if I could be of help to make your burden lighter? So I tried. I commented lots to your videos, making threads on YouTube. It's mysterious; why? I felt as though I was conversing with you. I comment this, and YouTube offers me this song suggestion. I comment, and this appears.

    It felt... elusive, or evasive, and as if it's pushing me away.

    You sang, "What do you want from me?"
    I commented,

    Me = ×
    God = ✓

    I really wanted nothing from you back then, for it was God that wanted something from you, that wanted you back, that wanted your heart... and even now, it IS God that wants.

    You sang, "When we all fall asleep, where do we go?"
    I commented that I (we) go to heaven (God) when we fall asleep (die).

    Then you sang, "I'm not your friend, or anything damn. You think that you're the man; I think, therefore, I am."
    I smiled, with contentment and confidence, because I know that at the very least, I did what I wanted: to spread love, agape love.


    • Happier Than Ever
    20 21, Weeks, months, passed by. I'm glad that you're happier than ever now. Couldn't explain much. Was it at first that my gestures spoke that

    "I don't want it; and I don't want to want you"?

    "But in my dreams I seem to be more honest..."

    Now you literally and figuratively appear in my dreams.

    I, I,

    "Silly me to fall in love with you."

    • Turn The Tables
    Your voice wasn't an echo or hallucination; it is the sound of pouring a cup of tea; it is the pleasant twitting of a bird — caged, or flying in the open air — singing an elegy, ode or a love song, singing its heart. Its journeys. The songs journey. Their journey. The journey.

    O, MY DEAR, I really wanted nothing from you back then; but now I want you as my future..... for, my dearest Billie,

    "I'm in love with my future"

    P.S. You're my future. �� With God. ✝️

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    Amaranth Tea

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  • seraiah_smiles 31w


    I watched #Billie's i-D with Stormzy, I read some posts here on #Miraquill, I reflected on my beliefs, and I concluded with this #Quote.

    #Please #Crown #Lord

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    I have re-realized that it's not necessary that I please the crowd, the world; but rather, it is to please the Crown, the Lord.

    It's not necessary to please everybody; it's enough, enough to be me.

  • seraiah_smiles 40w


    When I speak of those dearest to me, I don't mean to compare them to others, but I mean that they're tremendously important to me.

    When I speak of my dearest brother, kuya Ry...
    When I speak of my dearest Billie...
    When I speak of my dearest family...

    When I speak of those dearest to me, I don't mean to say that one is superior or greater than the others, but I mean that they're tremendously important to me.

    Still, there is one that transcends everyone; and that it is right and just. Above all, the One whom I most love, the One from whom all things were made and if not for Him, everything is nothing, that One is none other than Him: God, the Holy Trinity.

    [The Whisper of the Wind]
    For we do not presume to rank or compare ourselves with some of those who commend themselves; but when they measure themselves by themselves and compare themselves with themselves, they have no understanding (2 Corinthians 10:12).

  • seraiah_smiles 42w


    God is love (1 John 4:16); and God is infinite (1 Timothy 6:16). By His generosity, by His grace, He filled my open cup inasmuch that it overflows with love that never runs out. He filled my fleshly heart with love that comes from the well of water springing up into eternal life. Brimming, I can only—joyfully, willingly—share this love unto others:

    • to my dearest family:
    • to my dearest brother—always and forever—kuya Ry:
    • to the one that catched my heart, my dearest Billie:
    • to all humanity be it in the past, present or future—my brothers and sisters in Christ;
    to my dearest Lord, God and Savior, Jesus;
    most of all, love is not that I loved, but that God loves me and everybody:

    (P.S. to all the angels of the one, holy God, I love you too!)

    ~ ~ ~

    #LOVE #types #typesoflove #Storge #Eros #Philia #Agape

    #God #is #love #and #infinite #Godislove #Godisinfinite

    #share #angels #family #Ry #Billie #everybody #Jesus

    This is my 300th post. ��
    This is posted on August 2, 2021 at 5:55 PM.

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  • seraiah_smiles 48w

    As long as you're in the right, and God approves of you, you have nothing to worry or fear.

    Let them say what they want; God will hold them accountable. As wise men say, "The words reflect the speaker's character."

    Keep yourself in the Path. Everything will be alright. For we know that those who love God, everything works for their good.

  • seraiah_smiles 50w

    Billie, ilomilo, "The world's a little blurry, or maybe it's my eyes."
    I hope that it gets unclouded, that rather I see a twinkle of your stars.

    Billie, ilomilo, "The world's a little blurry."
    I pray that it gets vivid, that you see the world much more clearly.

    Clearly, hopefully.

  • sad_weirdsoul 54w


    I wanna end me...
    Crazy thoughts rushing through my mind ....
    I wanna kill them
    The ones that made me sad ... I really do... Please help me... Because I won't be able to help myself soon...
    I'm scared....
    He'll be really worried and mad
    I just wanna rip my heart out of my body
    It hurts... Make it stop... Please... I'm going crazy .... I wanna starve myself, I wanna cut myself and watch as I bleed..... It's really satisfying.... You must think I'm crazy well I am ..... Ahhhh
    I really can't take it ....
    I ended me

  • sad_weirdsoul 72w

    No time to die

    We were a pair
    But I saw you there
    Too much to bear
    You were my life, but life is far away from fair
    Was I stupid to love you?
    Was I reckless to help?
    Was it obvious to everybody else?

    That I'd fallen for a lie
    You were never on my side
    Fool me once, fool me twice
    Are u death or paradise?
    Now you'll never see me cry

    There's just no time to die

    I let it burn
    You're no longer my concern
    Faces from my past return
    Another lesson yet to learn


  • _idgaf_pvt_ 74w

    if we were meant to be,
    we would have been by now


  • innerlife 75w

    Don't post everything you think; just don't do it...

  • moonlightrae13 75w


    This is an original scratch that I wrote a few months ago. There's more, but I'd like you guys to comment and tell me about the improvements I should make.

    Also, make sure to sing or read this with the tune of "Wish you were gay" by Billie Ellish, cause I don't know what to tune this into and it sounds good with Billie's tune.

    #writersnetwork #mirakee #music #original #billie #deep

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    Everytime I close my eyes
    I see a beautiful paradise
    But when I open them
    All I see is hell~
    ( ell, ell, ell, ell, ell )

    Wanna walk through this myself
    But you are always there to help
    So, when I needed you the most
    You'd walk away~~


  • areebaqazi 111w


  • anshibi 112w

    I can't help but wonder if our grave was watered by the rain....

  • bry_serendipity 118w

    I had a dream (Billie)

    I had a dream
    I got everything I wanted
    Not what you'd think
    And if I'm being honest
    It might've been a nightmare
    To anyone who might care

    Thought I could fly..
    So I stepped off the Golden,
    Nobody cried
    Nobody even noticed
    I saw them standing right there
    Kinda thought they might care.

    But when I wake up, I see
    You with me...

    And you say
    "As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you"
    Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to
    If I could change the way that you see yourself
    You wouldn't wonder why here
    They don't deserve you..

    I tried to scream
    But my head was underwater
    They called me weak
    Like I'm not just somebody's daughter
    Could've been a nightmare
    But it felt like they were right there

    And it feels like yesterday was a year ago
    And I dont wanna let anybody know because everyone wants something from me now and I font wanna let them down..㋛

  • areebaqazi 121w


  • anr_05 124w


    Isn't it lovely, all alone?
    Heart made of glass, my mind of stone.
    Tear me to peices, skin to bone.
    Hello, welcome home...
    Billie Eilish

  • breazen 133w

    It's a sin to tell a lie

    I love you
    Yes I do
    I love you
    If you break my heart I'll die
    So be sure that it's true when you say
    "I love you"
    It'a sin to tell a lie
    ~Billie Holiday "It's a sin to tell a lie"

  • dead_account78 143w

    If I love you
    Was a promise
    Would you break it
    If you’re honest
    -Billie Eilish