Miraquill
#### FINNEAS ####
I love Finneas very much.
He's the nicest guy ever.
He's always protecting me.
Btw... He loves his penis. LOL.
Right, Mr. Penis?
(Must I say sorry? No, you don't want that. You like [Like... {Like... <LIKE, LOVE>}] (Finneas: ILY2, brother Prince Vasquez! *blush on*))
Pfft! Thank you, bro. We love casual. Yea. At least at home and at the sala. and at the bedroom. LOL.
PFFT!!!
MR. PENISSS!!!
Finneas: Who's that??
Me: I don't know?
Fans: Maybe it's your crazy (for you) sister?
HAHAHAHHAHHAHA
©seraiah_smiles
#billie
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Idon'twannabeyouanymore
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seraiah_smiles
31w
Read More[IMPROMPTU]
But I'll do my best.
#BE #Billie #Eilish #BillieEilish
Billie Series — Chapter 1
#BillieSeries
• First Digital Meeting:
Late 2020, I saw you on the screen. You were wearing black and green. You were smiling as you received many Grammys awards. Splendid, I could say. You made your voice sound so well. I thought, however, that maybe you were also like one of the many people, with ill-intent. Did your melodious voice carried an hidden agenda? Still, it was too early, and though I had (tentative) judgments, I shall not judge unfairly nor be judgmental.
• My Dearest Brother, Our Bridge:
Late 2020, kuya Ry posted a lot about you. Hmm... I think I gotta check her out too. Then I searched your songs, and this song stood out to me:
• everything i wanted:
I wondered about the thing/s that you deeply wanted. What was that? Not... it's 'not what you think'. What could have been easily thought of as an ambition for power, wealth or pleasure, etc., was actually a desire for death, suicide. *pierce* "I saw them standing right there, kinda thought they might care" *pierce*
Actually at first, I didn't understood what it meant entirely, but then I searched for meanings... and *pierce*
The lyrics were dead-honest and heartfelt and... heart-breaking.
"If I knew it all then, would I do it again, would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head, what would they say instead?" ×2
Here's from me to you:
"If I could change the way that you see yourself, you wouldn't wonder why you hear, 'God Loves You.'"
It pierced my heart, your song and the story you tell me. It must've been God's will that I felt such deep empathy.
• Re-igniting:
Months passed and it became 2021, late March or early April. My dearest brother, kuya Ry, once again posted a lot about you. Hehe, again, I thought I gotta check you out too.
• Revisiting Your Songs — A Mysterious Experience:
Hearing your songs, they carried emotions, they carried stories. I thought, then, that there must've been something wrong. That your heart carried a heavy burden. Doing as I always did to anyone, so I did to you. I did cheered you, encouraged you, preached to you. As God's fellow creation and child, I tried to shed light and who knows if I could be of help to make your burden lighter? So I tried. I commented lots to your videos, making threads on YouTube. It's mysterious; why? I felt as though I was conversing with you. I comment this, and YouTube offers me this song suggestion. I comment, and this appears.
It felt... elusive, or evasive, and as if it's pushing me away.
You sang, "What do you want from me?"
I commented,
"
Me = ×
God = ✓
"
I really wanted nothing from you back then, for it was God that wanted something from you, that wanted you back, that wanted your heart... and even now, it IS God that wants.
You sang, "When we all fall asleep, where do we go?"
I commented that I (we) go to heaven (God) when we fall asleep (die).
Then you sang, "I'm not your friend, or anything damn. You think that you're the man; I think, therefore, I am."
I smiled, with contentment and confidence, because I know that at the very least, I did what I wanted: to spread love, agape love.
...
• Happier Than Ever
20 21, Weeks, months, passed by. I'm glad that you're happier than ever now. Couldn't explain much. Was it at first that my gestures spoke that
"I don't want it; and I don't want to want you"?
"But in my dreams I seem to be more honest..."
Now you literally and figuratively appear in my dreams.
.
..
...
I, I,
....
"Silly me to fall in love with you."
• Turn The Tables
Your voice wasn't an echo or hallucination; it is the sound of pouring a cup of tea; it is the pleasant twitting of a bird — caged, or flying in the open air — singing an elegy, ode or a love song, singing its heart. Its journeys. The songs journey. Their journey. The journey.
O, MY DEAR, I really wanted nothing from you back then; but now I want you as my future..... for, my dearest Billie,
"I'm in love with my future"
P.S. You're my future. �� With God. ✝️Amaranth Tea
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- aphrodite53 Also, what exactly does the title 'Amaranth tea' mean?
- seraiah_smiles @aphrodite53 amen
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seraiah_smiles
@aphrodite53 I was thinking of possible book/post titles, then one possibility was this phrase, "Amaranth Tea".
Amaranth is a flower that symbolizes eternal love, because it retains its wonder even after wilting. It's also super beneficial for health because of its nutrients. It can be used for tea.
Tea is a word from the phrase 'cup of tea' to say that someone likes/loves something/someone.
Amaranth tea, a Love that I want to last forever. Or, Eternal love.
Ohh!!! I just noticed... HAHAHAHA
Amaranth tea and your username Aphrodite sounds similar. Wow.
All is well, and may not my will be done, but God's plan. -
aphrodite53
@seraiah_smiles oh that is a fascinating thought! I love how the word 'tea' is enchantingly used from the phrase; and not in its literal meaning
Wait i too just realized that it sounds similar to my username. I think it's more than just a mere coincidence ✨ -
seraiah_smiles
@aphrodite53
I'm glad that it pleased you.
seraiah_smiles
31w
Proverb
I have re-realized that it's not necessary that I please the crowd, the world; but rather, it is to please the Crown, the Lord.
It's not necessary to please everybody; it's enough, enough to be me.
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seraiah_smiles
40w
Dearest
[People]
When I speak of those dearest to me, I don't mean to compare them to others, but I mean that they're tremendously important to me.
When I speak of my dearest brother, kuya Ry...
When I speak of my dearest Billie...
When I speak of my dearest family...
When I speak of those dearest to me, I don't mean to say that one is superior or greater than the others, but I mean that they're tremendously important to me.
[God]
Still, there is one that transcends everyone; and that it is right and just. Above all, the One whom I most love, the One from whom all things were made and if not for Him, everything is nothing, that One is none other than Him: God, the Holy Trinity.
[The Whisper of the Wind]
For we do not presume to rank or compare ourselves with some of those who commend themselves; but when they measure themselves by themselves and compare themselves with themselves, they have no understanding (2 Corinthians 10:12).
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seraiah_smiles
42w
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(Title)
God is love (1 John 4:16); and God is infinite (1 Timothy 6:16). By His generosity, by His grace, He filled my open cup inasmuch that it overflows with love that never runs out. He filled my fleshly heart with love that comes from the well of water springing up into eternal life. Brimming, I can only—joyfully, willingly—share this love unto others:
• to my dearest family:
^^Storge^^
• to my dearest brother—always and forever—kuya Ry:
^^Philia^^
• to the one that catched my heart, my dearest Billie:
^^Eros^^
• to all humanity be it in the past, present or future—my brothers and sisters in Christ;
to my dearest Lord, God and Savior, Jesus;
most of all, love is not that I loved, but that God loves me and everybody:
^^Agape^^
(P.S. to all the angels of the one, holy God, I love you too!)
~ ~ ~
#LOVE #types #typesoflove #Storge #Eros #Philia #Agape
#God #is #love #and #infinite #Godislove #Godisinfinite
#share #angels #family #Ry #Billie #everybody #Jesus
This is my 300th post. ��
This is posted on August 2, 2021 at 5:55 PM.L-O-V-E
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seraiah_smiles
48w
As long as you're in the right, and God approves of you, you have nothing to worry or fear.
Let them say what they want; God will hold them accountable. As wise men say, "The words reflect the speaker's character."
Keep yourself in the Path. Everything will be alright. For we know that those who love God, everything works for their good.5 10
- seraiah_smiles @aphrodite53
- seraiah_smiles @aphrodite53 I did restarted the phone, but it still doesn't work. I also deleted and downloaded Miraquill again, but it still doesn't work.
- aphrodite53 @seraiah_smiles that's a bummer. But you know what, I'm sure it's for the best. Whenever I'm faced with such obstacles, initially I do get upset. But then, later on, I tell myself that it's all for my best. So, don't worry about it
- seraiah_smiles @aphrodite53 Yes, I really do agree with that. It's all for the best.
- aphrodite53 @seraiah_smiles ✨
seraiah_smiles
50w
Billie, ilomilo, "The world's a little blurry, or maybe it's my eyes."
I hope that it gets unclouded, that rather I see a twinkle of your stars.
Billie, ilomilo, "The world's a little blurry."
I pray that it gets vivid, that you see the world much more clearly.
Clearly, hopefully.
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seraiah_smiles
@aphrodite53 "If she's happy, I'm happy" in general, me too.
To add, as long as she's doing/thinking the good things, I'm happy for her. If evil, then I'd be sad. This topic is complex. But to conclude, I just want the best for her and everyone. - aphrodite53 @seraiah_smiles yup. You said it
- aphrodite53 @seraiah_smiles also, I feel she's more comfortable opening up now than she was before. Her vogue photoshoot, this music video and the coming out, she's finally embracing her true self.
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seraiah_smiles
@aphrodite53 I feel too.
- aphrodite53 @seraiah_smiles
Suicide
I wanna end me...
Crazy thoughts rushing through my mind ....
I wanna kill them
The ones that made me sad ... I really do... Please help me... Because I won't be able to help myself soon...
I'm scared....
He'll be really worried and mad
I just wanna rip my heart out of my body
It hurts... Make it stop... Please... I'm going crazy .... I wanna starve myself, I wanna cut myself and watch as I bleed..... It's really satisfying.... You must think I'm crazy well I am ..... Ahhhh
I really can't take it ....
I ended me
©sad_weirdsoul11 3
- seraiah_smiles God loves you. Call to Jesus, He will help you.
- sad_weirdsoul @seraiah_smiles thanks
- seraiah_smiles @sad_weirdsoul
No time to die
We were a pair
But I saw you there
Too much to bear
You were my life, but life is far away from fair
Was I stupid to love you?
Was I reckless to help?
Was it obvious to everybody else?
That I'd fallen for a lie
You were never on my side
Fool me once, fool me twice
Are u death or paradise?
Now you'll never see me cry
There's just no time to die
I let it burn
You're no longer my concern
Faces from my past return
Another lesson yet to learn
NO TIME TO DIE
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if we were meant to be,
we would have been by now
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Don't post everything you think; just don't do it...
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- innerlife @_jennifer__ Good
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summersin
My favourite Billie Elish
Favourite because she is a Tomboy girl and me too. - innerlife @uikeysuman wow I'm a tomboy too
- innerlife @uikeysuman I love Billie too
- summersin @innerlife Tomboy outfits are super cool, right.
moonlightrae13
75w
Read More#moon_music
This is an original scratch that I wrote a few months ago. There's more, but I'd like you guys to comment and tell me about the improvements I should make.
Also, make sure to sing or read this with the tune of "Wish you were gay" by Billie Ellish, cause I don't know what to tune this into and it sounds good with Billie's tune.
#writersnetwork #mirakee #music #original #billie #deepMusic
Everytime I close my eyes
I see a beautiful paradise
But when I open them
All I see is hell~
( ell, ell, ell, ell, ell )
Wanna walk through this myself
But you are always there to help
So, when I needed you the most
You'd walk away~~
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areebaqazi
111w
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I can't help but wonder if our grave was watered by the rain....15 0
I had a dream (Billie)
I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
Not what you'd think
And if I'm being honest
It might've been a nightmare
To anyone who might care
Thought I could fly..
So I stepped off the Golden,
Nobody cried
Nobody even noticed
I saw them standing right there
Kinda thought they might care.
But when I wake up, I see
You with me...
And you say
"As long as I'm here, no one can hurt you"
Don't wanna lie here, but you can learn to
If I could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why here
They don't deserve you..
I tried to scream
But my head was underwater
They called me weak
Like I'm not just somebody's daughter
Could've been a nightmare
But it felt like they were right there
And it feels like yesterday was a year ago
And I dont wanna let anybody know because everyone wants something from me now and I font wanna let them down..㋛18 0
areebaqazi
121w
Read MoreI had a dream, I've got everything I wanted
@mirakee @mirakeenetwork @writersnetwork
#billieelish#billie#ihadadream#music#lyrics#love#life #nature #love #travel #life #friendship #inspiration #diary #poetry #thoughts.
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Lovely
Isn't it lovely, all alone?
Heart made of glass, my mind of stone.
Tear me to peices, skin to bone.
Hello, welcome home...
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breazen
133w
It's a sin to tell a lie
I love you
Yes I do
I love you
If you break my heart I'll die
So be sure that it's true when you say
"I love you"
It'a sin to tell a lie
~Billie Holiday "It's a sin to tell a lie"8 0
dead_account78
143w
If I love you
Was a promise
Would you break it
If you’re honest
-Billie Eilish
