I don't know
what's going on in my mind right now.
It's hard to put into words.
Having a mixed feeling of confusion,
excitement, love, regret and guilt.
Also, a little bit of optimism
for now that I have decided
to weave my thoughts into poetry.
I hope I do justice to this art.
Because this is
the only way I can express myself now.
I can't open up in front of people
because I'm too afraid
I'll not be able to say what I feel.
And they will not understand
the way I want them to.
So here I am,
new to this beautiful world
of writing, fantasy and feelings.
These are not mere words.
They have a meaning.
They have a depth
that can't be understood by
simply reading them.
I will try my best.