Miraquill
Messed Up
That day when you asked me to leave with you. I was 16. You were moms husband, my stepfather. I believe you were 43. People wonder why I am so messed up. No one believed me, so you are in the clear. I live with it. If only that overdose would have taken effect. That's messed up.
©the_fragile_broken_and_lost
#ashamed
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Sipper
I am feeling sad
I am feeling ashamed
I live in a country
Where we can't give a sipper
To a 84 year old man
Fighting for equality and injustice.
©bharat_singh11 0
Endometriosis- True Pain
The news is here.
And excitement fills the room.
Even though I share your excitement
I can’t help but to crumble even lower.
Sometimes they take it for granted.
To have the gift of life.
Each time a new announcement arrives
My heart suffers another crack
Breaking it down even more.
Day to day I suffer extreme pains with no relief in sight.
Hospital trips, to break the pain.
Everyday I suffer with nausea, just because.
It’s a reminder of the cards I’ve been dealt.
Having this gift is not impossible, just very unlikely
So, what is a girl suppose to do?
Pretend like It doesn’t bother me?
Sit and smile?
I listen to your story; I celebrate your news and laugh.
But when I go home another tear falls.
Envious. Resentful. Shame
That’s how I feel.
Does it make me a bad person?
To want what you have.
To be jealous of the one thing I can’t do.
To cringe every birthday knowing my window is even smaller than most.
My hope is fading.
©girlnextdoor4776 1
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snehhaaaa
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anuradhasharma
62w
क्या मां के आंचल के दरमियान इस जहान में ?
कफ़न ही महफूज़ है , लड़कियों के ज़िंदगी-ए-सफ़र में ।
©anuradhasharma11 1 1
sanka_
64w
The lie
It will all be better,
Tomorrow hope for better
Stop telling what's better
You've never touched litter
So how can you know our matter?
©sanka_5 0
sanka_
64w
Life
"Life isn’t about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.”
By George Bernard Shaw.10 0
sanka_
64w
Love
A game of smiles and stabs and free entertainment.
©sanka_8 0
My First
I'm in Pain
I'm ashamed
I'm detained
In my own consciousness
I find Righteousness
©thequestpoetry6 0
wifey_suicide
72w
Read MoreHere’s something a little positive, to brighten today!!!!
#beauty #selfesteem #yourself #bodyshame #bodylove #ashamed #poetry #spokenword #positive #mirakee #poet #writing #art #beautifulWhat Do You See
Look into the mirror,
What do you see,
Yourself,
Do you have braids,
Do you have curls,
Do you have none of those,
What about freckles,
Do you have teeth missing,
Or none,
Smile.
Are you smiling with teeth,
Are you smiling at all,
It won’t hurt to smile,
Just a little bit,
In this moment you should be happy, because you are beautiful. It shouldn’t matter how you look.
Scoliosis, acne, burn marks, vitiligo, or just simply being short. Or correct me if I’m wrong, but the other way around.
It’s okay.
Our bodies all run differently.
Genes, blood type, and all.
Don’t be ashamed if you don’t have perfect teeth.
Or if you’re short or tall.
Don’t even worry about the sound of your voice.
We all have our own voice, the only sound that cannot be copied.
Honor and hold that close.
It’s what can make a difference.
Look back at the mirror.
What do you see?
Beauty, an art piece, breathtaking.
©wifey_suicide5 0
Make In India
Get fooled
Get murdered
Get raped
©sparklingteja25 2
#2
It's easy to say or advice others..
When that person asks for proof, you will die ashamed..
So better advice or say what you actually practice..
©amrutha_writtings22 2 4
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Guilty
My head spins in guilt of the wrong, I never meant that ...this is not me I'm way better how do I make you believe .. I can barely breathe I'm ashamed of myself,of the misery that I have caused...
©ambivert89 0
grotesque
105w
Read MoreSo far the journey was good. So far I was nice thinking it is good. But then yesterday I realised I was bad. I never knew how or how much but I knew I was bad. So I decided to end the search of a destination. How shallow it would be to let yourself be lose and say nothing when your ground is turning you upside down. But, can you say anything at all? No. You cannot. You are not a nice person to say anything. You are.this person who never understands perspective. You are on a line. You are born whimsical. You are always busy getting busier and ignoring thoughts. You do not talk to your family. You feel fine but it is not. You are so much in invisible comfort that you are living in an illusion of something. Stay strong. It's never gonna break but it's gonna get worse. People are nice to me for no reason. I should have been nice to them in stead but I am in a bubble. I will never be able to come out and understand how much they love me. I only know love as red. Love can be a rainbow too. I am no longer in my world. I am gone with winds. To me, I exit.
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#diary #long #feelings #reality #ashamed #me #people #perspective #depression #failure #family #friends #love #queer #opening_up #whimsical #immature #emotional #selfish #worst #devil"When you are so dark
You do not search for light.
No, you also do not let
People search for you in stead.
That's gonna destroy them my dear.
People are kind.
I am not.
So people are blessings in my life
But I am not suppose to be near them.
'Cause I do not know what they feel.
I cannot know after so much trying.
People are actually nice.
To me. I mean only to me."
--whimsical
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©grotesque4 1 1
निर्भया
मेरा क्या क़ुसूर था ?
वो परलोक में सोचती होगी !
साल पर साल बीत रहे हैं,
वो बस न्याय की बाट जोहती होगी !
जिसकी मौत पर मौत भी रोई थी,
क़ातिल जिंदा हैं अभी,
वो इंसानियत को कोसती होगी !
देख कर तमाशा तेरे कानून का 'कृष्ण',
कलयुग की द्रौपदी स्वर्ग में भी रोती होगी !
©krishna_44476 5 8
word_phillic
117w
Read MoreWhoaaa??
Is this the india we were expecting to be in this century ...
Where we had to hide our poor just to let others know we are progressing???
I m really sad and ashamed ,i think i knew the india where a poor but rich hearted can share a bread with the rich ...
I guess i knew the india where we were proud of our diverse culture .. but what is happening now ??
Have we gone so intense in modernising that we just left the basic problems away so that no body knows ...
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Is this the “diversity” we were once taught , not to differentiate on basis of socio economic status ....
And now we have to hide it??
#ashamed..
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- word_phillic @mutilated_writer hmm
- word_phillic @candor_writer 😐
- angeldax How did you made
- word_phillic @angeldax what
Waah re Duniya
uss maasum ki darr se wo thand pade haath
aur unn darindon ki garmi ko jhelte wo badan
ye v malum na hona ki
use zindagi bakshi jayegi
ya phir ayegi maut
beshak garmiyon ke bich
kapkapaate thand ki kahani hi thi wo
jise ekk siyasat ka
khel bana diya gya hai
tv media k trp ka
mehez ekk label bana diya gya hai
tumhe log do din yaad rakhenge
aur ekk kahani ki tarah hi bhul jayenge
haan...kchh ke dilon pr hongi
darr aur ghum ka baadal
par chinta matt kr
tujhe sab bhul jayenge
tere parivaar ko sabse zyada dukh to hoga
haan jab teri zikr hogi wo bohat royenge
par wo v jeena sikh jayenge
tere ghar ke bahar phir se
wahi bazarein basengi
log phir se sabji kharidenge
aur wahan woh darindey v ayenge
tere ghar k taraf dekh kar
aapas aapas me muskurayenge
wohi muskurahat bhari nazron se
kisi aur raah chalte ko dekhenge
aur phir din dahaade
uska bhi...
©venture5 0
phoenix_ablaze
121w
Debris scattered on the ground
Days turn into weeks
Not a sound do you make
It’s not that you’re scared
Not that you’re unable, but ashamed
Of such weakness, you’d hate to be named
Nights pass, days stretch
A lonely boy in the sky, you sketch
All the problems, all the faults
To anything else, you are blind
You wish, at the end of this race wait your kind
Satisfaction you wish to find
Days turn into weeks,
Debris scattered on the ground
With your heart in shreds, you frowned
From this weakness you’re ashamed
All your flaws you blamed
Your mind, I’m afraid will burn in flames
End this race
There’s no better time or place
Be the winner in your case.
©phoenix_ablaze7 0
Ashamed
I am ashamed of you, of how you turned out my dear
Call you every name in the book with a demeaning sneer
You are a horrible daughter that no one would go near
I'm sorry for taking my demons out on you and I'll pray we end up in the clear
I am ashamed of you
You are not my blood
~ Family is not family unless they act it
©vivaciouss8610 0
parthenope
124w
दिखावा
बाप का पाप हु में,
उनका गर्व नहीं,
अभिशाप हु में ||
मेरा कहना नहीं,
ये उनका मानना है|
सिर्फ दिखावा हु में|
©parthenope28 7 4
- dadiesprincess @parthenope thank God..me dar hai thi
- parthenope @dadiesprincess ❤
- parthenope @vishalkr DHANYAVAD❤❤
- _love_n_stars_ sadly most of us can relate... u r a beautiful writer
- parthenope @ruvee_u_in_me Thank you so much! Means a lot really❤❤❤❤❤
shivikahgogoi
109w
And now I whisper to the stars , ashamed that it was just a joke from the start, as they were the true witness of us.
©shivikahgogoi
