Even now I contemplate..
My actions caused you pain, I am truly sorry..
My deceit broke your heart, I am sincerely sorry..
My attempts to explain made it worse, I am so very sorry..
My heart, feelings, love poured out, I am deeply sorry..
Your distain, disgust and assumptions about me, I am extremely sorry..
Your ignorance, your rejection, your cold rebuffs and blocks, I am immensely sorry..
But I express, I feel, I Ioved, I missed, I persisted, I tried..
And for that, I am NOT sorry..