#anxiety

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  • faizshaikh 12h

    Why don't you believe

    Momma i gotta ask
    What did i do to not deserve help!!
    Cause I'm at war inside my head
    And i barley wanna get out of bed
    I know you see the way it's destroying me
    But you seem to think I'm fine
    Convince yourself I'm fine and it's not really happening but Point out
    Whenever someone else
    Needs help beg for therapy
    And even then it isn't
    Priority but myself and
    Even them I'm pretending
    The anxiety attacks i have aren't real
    And the suicidal thoughts don't  really exist
    I'm supposed to be perfect and happy
    No there is nothing wrong with me
    I just make it up in my head to be like my friends

    ©faizshaikh

  • drifting_soul 1d

    Why don't you believe me

    Momma I gotta ask
    What did I do to not deserve help
    Cause I'm at war in my head
    And I barley wanna get out of bed
    I know you see the way it's destroying me
    But you seem to think I'm fine
    Convince yourself I'm fine and it's not really happening but point out
    whenever someone else
    needs help beg for therapy
    and even then it isn't s
    priority but myself and
    even them I'm pretending
    The anxiety attacks I have aren't real
    And the suicidal thoughts don't exist
    I'm supposed to be perfect and happy
    No there's nothing wrong with me
    I just make it up in my head to be like my friends
    ©drifting_soul

  • drifting_soul 1d

    Home

    I can't stop thinking about you
    Your all that's on my mind
    Can't help but dream about you
    I wonder if you do the same
    Do you miss me the way I miss you
    Or am I just apart of your forgot past
    Someone you would rather forget
    I can't stop thinking about you
    Your all that's on my mind
    Day and night I can't help but dwell on who we used to be all of our past memories
    Dreaming of the day where it will all be the same
    Where I'll be in your arms once again
    And I'll finally feel like I found my home all over again
    ©drifting_soul

  • pappu_shin 1d

    Anxiety.

    It feels so heavy and....... so empty at the same time.

    ©pappu_shin

  • lolablackthorn 2d

    "it"

    I think I want to have "it"
    The way the ones that "got it"
    Have "it"
    The ones whose caffeinated words
    Always fall into place
    Typewriters clacking phrases
    Into patterns of lace
    I can't write a poem
    I don't eventually hate
    I've accepted mediocrity as my
    Inevitable fate
    For the the ordinary
    Is how they survive
    Making history out of
    Someone's unoriginal life
    They already wrote the ending
    Of you and I
    I want to tell it differently
    But I'm too scared to try
    At this point metaphors fail
    Once my words sound real
    Is when I bail
    I think every doubt is
    My holy grail
    Do you think anonymity leaves a trail
    ©lolablackthorn

  • its_me_luki 4d

    #emotional #detachment is sometimes needed to protect ourselves from unnecessary #drama and #anxiety

    #mirakeewriters #writersnetwork

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    Wanna shut everything down
    I don't know what I feel
    But I just wanna disappear


    ©its_me_luki

  • disha_writes 1w

    Jitters jitters
    Go away
    Don't make me jump
    Calm, let me stay

    My clumsy ways
    Have caused much mirth
    It's now time
    To prove my worth

    Shaky quaky
    Edgy fidgety
    There's so much more
    This isn't all of me

    Listen, O Quivers
    Keep no qualms
    You're bound to flee
    At the sound of my psalms

    I have fumbled enough
    I have stumbled enough
    Mercy, O Nerves
    I have pleaded enough

    No longer I wear
    The chains of worry
    I release my fears
    I now break free

    ©disha_writes

  • majhdhaar 1w

    Meetha zeher

    Tere bina lage harr pal bhaari
    Tere lambe saath se lagne lage maut pyaari
    Aakhir kyun hai tu talvaar do dhaari.
    ©majhdhaar

  • snehajacob 1w

    No one knows how my garden is thriving and is almost filled with different beauties within short span of time...

    ... the secret is that I planted each one when I was anxious and couldn't concentrate on anything..

    ... Now within few months it's filled with flowers.

    Beautiful scars on my body
    #anxiety #anxious #garden #flowers #flower

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    Beautiful scars on my body...




    ©snehajacob

  • squeaker 1w

    I tend to reflect on my mental state a lot..writing is my therapy when I cannot afford to go to actual therapy. #mentalhealth #CPTSD #PTSD #awareness #depression #anxiety

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    The War

    These battles have left me bruised and broken in a war he started.
    Left me with nothing but Trauma from the moment he departed.
    I have fought so long and so hard to find my way back from this.
    But sometimes, I find myself sinking further into the abyss.
    I thought I found a way to drop some weight... to help me swim.
    But the light of the surface only seems to dim.
    Lying to myself has become the only way to breathe,
    even though the lies do nothing but make my emotions seethe.
    They boil over sometimes, I've tried to stop it..
    spilling over until I drown where I sit.

    Nightmares all blur together at this point, no sense in remembering the details these days.
    The fabric of reality always splits open, leaving me clinging to the ends as they fray.
    They say to live in the moment, take it one step at a time.
    But living in a moment where you feel nothing but fear, is an unforgivable crime.

    Shame is a hell of a word, and I hate the way it tastes.
    I am not ashamed of the war I've waged within myself for all these years, it hasnt all been a waste.
    Ive seen my friends and family laugh until they cried
    Been there to pick them up when their loved ones have died.
    I have sung to the moon and stars when the nights seemed too silent.
    I have cherished the sun and clouds before the weather turned violent.
    I have shook the hand of the devil and wished him the best.
    I have cursed God for every soul he has taken to their final rest.
    The good times are always great until they come to an end.
    If this war has taught me anything, it is how to bend.

    Bend, but never break.
    That is what I whisper to myself with every breath I take.

    You don't have to understand anything I say,
    I am not asking you to remember every line.
    Just keep in mind the war that is raging within me
    every time I say, "I am doing just fine."

    ©Eryn Ricketts

  • luci_the_enbie 1w

    #poems#mirakke#miraquill#lies#poemoftheday#feeling##feelingbored#love#life#happniess#sadness#anxiety#autumn#autumnpoems#fall#fallpoems#staysafe





    Hey guys!!!! How are y'all??? Hope everyone's doing great !!! I was just scrolling through my old account and suddenlY felt like penning something, so I did lol, anyways hope y'all are having great day/night !!and don't forget to STAY SAFE. BYEE ❤️!

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    Lies

    Just as the autumn wind brushes my hair,
    A new chapter unfolds before my tiresome eyes,
    Hoping that this time it'll be very rare,
    That my mouth utters lies,
    Just so that I can be truthful for a while,
    Before I start spitting instant lies like Eminem spittin' bars,
    Trying to be optimistic just like Kyle,
    Just trying to hide my scars,
    From all the injustice that happens to me,
    Finding new ways to prevent every bad situation,
    Being responsible was never my cup of tea,
    Trying to do everything all at once just adds more to my frustration,
    Hope I'll learn to stop manipulating every situation to be in my favour,
    And start to let things be how they are,
    Tired of adding new elements to my lies just to lift it's flavour,
    Wanna start living without lies one day , hope that day isn't far
    ©luci_the_enbie

  • ankita_uni 1w

    " Random thought of my depressed mind "

    I think people should not cry after a family siyapa they should try dark comedy instead I mean

    Laughing burn more calories than crying babe kaamse kaam hot toh Baan jaauugaye . Upar sea google mea jaa Kar roti huee logo koe dekh self satisfaction mill jayega kukii competitive as we are kaam sea kaam kaahanne koe mill jayega ke ess chutiya sad soul sea toh meri life better hai .

    I am sick I know

    ©ankita_uni

  • kaushikmitra 2w

    Intent

    The intent is not to eradicate, but to mitigate.
    The anxiety.

    ©kaushikmitra

  • g_h_o_s_t 2w

    The Unknown

    When woke up this morning
    Still very conscious about my surroundings
    Tried to move my arms but I couldn't
    Tried to move my legs but it wouldn't
    It felt like the whole world was pressing on me
    Like I'm trapped in between space and time while conscious
    It happened within seconds but felt like hours
    I try to scream but my voice won't come out then I started screaming in my mind louder by each seconds
    Trying to break free... Panic rose up in my mind
    Heartbeat getting faster that I could listen to it
    The pressure suffocation that it brought along
    Ya Allah I wouldn't want to feel this way again
    ©g_h_o_s_t

  • arti_20 2w

    Just a thought

    In life we caught in many situations
    Many unbelievable days
    Many unbearable pain
    But in all those situations the most difficult is
    When you have to deal with your close persons
    The persons who is more important than everyone
    The persons who don't need any name of relation
    The person who is above all the situations
    The persons who is the listener of your tough situations
    And due to bad situations
    Your anger pull your soul in loneliness
    In darkness
    Where your voice don't need anyone
    But your soul need a faithful caring and loving person
    And after doing all mistake falling in all difficulties
    It becomes more and more difficult to overcome from all these
    And the only way to stay in this is

    || JUST BREAK ALL YOUR HURT RELATIONS FROM EVERY ONE
    JUST BE YOURSELF
    COMPLETE YOUR RESPONSIBILITIES AND
    DON'T DO MISTAKE BY DEPENDING ON OTHERS FOR YOUR SELF SATISFACTION ||
    And the end
    " NO ONE IS PERMANENT IN YOUR LIFE EXCEPT YOUR SOUL TILL YOUR LAST BREATH "
    ©arti_20

  • fly_little_more 2w

    Overthinking

    Overthinking is not a joke,that shit eats you up inside


    ©fly_little_more

  • mana1234 2w

    What do I feel now?

    What do I feel now? I feel like a human being with gruesome amount of emotions in me but no one to tell or show them. I have so many people around me but am lonely as hell. Blood is every where, life is slowly being taken out through the throat. Somebody so bruised, somebody so weak that standing up is a task. What I did I do to deserve this? When I see inside I see someone bleeding badly, somebody struggling to be alive. Why did it happen with me? Why wasn't justice served?what were people directly involved in pain were doing in my parents bedroom? Why were they served tea in drawing room? For parents nothing is more precious than their child, or is it so???? Karma is real but why don't I see it but I don't want to see it. I have forgiven all of them from core of my heart even praying them for them to have a happy life. I don't know what I am feeling. Tears are rolling down my eyes, as I write but believe me my soul is damaged beyond repair.
    ©mana1234

  • mana1234 2w

    Damaged beyond repair

    What do I feel now? I feel like a human being with gruesome amount of emotions in me but no one to tell or show them. I have so many people around me but am lonely as hell. Blood is every where, life is slowly being taken out through the throat. Somebody so bruised, somebody so weak that standing up is a task. What I did I do to deserve this? When I see inside I see someone bleeding badly, somebody struggling to be alive. Why did it happen with me? Why wasn't justice served?what were people directly involved in pain were doing in my parents bedroom? Why were they served tea in drawing room? For parents nothing is more precious than their child, or is it so???? Karma is real but why don't I see it but I don't want to see it. I have forgiven all of them from core of my heart even praying them for them to have a happy life. I don't know what I am feeling. Tears are rolling down my eyes, as I write but believe me my soul is damaged beyond repair.
    ©mana1234

  • drifting_soul 2w

    Run

    It feels like my bodys giving up on me
    Is there anything left of me
    No one wants me
    So why do I stick around
    My brain has betrayed me
    Turned into my worst enemy
    Or never fails to haunt me
    Tells me to run
    Far far away to a place where no one's ever been
    The place of the none living
    Cause no one needs me on this earth
    So why should I stay
    When everyone knows if I where to
    Disappear and never be seens again
    That truly would be what's best for me
    ©drifting_soul

  • queerqueenathena 2w

    Mental deviation

    This low my mind continues to sink,
    Deeper and deeper
    Into the realm of spite.
    Cursing my guts
    Hating the sad reality
    Of this unending mare.

    Emotional tumor
    Bringing the devil humor
    From a heart drowning
    By the forces of self intoxicating ideologies
    Cooked up in what appears to be
    A god forsaken mindset.

    I gazed into the future
    And all I saw was mist
    Blurry fate
    Coming onto me
    Like a mystical fume
    Darker than the night.
    I guess this is the place my dreams come to die,
    The mighty tombstone
    Of the hopeless dreamer.
    ©queerqueenathena