#anxieties

29 posts
  • secrecyofthemind 17w

    Anx

    Sundays are supposed to be rest days but my mind wanders more as the coming week is already in my crystal ball. Flashes of events are stuck in my head and oftentimes I predict disasters. I’m my own fortune-teller when there should be nothing to look forward to. A day is never as expected. A life is always uncertain. A tomorrow is never guaranteed. Yet, we live with our thoughts, thoughts that are meant to pass too.

    ©secrecyofthemind

  • vysakh_shaji 33w

    The edges of reason are shimmering...

    The edges of reason are shimmering,
    Like heatwaves of great fires blazing,
    A violin's string breaks somewhere,
    A note of thunder in a distant nightmare,
    Forever the pebble falls, ever deeper,
    Down a rabbit hole where visages flounder,
    A meteorite to break Earth asunder,
    God's arrow now stalling to maunder,
    Never tiring of this elegy of things to come,
    Endless waves to drown voices so mettlesome,
    A quill quivers to pen chaotic harmonies,
    Would it be steady to capture symphonies?

    Sigh...

    In this fist remains fated stars of destinies,
    In this eye rests reason's glint past agonies,
    Mind's tower now remains alone, high above,
    Gleaming between horizons on a sweet octave...

    Mind's tower, nigh and here, high above....
    ©vysakh_shaji

  • sourabh_ed 52w

    Keep proctoring your anxieties.
    Do a biometric check on your passions.
    And serve as your own Analyst.


    ©sourabh_ed

  • sharris 57w

    Anxiety

    Jumbled thoughts
    Of nervous thinking.

    Aching, drifting,
    Madness creeping.

    Peace be still,
    My heart aches.

    Melancholy passion,
    In life's wake.

    Opening doors,
    To places of dread.

    Please help me,
    Anxieties spread.
    ©sharris

  • jaeseonlynn 70w

    (if u can't read it)

    The fear of getting despised
    The fear of having all eyes
    The fear of being alone
    The fear of having you thrown

    My hands are trembling with all this fears
    My eyes are covered with all this tears
    I feel my anxieties welling up
    I feel my mind getting corrupted
    By all this negativity I tried to conceal
    I made this persona so that I could heal
    I tried so hard to be positive and bright
    But it didn't took long to turn off that light
    I've been traumatized by my past history
    I got bullied for simply just being me
    So I changed myself to be liked by all
    But little did I know it would become my down fall

    #fear #alone #despise #anxiety #anxieties #myanxiety #fears #corrupted #poem #poemaboutanxiety #negativity #conceal #facade #persona #change #heal #trauma #traumatized #past #bullying #bullied #bully #peoplepleaser

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    My Anxieties

    ©jaeseonlynn

    The fear of getting despised
    The fear of having all eyes
    The fear of being alone
    The fear of having you thrown

    My hands are trembling with all this fears
    My eyes are covered with all this tears
    I feel my anxieties welling up
    I feel my mind getting corrupted
    By all this negativity I tried to conceal
    I made this persona so that I could heal
    I tried so hard to be positive and bright
    But it didn't took long to turn off that light
    I've been traumatized by my past history
    I got bullied for simply just being me
    So I changed myself to be liked by all
    But little did I know it would become my down fall

  • poetic_catastrophe 73w

    Nights are peaceful, but are you really at peace?

    ©poetic_catastrophe

  • veerakanellore_bhavana 92w

    Being friend with opposite gender is totally okay
    But why people see it wrongly and spread words in a wrong way
    Going out and hanging out with people is totally okay
    But why people say your child is out of control
    Wearing a dress that is comfortable is totally okay
    But why people judge a person by it
    Doing a job that is comfortable to us is totally ok
    But why people say you are in a wrong route

    But yes, thanks to all these people
    Because of the negativity you showed
    It let me know that people talk more about you because you are successful and they can't accept your success
    It helped me to boost up in life by crossing those insecurities and anxieties
    It helped me to know that I'm already a winner in life
    ©veerakanellore_bhavana

  • ayush_kd 98w

    Your anxieties are like the alarm in your phone which tells you that their is something wrong going on with you.
    Don't snooze it off, instead wake up and fix what's wrong.

    ©ayush_kd

  • sanjivvmunjal 123w

    मेरा जीवन!

    आया हूँ इस दुनिया में कुछ कमाने के लिए
    कर जाऊंगा कुछ ऐसा भव्य ज़माने के लिए
    जो आएगा सब के काम मेरे जाने के बाद
    देखता हूँ पल पल परिवार मेरा कितना बड़ा है
    इस देश में हर इंसान से मेरा कोई नाता जुड़ा है
    बचपन से अब तक बदल चुका हूँ मैं
    कक्षाओं की पढ़ाई से बढ़कर
    ज़िन्दगी की पढ़ाई सीख चुका हूँ मैं
    दे जाना चाहता हूँ अनुभवों से भरा यह जीवन
    मानवता के उद्धार और सम्पूर्णता के लिये।


    ©संजीव मुंजाल

  • krissyrosem 125w

    I'm falling back down,
    Into the darkness once more.
    Losing control,
    Losing sight,
    Of my mind.

    I wish I could find,
    A small glimpse of peace.

    From this anxiety,
    These thoughts,
    That are trapt in my mind.
    ©krissyrosem

  • eboniivaationalblackrosebony 130w

    Simple Is No Longer A Term

    Everything doesn't always come "easy". Not every challenge can be fixed. Improvement doesn't always happen within a few steps. You may never be able to fix everything. That's why the term, "easier said than done" or "there's no easy fix", makes sense.

    The term "simple" isn't a feeling that exists in my head. A feeling that isn't felt anymore.

    ~Ebony Bear

  • ssunayana 131w

    The Element

    I have questioned myself
    in more ways than you can.
    I have fought bloody wars
    with myself and kept scores.
    Some days I have survived,
    And on the others I have lived.

    So believe me when I say this.
    I am neither the Calm Waters
    nor the Mighty Storms.
    I am the Goddamn Element
    that the Oceans are made up of.
    ©ssunayana

  • riiiifcdgjkddghii 134w

    Tightest Hugs
    untie the Anxieties..

    ©deep_write

  • erickads_ 148w

    LOVING SOMEONE ELSE.

    “Why don’t you try loving someone else?”

    “It’s not that I don’t try..”

    “What? Are you afraid?”

    “Yes.”

    “Of what?”

    “Of not being able to love the person the way he deserves to be loved.”


    ©erickads_

  • aparna_mishra 151w

    It's dark outside
    And darker is the void
    I carry within.
    I lie here, alone
    Unbending to let my impulses reach
    Where they actually belong.
    Those tiny, broken bits
    Of the photo-frame
    Haunt me with the memories of our togetherness.
    Although the picture has now found peace,
    I have turned it into ashes
    And buried besides your dead love.
    May be some day,
    I will sleep peacefully too
    Probably in the same grave as well.
    ©aparna_mishra

  • korimargaret 163w

    Intruding nightmare

    My last hours will be brief,
    like the crisp bed of leaves
    piling on the autumn floor,
    and the wind will be cool,
    while I writhe silently in
    hot discomfort, as if the flames
    are already welcoming me,
    pitchforks at the ready,
    needles prodding all around
    my body, intruding on the bliss
    I was promised,

    and I will have nothing to say.

    -- km

  • orange_by_design 169w

    Vapid

    I feel like I have a thousand inhibitions drowning me down the sea through their shakles and no matter how hard I try to swim to the top, I end up vapid and a few feet deeper than I started.

    ©orange_by_design

  • parselmouth94 182w

    Anxious

    Everything gets scary after this, cause you know you have found 'the one'.
    If it's not him then there won't be an 'us', ever.
    You have so much to lose now.

    ©parselmouth94

  • ___theuntoldstory___ 189w

    There is no end to our trouble and anxieties.
    They go one multiplying as we grow.
    ©___theuntoldstory___

  • manimugdha 196w

    Life as we know it. Or rather don't know it.
    #writersnetwork #mirakee #anxieties #mindscenes #spilledink #mirakeepoems

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    Theater Of My Mind.

    Tick tick tock tock
    Hi! Get up now! Said the clock
    It's 3a.m. time for your mind to hit the rocks
    Ghastly thoughts, angst filled nodes
    All setting the course for this grand episode
    Of existential dread to be followed.

    Hush! Hush! Hear the gush
    Of the howling wind's constant gusts
    Blowing my curtains to show the stars outside
    Flickering little bastards, they'll tease me tonight.

    And as I looked at them they said
    Well hello! Twinkle twinkle!
    Remember us boy?
    We ain't that little as you thought we were

    For it's you who's just a tiny speck infront of us
    And in the grand scheme of things
    You don't even matter
    Oh you don't believe us
    Well ask your brother
    For he's now one of us..

    Cries! Cries! Ever flowing from the eyes
    As the scenes from that morning
    Play again in the theatre of my mind
    A sister's dead eyes, a mother's dry cries
    And with hands on his forehead
    The father sighed
    He didn't cry, as he kissed his son
    The last goodbye
    For he knew he needed to be strong
    For the days to come by
    But everyone knew he's just as dead inside.

    Think think! Makes me think!
    What's the point of it all
    If at the end
    It's the grim reaper who wins
    Duplexes, triplexes and all the prizes they store
    What to make of it
    For the soil will be your final home.

    Vain vain! All in vain
    The stars are laughing, you all don't understand
    Look! Look down! They said
    It's a factory of ever producing nothingness
    All their lives, after papers they run
    White stands for degrees, green stands for dollar

    Tick tick tock tock!
    Hi! Sleep now! Said the clock
    Remember you're also a rat
    Getting ready for the race
    You can't be up for meanings to chase.

    And again I gaze at the sky outside
    Wondering what these twinkling stars really are
    I wish in my dreams, I get to ask my brother
    For he's one of them now
    For it was too soon for him to find out.


    ©manimugdha