#anthonymusto

4 posts
  • devilfish 31w

    First Pillar

    Something crept inside inside itelf
    The weak veins of the interior
    When one lacks control
    It's reflected by the exterior
    In the mirror where If you stare into it
    Where it's eerily familiar
    Until every interaction
    Cross pollinated with toxic seeds of trauma
    To birth from the void after every trauma
    A solid sane
    Person starts to wane
    Even plane of a land leveled by trauma
    Thinking of mama
    Where even could be met with her
    If she wasn't taken


    Trauma

    Our first pillar of strength is ourselves
    Our skin that demands light like leaves
    But frails and wilts in the sun

  • devilfish 36w

    Fear is Formless

    In religion
    God pulsates like crackling lightning
    In an empyrean ether
    An all powerful being scripted in art
    And poetry
    Scriptures alike and apart
    In it's conceptual symmetry
    Incongruity is only felt in the immensity
    A startling complexity
    I believe is seemingly
    Able to be caught
    Athough, not by curiosity?




    He's not a keen hunter
    He has the shield of discovery
    And he holds weight retrospectively
    Dating back to our infancy


    Our elusive target
    Preys on you and me
    Sinisterly biting and picking at you
    And me
    A vulture like predatory urgency
    Unsettling gluttony and it swarms like
    Silent locusts always out of focus
    It's maddening
    You can only hear as it grows from a cricket's song to a lion's crescendo growling underneath it's roar empowered with it's
    Mystique and allure
    Noise as it erupts from the Earth's crust
    And rises like smoke from the still dust
    But peace will be no more
    We are all unique by our solid divisions
    An incision of a score
    If they murder it by gaslighting us with
    Folklore
    Percepticide is genocide
    With no gore
    No trace
    And where they were
    Is a hole left to pore
    It's nightmarish face and it's eyes to the floor Now a shadow
    Shallow
    The depth of our perception
    Can only be measured by the depth of our
    Reflection

    When we break off from our experiences
    And how they form like armor to us
    If we groom it correctly
    How satisfactory it suits us
    And my head cannot forget me
    God Is said to throb with ability
    To hold the same trait
    Of formlessness we conjure in songs
    We don't see
    But it weighs us down on a plate
    Of humility where we didn't see our space to be strong
    We forget our strength
    That seems to be the human perception
    Of "power'
    One thing that the best
    And the worst of us weaken in pain

    To overlook the concept that fear is
    Formless and
    And to near it is to go from sane
    Nearly touching the plane of the insane
    Unsafe
    Where light creates
    A space in between the breath it intakes
    Just like our God
    In which words can describe him
    With bravery
    Steel faith
    And conviction


    But if you ask any man
    "What is fear?"
    He's speaking but somehow wordless
    The question will be answered
    Nonprepared and this is how they're burdened
    As they attempt to cloak what can't
    Be seen
    The unaware answer
    Shows them that in order to
    Make the fear indicator
    Then green
    Is to become self aware
    You must draw into light
    And create your own force
    To recreate your light
    To recognize something else's power
    So that you can recognize your own
    Can feel your growth in leather as it's
    Sewn

    And take flight from your strength
    It'll strain to exist from your fight
    Turning day to night
    And night to day
    Words that are begging
    But you left them to stay
    See the real danger is shadowed like
    A cradle
    Sipping from the ladel of complacency
    Is where danger in the form
    Of Formless fear
    In the air like conspiracyl
    A remainder of what you left to fester
    So scared
    Significantly increasing in undivided urgency
    Compiled like files in a freeze
    An unsolved cold case
    I leave
    In order to invent their only
    Self awareness could unimpair the
    One who's own power they can conceive
    ©devilfish

  • devilfish 38w

    Circles

    Don't play without understanding

    Our minds fray like rope when we

    Try to move while we are still

    A move is necessary and it's completion

    Is withstanding the force that pushes against

    Us as we try advancing the wind moves

    Like an accomplice to time

    Why is it that mine is so demanding?

    My mind is going to explode if I

    Keep thinking as I remember

    I feel it expanding these days are full

    Of regret while I spent my time chancing

    Dancing and banding with one perspective

    As I crash into realities 3 dimensionality

    I insult my own integrity as I am landing

    Standing stagnant and even will couldn't

    Answer the pending letter as I don't feel

    It's urgency

    My life force like a timid ocean is regressing

    Like a feral dog tired as I am starved

    Exhausted as I'm panting in a corner

    Not understanding scare of my own shadow

    The past is understanding

    Couldn't find the words we haven't spoke

    They will be there if you would like their

    resurrection

    I think it's time to start necromancing

    Introspection is necessary for planning

    Advancing with a new understanding

    A new way of handling
    ©devilfish

  • devilfish 42w

    My Black Shirt Skin With Black Cologne

    I look without a scope
    I don't judge or cast judgements
    Hasty generalizations are for most
    All I know is I cast my vote
    On a patriotic note
    I love my home
    Boston
    This place doesn't need a throne
    To reign in it's swirl of nightmares and dream
    A cyclone
    Of change
    Growth
    Pain
    Rage
    Death
    Faith
    Justice
    Viciously bleeding hate
    False claims
    Glass plates
    That break when things change
    But it's heart will remain
    When I walk through that place
    Nostalgia and pride pulsate through my veins
    I'm coming back to my heart
    I'm emptying myself of hate
    When I walk with this gain
    As I'd made ways
    In different times
    I adapt with my change
    Although pain has been known to
    Transform
    Replace
    The former
    Without destroying it's unique state
    Of being
    Our thoughts are something
    Innate
    Look me in the eyes when you see me walking
    Feel the energy talking to your mind
    In a way my aura plays it's rays of lunar crazed
    In the sunlight's rays
    My milky brown eyes
    Leak misty eyed beams of what I love
    The things I hate
    Even the concept itself
    But two even ends of the same thing
    I compartmentalize in trays on a shelf
    Where they make amends and I part ways
    But things haunt me to this days
    The things you can smell with enough experience
    If you don't see a thing
    And you just drink the water
    Without anyone leading you to it
    You already knew it
    Just do it
    Then walk in a fluid manner
    Congruent in your movement
    Will do it
    If you don't apply to much pressure
    Do it gradual
    With ease
    Tease the folds and crease with emotive
    Dreams and agony unfolding into
    A masterpiece of bettered tradgedies
    Even in formality
    The human race
    Is not lost in all totality
    It's tattered with falsifying fallacies
    That have seem to metamorphosis
    Of misinterpreted analogies
    Biased in philosophies
    But time is picking up it's velocity
    Let's increase generosity for the people
    I'm fed up with the formalities
    And ignorant informalities being
    Strung about by blasphemy
    And racist bags of meat
    But we must not bow to defeat
    As if we we're falling to their mercy
    On living feat with voices that can shift tides
    With it's power like the sea
    Let me go free freedom
    We have our speech
    We must not lift our noses in
    Privilege
    We need to be strong
    We are
    Because we had to be
    We have to be
    We are
    I could be you
    You could be me
    It's a mirror
    If you look closely
    It's clearer as you get nearer
    To the truth
    The unfamiliar interior
    ©devilfish