#aish@_meraki_ After all the time I’ve been with you I would like to tell you something. Manoju it’s okay to not know everything. There’s no need to be offended if u don’t know something. You will eventually learn. Don’t be afraid that people will know that I don’t know this and they’ll think you are weak! No way idiot . But if u don’t speak for yourself it truly makes you weak. Learn to speak for yourself and speak in a way that others will want to hear to wat u say. You should realise that. Everyone won’t think as you do and u knw that but still u want everyone to understand the way u do..they won’t and it will lead to misunderstanding manoju. There’s no need to give explanation all the time but when it needed then u should. Be strong. Be independent. There’s a difference in thinking that u are strong and actually being strong. Stop thinking and start doing manoju. I don’t know how and when we’ll meet just know that when I do meet you I want to meet the grown person of you.. who speaks his mind..talks with confidence and works with passion. You can be that and u need to be that for yourself. Anyways i don’t knw wat changed after the holidays...I don’t knw wat ur thinking..I don’t even think you even want to tell. See manoj I’m sorry if all this relationship thing has ever hurt u. I shouldn’t have changed things this way and I wouldn’t have if I knew that I’ll loose you as my best friend.. you keep saying that I’m ur best friend but it’s just you saying..whatever you are thinking just knw that everything in life happens for a reason..don’t be upset for something that dint go as u planned..everything counts and it will be fine eventually.you will always do great in ur life and I knw it in my heart. I do. Just build yourself for the better and be ready for anything to come. You will overcome anything that upsets you. I believe in you and it’s high time that even you believe in yourself. Increase your self confidence.
*****And after all that one last thing I want to ask from you after everything is you don’t smoke anymore. At all. If you ever felt that u wanted to give me something that would make my day or something that will make me feel better each day... if ever atleast once u want to give me something like that, then this is what will do it. Just quit smoking manoj.. you think I have control but I refuse to think so..just stop smoking. I can’t ask u anymore. I don’t need anything else more than that. *****
You are an absolute crazy person with very less self confidence and more self esteem. It is hard for u at some situations. Change it. Start being better from wat u are now...
You will fulfill all the dreams that u see cos u have that in you. Believe in yourself. Work hard and work smart. Do things that u have to. Don’t hesitate from anything.
Take care idiot. You are still the person who is so very close to me. No matter wat happens next find your way towards happiness and you will find it if u work ur way through things. Love yourself. Trust in the decisions you make. and again stay safe and happy.