Sometimes I want someone Not to hold me , Not to pay my expenses , Not to cry with me , But just understand me, The way I am . Accept me , The way I am . Love me , The way I am . Will I find someone in this vast world ? Can I ? Will I ? Or will it be me ?
From a grubby kid who on her anger couldn’t put a lid And would try and win every single verbal fight I am glad to say that at this present day I only fight with all my might for what I feel is right
Being an oddball with different opinions Always made me stand out in a crowd I was introverted and shy and would let people lie And get their way simply by being loud
It wasn’t easy nor had I a life so breezy It was tough being me, and at times things were rough I learnt to fight others off of me, sometimes too blind to see That I was alright and that I was enough
Being the black sheep in an intellectual heap I had a hard time convincing myself of my worth Accepting my oddity and being a rare commodity Has come to define me and my growth
I choose my battles now wisely and precisely Working harder to accept myself with more ardor I try my best to not be defined by the opinions of the rest And of my feelings I attempt not be a constant guarder
No longer prone to outbursts, I’m emotionally stable Able to dole out good advice and achieve my own goals Who would’ve thought that the ideologies I was taught Would help develop a personality and a kind soul ?
A long way I am still to tread to be more Responsible, extroverted, fun and take more pride In being me rather than waiting for others to see How I live my life happier feeling satisfied
Nothing comes easy in life. If you are going through good, your life is amazing. But, if you are going through worst, then smile away your scars.
You are your only savior. Just like your shadow, shadow is the one who never leaves your side no matter how your day is, it remains with you 24*7. Then you can have your own back... Just keep breathing and keep believing