diksha16@whitewings Hey my beautiful di! It's my birthday today, I'm 22 now. But I'm feeling a weird sense of loneliness today and feeling less loved!(Everything is good tho) Just came to tell you,idk why. You're amazing ❤️
whitewings@diksha16 Aww... My big big girl Happy Birthday Diksha. Thank you for telling me. And don't worry, it really warms my heart to know that you thought of making me a part of your special day. Loneliness?? Umm... Let's see. Maybe someone you were hoping would wish you, didn't wish. Or maybe you wanna go out somewhere but this lock down is keeping u locked. Or maybe you're feeling the sense of getting into genuine adulting zone. Lol. Either way... it's okay. Loneliness and all other emotions are a part and parcel of everyone's life. (Ted talk begins ) "Feel your emotions. Sit with it. Listen to yourself. And then let the emotion go. Don't fight it, don't try to suppress it. You'll be okay."
And and... since you're turning 22 today. Listen to Taylor Swift's 22
You're amazing too sweetie. Sending you lots of love and blessings ❤
diksha16@whitewings I was waiting for you reply yesterday,today i realized my notifications are off! Thank you so much di!!❤️❤️ Your girl❤️(you saying this means a lott to me, a weird sense of comfort) You're right I was not feeling enough loved in the morning because last 3 years i celebrates my bday with my friends! But yesterday after writing this to you, I decided to make this day best for me! I thought about the things i love when I'm alone. So I just lit up a diya and sat in front of it for like an hour(until i realized i burnt my front 2-3 hair from diya, damn it was hilarious ) and felt every emotion and felt a lot better. Then i changed my clothes, decorated my room with lights and played slowed version of Jashan bahara hai(From Jodha Akbar) it felt toooo amazingg di!! We know the best about ourselves don't we!? So yes that's my 22nd BirthDay ( best in its own) Abhi ke liye itna hi also abhi I'm in 4th year and preparing for UPSC so har time mood is like "Chalo, ye bhi theek hai".XP Diii thank you for staying,thank you for being here always! I've never met you but i love you so very much!!
whitewings@diksha16 That was a nice birthday indeed. Time spent with your own self, doing what you like, what brings you comfort. I hope and pray this new chapter of your life brings amazing friends and people who truly love you, into your life. Best wishes for your upcoming examinations and preparations. You're gonna make yourself proud. I'm sure about that. Keeping notifications off is a good practice, in my opinion. Helps retain so much mental peace. But getting burnt by a diya!! Not good. Just like you commented here and let me know how you were feeling... call your friends and family... let them know how you're feeling. Listen to yourself in all that you do. Your heart will always take you to the right place. Sending blessings for my dearest Diksha Your innocence makes my stay here at Mirakee, a beautiful experience. Keep growing and loving yourself ❤
diksha16@whitewings Thank you so much di!! And di i told these things to my friends too but didn't feel good as they were directly related to it somehow!So my heart took me to you.❤️
Always sending you loveee my doc di❤️❤️ Thank youu, you're a home to me!Yhi rhnaaaa as this is the only place where i can find you.