Word dic: Gossamery: delicate Traipse: walk pointlessly or tediously Carmine | Refuscent: colour of blood Flavescent: yellow Nigh: near
Hanahaki( 하나하키병): A fictional disease where the victim of unrequited love coughs out petals and flowers of a flowering plant grows in their lungs which eventually grows to render breathing if left uncured. Cured by surgical removal of plant roots, but the side effect being unable to love after being cured
I can see my breath in the cold night air While standing in the woods Waiting Behind your house where you said We'd meet each other When it got dark out I could hear an argument between You and your father, He's been drinking again So he's acting out again Bitter cause his life Didn't turn out as he planned Wasted youth I heard your father say, "If you go, I'll lock you out and call The cops when you come around." You shouted back "Go ahead. I can't stand another day Here in this fucking hell!" You then busted thru the back door Nearly running to the trail Where I'd usually meet you I hugged you when you arrived And asked, "Are you alright?" "Yes," you said, "Wanna hang for the night?" I understood and we decided To walk to a nearby field Where the sky was naked and open We laid next to each other An' looked up to the heavens It was a clear night An' the stars shone bright on us You pulled out a joint From your front coat pocket An' sparked it up We passed it back and forth Til there was nothing left Looking at the stars I suddenly Felt insignificant, not even a Speck of dust in the universe I tell you how I feel An' you say, "You're not insignificant To me. My life is so fucked up right now Why are we even alive?" You looked at me as if I had an answer but I turned An' looked to the stars An' said, "Maybe they wonder The same thing out there?" You looked to the stars An' a comet flew across the sky Splitting into two A sudden streak then nothing You said, "Make a wish. Maybe It will come true." I closed my eyes An' I wished for you You only see me as a good friend It hurts when I see you With her with you hanging From your arm She reminds me of a chimpanzee The world is your own Personal petting zoo You got up and said, "I've got To go my girlfriends waiting For me." My thoughts lingered An' I feel a sting, a pang in my heart You got up and ask can I Make it home alone? Of course I can I know my way home Then he left I walked thru the dark trees Heading back home With tears in my eyes That are blurring my sight My hearts so heavy I can't lift it off of the ground I make it home and head For the bedroom Where I can be alone with These conflicting feelings Inside that kill the joy in me Like nothing else My world felt comeplete When i was with you tonight But you don't know How I really feel inside An' its like i can't tell you Cause I'm so afraid Of the rejection Well at least I'd know I go from tears to smiles I got a text from you Stating, "I love you." I texted back, "I love you too." The night is cold but Your out there finding Warmth with someone else The happy feeling dissipates An' I'm missing you again I feel so lonely, I hug my pillow An' lay on top of the comforter I turn off the light An' sleep, perhaps I'll dream Of you tonight A single soldier in war and love They say there's nothing fair In love and in war This is so true especially For the likes of me I came into the battle wounded Will I be victorious. Glorious, Fabulous, its would be ridiculous But your servere an' serious Why do I feel like I could die
My feelings for you, Like wind against ocean waves Strong and sure as the thunder after the lightening Like castle ruins still standing atop hills Echoing the memories of their inhabitants.
My feelings for you, Breathing in the cozy midnight breeze Waving intricate patterns in cloudy skies And gently brushing them aside To watch the stars turn in the heavens above us.
Your feelings for me, Like the alarms you'd snooze mindlessly Or the little dandelions that would be in full bloom But still get plucked with the rest of the weed, Or the old check shirt Hanging behind the door, That you loved once And you keep now only for memories.
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