CAMALEON by CHOICE
While involved in self-exploring, sensing what I like the most or why I want this more, I somehow lost myself. Recently discovered I am having multiple personalities within this body. Its different from the medical condition, on the exception that we can voluntarily change it according to needs. When I am infront of you and talking,while looking into your eyes, l am that "shy little 5 years old". But once in front of my family or someone I know very well or vice versa, I am that "old rowdy backbencher" who is that "pain in the ass" and when looking at the white screen as you are doing right now, I am somewhat a "well-mannered yet loud at times when excited" person.
But even if I try, cannot shred one personality off, because they are what is the reflection of my experiences and the legacy I picked up along the way. Now I can barely recognise the one whom I left at my 3rd standard or one who cried, cried a lot to normalise pains. I have this stronger character which is the combination of all the preceeding ones and it is evolving.
Now, here's the thing, this list who are the same does not end with me. We all are possessing multiple personalities but we just don't know while indulged with exploring our limits.The self realisation comes when you try to let go, the biases and constantly challenge the perceptions and some old characters vanishes eventually. You lose some, while keep some new. So, while the cycle continues, was it worth exploring yourself?