Eternity of one's life
Why i am and what i am for,
Thinking over this made me mayhem and wonder a lot.
Back then, the dreams i had,
Few were achieved, among many that were not successfully achieved.
With failures, i tried to pick my broken pieces of heart,
To mend it making it more stubborn and hard.
I tried to dedicate all my power into my work,
Still failed more often in creating the chart of my dreams to be successfully completed, making the dreams bygone.
Doubting my power and the feeling of inferiority,
Made me swim into the ocean where every day felt like drowning.
Realising my weakness and the feeling of being used and left apart,
dipped me, into an ocean of dominant crabs.
The crabs that bite you even if you feed it by kind hands.
Having a sensitive and kind heart, where people come only when they need, take advantage and break you extreme,
Made me cold and conservative a ton.
So why i am, and what i am for ?,
I often used to ponder why exactly i am for..!!
Am i for being used and thrown ?,
Am i for using as a ladder only when someone need or who fall ?,
Am i for failures and sorrows to sit on my fate ?,
Am i for weeping and home of tears in my eyes to stay ?,
Am i meant for being a stone or am i for just flowing as and where life take me along its shore ?
No no no now no more i ponder on such shits,
Such shits are as dead as a doornail for me,
Because now i have a mindset wise and strong,
and now i have all the answers known, that i wondered long.
Answers and worries that i used to wonder to fix.
Reflecting my enlightenment in my life amidst.
The answers were simple just as simple as this life is,
We just make everything complicated, even when they are not.
It's all in the mind,
It's all in the brain.
Controlling, using and enlightening it, lies all the answers and strength.
Have emancipation from expectations, and you will never feel that you were used or someone took only advantage of you.
Be low keys and keep doing your karma, and your work and deeds will pay off surely one or the other day.
Keep focusing, working hard and smart with dedication and will power,
Even if you get failures, remember you still didn't lose anything but gained an experience with this experiment.
Have compassion and love for everyone,
even for selfish people, your enemies and your haters,
And you'll glow much more vibrantly with this act you shower.
Donot be the same like them.
Just as it's said River Ganga donot distinguish among sinners and non sinners.
Let the harshness and darkness in the world, not make you coward, rude, dull, numb, careless, selfish, bad, hard, proudy and rock hearted.
Pick the bad things and experiences you suffer and embrace them to learn what you can learn from it.
All the goodness you can think about,
Follow only that way.
Let no pain break you,
Let no wrong deeds touch you.
Life is itself a reason to live and to live is what one must endorse.
But living doesn't means to just keep going with the flow,
But creating the flow in the right way and not just wherever it take you along.
What is at hand, in our present is only the eternity for us.
Eternity is in the moment and in the life we get to welcome each day due to our new sunrise which we are able to see since we are alive.
This is why we all are for,
And need to utilise,
Before the end of the eternity of our fixed span of life.