once upon a rebellious decision
my life experienced a brief intermission
based off uneducated decisions
took that drink, smoked that blunt
put death in a peezo, smoked away my existence
for acceptance of the one whose skin i lived in couldn't come to terms with
high created a being of selfish ambitions, producing a false reality and sense of accomplishment and confidence.
living a lie that needed to die inside, plant a seed in new soil, to give birth to a tree that branches out into new life.
one not bathed in acid rain, with leaves that rot, wither and decay
one that produces enough spark for change
beautiful calligraphy painted on a canvas expressing love and pain