Don't turn your back on God because of what humans did to you. Their opinions doesn't matter, only what God's says should matter to you. They are not your creator.They have filthy motives, plans to detroy you and selfishness runs through their hearts.They tell you good is evil and evil is good. They don't want to believe that heaven and hell is real and when the time will come they will pay for it. Stop believing them and start believing the living God who only cares about you. He loves you more than you think more than you know. God's knows what's best for you, his ways are the best ways. He brought you where you are right now because you have a purpose, his purpose. He wants to do work through you so you are his soldier in command. He will never make you go through something that you can't handle. He knows you can bear it all and that can only happen when you have faith in him. Let your fears go, bury them today. Take your armour and start living your life with God. Jesus is The Way, The Truth and The Life!
“ I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me ”