Miraquill
Words written to express how I feel
With ink that disappears
Because the only time I can truly be honest
Is locked away hidden in a computer labeled journal
With a password that only I know
And in there are thoughts of truth
Things I wouldn’t ever say
And yet sometimes I want to say
Actions holding true restraint
But like the keys typing entering a reality of my life
That wasn’t truly the life that was right
And yet it was somehow right
Or perhaps how it should be
Because it was mine
So thoughts that consume my every day mind
Written to never be found or read by anyone but me
Thoughts what a wonderful and yet dreadful thing
Like thinking of you
Which I tend to do a lot
Whether it’s dreaming or thinking but never speaking
Never telling a soul how I truly feel
Cause like the ink that disappears
those words must disappear
For a reality I want couldn’t be
So many problems and created by a mix up history
But the concept of wanting you only shows the reality of me
Wanting one that’s not available and emotionally disconnected or another that was the embodiment of toxic and damn was it toxic but I always found a way to love the two
And so you both became a reality of the truth of me
As insane as it might be
I saying I wanted stability
And yet my subconscious was showing me through my reality what I truly wanted
As if my words were lies and my heart oh how my heart became the enemy
Falling for people I knew damn well I shouldn’t be
Like walking on highway in insane traffic expecting not to get hurt
And yet the hurt brought a comfort of pain that I knew all too well
And so as I write each line it brings a clarity that I knew but never truly accepted
And so I accept that the concept of how I was loved was due to not loving me enough
And the more I began to love me the more I seen that flaws between us and yet
A piece of me still wants us
But I’ll never say your name accepting what remains
For I deserve a love that I know is true
And my heart tends to confuse the two
With emotions on high and so my mind has to take the lead
So with words written they speak a real secret truth
That only I can truly interpret
Like a type of a da Vinci code that I created
And a heart that shares love for two locked away never to be found
Loving one more than the other
With tears no more for acceptance has been restored
I am here and my heart speaks for me no more
I am enough and all doors have been closed
Keys buried that only a true love can find
And if he does
There I’ll be willingly openly loving once again without fears
For that man will be loved
Like a true love was never here
And a heart never broken
Never damaged
I will love him like I love me with no boundaries
For I am no longer hurt but healed
And lessons in love has taught me what is real
So once again I will feel without fears
For the reality of love will actually be the reality I deserve
And he will be the man that deserve the reality of me
As his actions proves the words I speak
©sarie_the_writer
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sarie_the_writer
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themindpage
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Read MoreDon't get me out of my dreamworld...I may get lost in real world...
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मदहोश जरूर हूँ
पर बेहोश में नहीं।
मदहोशी में सही
जी रहा हूँ मै कहीं।।
ना रोकना मुझे
इस मदहोशी से तुम।
घुम न हो जाऊ
इस ज़िन्दगी में मै कहीं
घुम न हो जाऊ
इस ज़िन्दगी में मै कहीं।।
©रहनुमा
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जब कोई हमें अपनें दिल के साथ-साथ
आँखो से भी प्यार करतां है तो
हम सवालों के मंझधार में तो होते है
पर इस दिल को अच्छा लगता है!!
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Soul sprouts on feeding love.
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HARK
Silence speaks volumes of benevolence Deva.
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Ménage#1
Unable to accept the unacceptable absence of u.
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TOO much of ME
In all the known-unknown fair n fallacies of so called 'life', I've been too much of myself Deva,
just too much of my only self unapologetically beyond the sin n virtue. Coz, I reverently, perceive n savvy u
in every minute of existentiality.
हर हर महादेव !
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37
Zinda to hun pr
Zinda hone ka koi khas ehsas nhi
Mar jau socha to bahut
Pr marne ki himmat mere pass nhi ,
Baithe hai tanhae is bheed
Dard e zindagi sunau esa dard duniya ke liye khas nhi
Chalte chalte dur nikl gya
Hath pakad milwae mujhse mujhe , aisi ab koi aas nhi
Zinda to hu pr
Zinda hone ka koi khas ehsas nhi .....
©iam_pnkaj2 1
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FLOW with LIFE
U r just swaying on the verge of deathly brokenness, not dead yet. Till then inhale death and exhale life.
©nirvanabharga09 0
I should have made it !!
I should have made it,
you know when ??
the time I was a kid,
well actually 10 !!
Why didn't I think,
life isn't like ink ..
wish I could it paint it,
completely pink !!
I often tend to,
lose that link ..
and was used to see,
everything sink !!
I should have made it,
you know when ??
Circumstances to blame,
or few girls to name ..
things never again,
look the same !!
Maybe it's me,
who was wrong ..
wasn't in the place,
where I belong !!
More than the past,
the effect still lasts ..
soul within me,
now no longer laughs !!
I should have made it,
you know when ??
Reached out to few,
whom I didn't knew ..
they tried to use me,
I had no clue !!
Life's asking me to pay,
and settle this due ..
wonder if I can,
still continue ??
Broke every day,
asking what's my value ??
Lord hasn't answered yet,
n I have stopped to argue !!
I should have made it,
you know when ??
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Hello there, another week, another day
Amidst all things, you smile and still stay
You give your hand so sweetly, I am lost if you're away
You have me so completely, I cherish you night and day
As you wake up, lazing and staring at the display
I wish you a wonderful and eventful today
Would I dare say just a word, but my oh my, you are a whole damn essay.
©faisy_gram9 0
Aaj bhi ahsaas hai
Dur hoker bhi
Vo kyu itne pass hai
Jo bhulni thi
Kyu vo hi sari yade sath hai
Dil ki Dhadkano mai
Kyu uski Dhadkano ka sath hai
Meri har baat mai
Kyu uski baat hai
Ab bhi kyu
Mere jajbaat ussi k sath hai
©preetm6 0
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Enough to be on the dark side
But it's the life that dosent judge the being
Don't blame it on others to be on that side
Frightened to take everything on
Jumped through the height of life
Ended up being again on the darker side
Darker than the one before
It never gonna end
Did I did
Enough to be in the dark side
But it's the life that dosent judge the being.....
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No one is your,
You are alone in this world,
You have to create history.
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Life
Life is all about ups and downs. We learn a lot from life. Instead of making life monotonous, we should utilize every single day doing something unique, something new and we should learn from our everyday experiences. Life is beautiful and we should enjoy it ❤️
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Mein kyu nhi??!
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Finding Peace
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suprajaasubbu_94
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Read Morepeople should be differentiated through thoughts because thats were the real game happens upper class and lower class is just a spectram created by mankind itself. every human belong to mother earth just like every other being.
@suprajaasubbu _94
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ART
Art is a profound synonym for nexus of soul's synonymous lives Deva.
©nirvanabharga06 0
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HUSH
To hear the unspoken of silence,
One must live like a speech of silence Deva.
©nirvanabharga0
