i know i like him very much though he talks to me foolishly... I've been so open to him (i feel he did it too) since we meet last February 2020... we became friends since covid19 explode i meet him virtually ✌️ and feel comfortable too but it seems he has his new world now since i introduced to him one of my favorite apps, there he meet new friends too and maybe that's the reason why he avoided me i guess✌️ until today he block me in IG and unfollowed me intentionally and tell me this is my last hug for you (sending a blue monster hug for me which is my favorite gif) i write this just to remember him always that i made a virtual friend once in my life... i started to miss him (mixed emotions as i write this, from this moment) ☺️ i just don't know why? why he had to be like that hahahaha I don't know why he change or maybe i just can't understand his up and downs or I'm the one who change (really can't figured it out) but as long as i understand him i do and i did more a lot of it... I don't even see a good reason why he left me even in WhatsApp he block and erase my number (as per he said to me) he leaves me some WHY's in my head but still i want him to be my one FRIEND
lunaticsaurav_Ppl will come and leave your life... either you can be sad thinking about who left you or you can be much more happier with what you have.. and u will get much more than that .. there are many ppl around who will always stay with you.. just let the ri8 time find you the ri8 one!
It's not the scars that you hide for years, But the change that has played its part To heal your wounded heart.
It's not the door that you lock, But the air that's running through an open window To set yourself free from sorrow.
It looks like the joys and griefs of our lives, Come briefly with the thieves inside your brain. Or a rustle of leaves on the first day of spring, Makes you wish to had a time machine.
You said it's as cruel as the girl whose sister is a famous poet, The girl you met in the downtown, where you played her as fool and pledged her nothing, While she gave you a fistful of hope and tears: Cause that's all she had.
And you got it wrong. For falling faster than the Falco, but fleeing from the fight. Thought, that's how you face the reality, Yet, that's how you lost the girl.
Dear, There's always a reminder to be grateful: And that's the true antique.
Sometimes I wanna stop and disappear Find a time machine and go back a couple years See myself at the age of six Maybe the point of it all is to tell that kid he's gonna take a lot of hits
I'd probably take your hand and tell you life is hard Life is a gamble, like a house of cards You'll make mistakes, that's okay, just be clear with your intentions Don't worry, even good people are great at making bad decisions
You'll find out quick that people won't take you serious You'll seclude to your corner and smile to keep up appearances But just take it all, the humiliation and the embarrassment Everything that breaks you down can also build your character
People love to see you fail, be prepared for it Muster up some courage and keep going, go on you can handle it These experiences will build up your confidence Just be aware of the difference between confidence and arrogance
I know you won't get it now, but you're gonna get it later I know you feel alone and maybe feel like an outsider You're gonna cover your insecurities with lots of anger Trust me, someday you'll use that energy to make yourself better
You'll start to write poems out of the blue You smiling? Yeah, I know, I love it too What you write is real but you'll feel like you're the fakest You won't see it now but someday you'll be the illest
Wish I could tell you that life is easy But that's not the case, believe me And I guess I don't know how to say this But just listen to me and try to remember this
You know how we've always struggled with abandonment? And when we feel like someone's leaving, we start panicking? I wish I could tell you that I've learned to manage it You think it's bad now but you don't know the half of it
Passion is something we always had And it shows its peak when we're in front of a pad I know you think it's just an outlet when you're really mad But you don't know the platform you're about to have
I know some things about your future you're not ready for I know some things that you'll close your heart to but can't ignore They're gonna surface at the worst of times, expect it We're gonna act like it don't hurt but it does, doesn't it?
We'll walk around with the devil poppin on both shoulders I wish I could tell you he disappears when we get older But that's just not our fate I know you feel out of place and life can be a lot to take
You know how ridiculous a crowd of people make us nervous? It's like a living nightmare, just like that movie insidious Don't be scared, that's just trauma crawling its way to the surface And tell us everyone we love is gonna try to hurt us
Which isn't true, but it's a lie that we both believe in You'll get achievements but you won't stop struggling Coz you'll learn in time that every time you achieve one You'll set up another goal that won't ever lead to freedom
At age 17, you'll get to travel places At age 18, you'll finally get a taste of what love is At age 22, you'll start to feel adulting and the desperation At age 23, you'll get a whiff of heartbreak and depression
I wish I could look at you with empathy Sometimes I feel like I've become what you were scared to be Which makes it really hard to look at you with sympathy Coz if I'm feeling bad for you, then I have to feel bad for me
And that's something I feel like we don't deserve That's why I'm always looking down on you, I know it hurts I'm sure you have a lot of questions, I'm trying to search to find us both some answers But I'll be here for you if things get worse