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  • nocturnal_enigma 19h

    * 26.11.2021; 12.24 P.M (Malaysia)

    * For: My #crush #AHBA

    "Woman fall in love with a man's presence. Man realize he's in love, at a woman's absence" - Quote on Instagram.

    #Acceptancec @writersbay

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    Untitle 93 ~

    Of course, you block me, again. Of course, I'm being blocked by you, again. Of course, when I'll arrive there, I'm going to use new number and message you, again. But, this time, it will be my last time of trying and then, I'll give-up on you. To you, I'm just a nobody, but, to me, you are somebody special, so, I'll still give gifts to you. To expect acceptance from you, seems impossible, but, I can't accept rejection, so, there are 2 possibilities: I'm falling in love with your presence and you will realize that you're in love, at my absence.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 19h

    #silence & #quiet #wod @miraquill

    * 26.11.2021; 12.20 P.M (Malaysia)

    * For: My #crush #AHBA

    * Quite = to a certain or fairly significant extent or degree; fairly.

    "it's quite warm outside"

    Synonyms: Fairly, Rather, Somewhat

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    Silence; Quiet ~

    No response.
    Your silence...
    has been killing...
    me inside, silently.

    Quietly, I ❤️ you.
    More than a quite.
    Dear, my ❤️ feeling...
    for U won't ever quit!

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 19h

    * 26.11.2021; 12.11 P.M (Malaysia)

    * For: My #crush #AHBA

    #start #wod @miraquill


    * Based on personalityquiz.net, at Charts - Birthdays section, my birthday-animal is a Turtle. His is a Dove.

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    -ove (3) ~

    We are in the ocean of love.
    I'm a turle. You are a dove.
    So, only you can fly above.
    Me? I wait for U, at the cove.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 19h

    * 26.11.2021; 12.09 P.M (Malaysia)

    * For: My #crush #AHBA

    Vehement = showing strong feeling; forceful, passionate, or intense.

    "her voice was low but vehement"

    Torment = severe physical or mental suffering.

    "their deaths have left both families in torment"

    cause to experience severe mental or physical suffering.

    "he was tormented by jealousy"

    Sentiment = a view or opinion that is held or expressed.

    "I agree with your sentiments regarding the road bridge"

    exaggerated and self-indulgent feelings of tenderness, sadness, or nostalgia.

    "many of the appeals rely on treacly sentiment"

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    -ment ~

    I have a strong feeling for you; It's vehement.
    My heart is broken to pieces; Oh, a torment.
    Sadness feeling linger; Such a sentiment.
    My memory with you. Favourite moment.
    Sadly, you block me again; Punishment.
    My declaration of love; U like the statement?
    I want us to settle our fight; A settlement!

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 19h

    * 26.11.2021; 12.02 P.M (Malaysia)

    * For: My #crush #AHBA

    #lonelyc @writersbay #lonely #challenge

    * "I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone"
    - Robin Williams

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    lone ~

    I like to be alone.
    But, I feel lonely.
    Well, I'm a loner.

    Forlorn; Forever alone?
    Do you also feel lonely?
    Are you also a loner?

    By ourselves. We are alone.
    Together, we won't feel lonely.
    We will no longer be loners.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 19h

    * 26.11.2021; 11.59 A.M (Malaysia)

    * For: My #crush #AHBA

    #littlewhilec @writersbay

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    For longer than just for a little while.
    I want to communicate with you.

    For longer than just for a little while.
    As soon as possible, I want to meet you.

    For longer than just for a little while.
    I want you to look at me, when I stare at you.

    For longer than just for a little while.
    As soon as possible, I want to be there for you.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • mysticalballads 19h

    The final part is here...check me out for the previous part!!

    #part_2 #love #crush @writersnetwork @miraquill

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    Let me say how...

    “Wha...what?” with a titillated look asked her
    Even my voice box got mesmerized by her
    Tried a lot to hold my distance from her
    But the last atom of mine got pulled to her

    Is that a lighting that struck at me
    Or her beau smile flashed at me
    Like a child, seeing candies after millennia
    My eyes were transfixed only on her

    She was like a fairy, seen in the tales
    Like a princess from the fairytale
    Dressed completely in white
    Looking prettier than the moon at night

    “Because today is the greatest day,
    The sweetest day of our life.
    You are going to travel in our way
    With me as your wife”
    Said the most pleasant voice
    Through her scarlet lips.

    “Will you be my husband?” she asked
    Before words came out from my mouth
    “Will you get up now!!” a voice hummed
    Into my ears which I am hearing for years
    Everything stood still and time paused

    Opened my eyes and it was a dream
    About that sweet day perfect in all ways
    Near me she stood with our coffee
    “Get up honey, on this day…” she said
    “Our best days started fifty years ago”
    I completed but our best days will continue
    Till our last breathe together forever…


  • organichimanshu 1d

    Will cherish that smile you gave me when I wasn't there, forever.

  • mysticalballads 1d

    Let me say how...

    The sun rising with its pride
    Spreading its light so so wide
    The chilling breeze filling the air
    Making the world look more fair

    The dancing trees above the ground
    The atmosphere full of sweet sound
    Made by the birds from their nest
    Waking all from their drained rest

    The scene is at its notch perfection
    Portraying the creator's reflection
    Wait a minute, how is this so perfect?
     Never so better like this before, I recollect

    “Let me say how” said a voice behind
    At that instant, her eyes filled my mind
    The girl behind is my only dear crush
    Again she made my blood to the top, rush

    Will get jealous, the colored rainbows
    Because of her curly dark eyebrows
    Will get jealous, the frozen no color ice
    Because of her freezing sea colored eyes

    Will get jealous, the pink spiked rose
    Because of her lovely sharp nose
    Will get jealous, the beautiful red tulips
    Because of her sweetest scarlet lips

    Will get jealous, the pure white wreath
    Because of her sparkling pearly teeth
    Will get jealous, the slender horse tail
    Because of her cascade black pony tail

    Her face makes the sun seem gloomy
    She is one of the prettiest, admirably
    The Lord created her in his best mood
    On her, the eyes of the worlds are glued


  • muskan_rajan 3d

    #pod #writersbay @writersnetwork @writerstolli #readwriteunite @miraquill #ceesreposts #poetry #love #heartbreak #crush #acceptancec

    I just started an insta account. You can check it out and follow me (idk, it's your wish, who am I to tell you what to do)
    It's called @for.better.or.for.verse


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    For the one I love ❤️

    I am not afraid of losing you
    Because I know we are chained to each other
    Handcuffs of time and space
    Rub against our wrists
    We tugged and pulled and it hurts
    But you and I
    Know this isn't in vain
    And even if this love seems strange
    I'm ready to crash like a ship against the rocks
    To smolder like gold
    To be reduced to ashes
    The last of my being drifting in the wind
    Beyond the horizon, one with the cosmos
    Where everything had aligned.
    It won't be tragic to die for us
    Because where the world seemed to end
    We began
    Yet sweet longing often turns bitter
    And I torment myself asking questions we have no answers to
    But I finally understand
    That my happiness is in your ethereal smile and starlit eyes
    And in the way you call out my name.

  • nocturnal_enigma 5d

    * 22.11.2021; 1.57 A.M (Malaysia)

    * Last 2 lines for my #crush #AHBA
    (Commented on his only video that allowed commenting. The one with 21 in title. Because we were born on 21st of the month. Hope he'll notice my 3 new comments soon.)


    #acrostic #NuEmAcPo

    #silence #wod @miraqull

    * 800th post! �� I need a break to study for computer test (at a driving academy) plus, finish my poetry manuscript of 300 poems. I hope that my writings can be published as a book, soon!

    Manuscript & Poetry Book Title: Narcoma Eternal

    #NarcomaEternal #Narcoma #Eternal

    (BTW, I haven't watch Marvel's Eternals movie yet. How about you?)


    Narcoma = (Medicine) a stupor caused or induced by narcotic drugs.

    Stupor = A state in which a person is almost unconscious and their thoughts are not clear

    * I meant that my poems are like drugs to me and readers. While the poet, which is me and the readers are in a stupor state.

    Eternal = lasting or existing forever; without end
    = Used to emphasize expressions of admiration, gratitude, etc.

    * I want the effects of my poems are long-lasting to readers. Eventhough my writing may end one day. I also want to be admired by the readers and other poets.

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    Narcoma Eternal ~

    No, you shouldn't read what I write, reader.
    As it's produced by my messed-up mind.
    Read at your own risk. Well, I warned you!
    Come on, you are still reading this, huh?
    Oh, you think that you are reading my mind.
    Mind that so messed-up. Mentally ill.
    Aren't you afraid of me? If yes, run!

    Erratic behaviour that so unpredictable.
    Thoughts that are suicidal. "I wanna die".
    Echoes keep repeating in my insane mind.
    Rather keep living than ending my own life.
    Numb. I feel hurt. But, cannot cry anymore.
    As I become silent. Just like your silence.
    Look at what we have done to each other.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 5d

    * 22.11.2021; 12.57 A.M (Malaysia)

    * For: My #crush #AHBA
    (Commented on his only video that allowed commenting. The one with 21 in title. Because we were born on 21st of the month. Hope he'll notice my 3 new comments soon.)

    #breakfast #wod @miraquill

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    Break ~

    One day, I'll having my last breakfast.
    Before I die, I'll fasting. Then, break the fast.
    Do you know, that you're a heart-breaker?
    Do you think, it's fun breaking my heart?

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 5d

    * 22.11.2021; 12.53 A.M (Malaysia)


    * For: My #crush #AHBA (I commented on his only video that allowed commenting. The one with 21 in title. Because we were born on 21st of the month. I hope that he'll notice my 3 new comments soon.)

    #winterc #winter #challenge @writersbay

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    W-ter; W-ther ~

    Thy heart is so cold, like the season of winter.
    Thou make me cry again. Tears are just water
    to thee. I guess, you see me as just a time-waster
    huh. I hope, I'll die soon. Like a flower. Wither.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • bewildered_lyricist 5d

    Choose LOVE

    Amidst all those eyes with a glare of phone
    Hold on to the ones listening to you without a blink


  • mysticalballads 5d

    The girl next class

    My eyes ran fast everywhere,
    I found her in hell nowhere!!
    In near class there she was,
    A pleasing cute smile she has.

    At her, a short quick longing gaze,
    Made my brain run a hot maze.
    My heart beats with a euphony,
    Made me feel you as my honey.

    O, my beau, you stole my soul,
    For sure, you are my darling extol.
    All of a sudden the evil bell rang,
    It all ended like a magical song, sung.

    You are my love dearest.
    My love for you is the greatest.


  • nocturnal_enigma 1w

    * 21.11.2021; 1.00 A.M (Malaysia)

    * For: My #crush #AHBA

    #musicc #music #challenge @writersbay #NuEmMusicC

    * Rather Be. A song by Clean Bandit. Ft. Jess Glynne. "When I am with you, there's no place I rather be" ��

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    Untitle 92 ~

    "When I am...
    with you,
    there's no place...
    I rather be."

    I want to...
    meet you.
    Say "YES!"
    NOT "Maybe."

    Well, of course, I...
    understand that you...
    are often busy...
    just like a bee.

    I hope that I'm waited...
    by you. Soon, I'll go...
    to Singapore by plane.
    Cannot drive from JB.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • hadassah_p 1w

    I shouldn't have falling for  you
    You showed me all that you were
    Both your good and bad,still I fell for you
    Promise we made, broken it became
    Crazy of me to think I could be the one you changed for

    I shouldn't have falling for you
    Afraid of commitment, afraid to be the main
    It pains me to know I fell and this was all one sided
    Going through this all over again
    I may have gained a friend but should have kept my feelings at bay

    Would it strain our friendship?
    As long as i don't say and you're not able to read my mind
    I belive I'll be safe

    Shouldn't have caved to your sweet talks and gestures
    Shouldn't have gone with my mind or my heart
    For they do stupid things when they are ready
    Like falling for you
    How could you ever like someone like me?

  • gandhiyash1511 1w

    Vo bhi chaand si ban kar aayi thi zindagi me jise baar baar dekhne ka dil karta tha

  • nocturnal_enigma 1w

    * 19.11.2021; 8.40 P.M (Malaysia)
    * For: My #crush #AHBA

    * P.s: If you are curious, just search P Pirl on Youtube and you will see his 8 videos about it. (His YouTube channel: Hadi StudyTv)


    #foodc #food #challenge @writersbay

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    Untitle 90 ~

    I watched a bit your video, without sound. You held chocolates, which make me want to eat the chocolates, that kept in the refrigerstors. I also wonder, do you have brown colored irises like mine? If yes, I want to look at your chocolate eyes. Will you look at mine too? Then, we'll stare at each other.

    I'm craving for the sweet taste of chocolates. BTW, what flavours of chocolates that you ate? Let's eat chocolates until we run out of them. I'm going there soon. Let's us buy chocolates & eat them together.
    Then, look at me,
    when I'll lick my cherry lips.

    I'm going to watch your 2 latest videos. With sound, this time. It's been loong since I really watch your videos. I want to hear your voice. While watching, I will imagine, I am in the videos, with you.
    We talk about 'P Pirl',
    instead of people.
    Oh, our hazelnut voices!
    There are no awkwardness of silences!

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 1w

    #journaling #wod @miraquill

    * 19.11.2021; 8.34 P.M (Malaysia)
    * For: My #crush #AHBA

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    3 mistakes of my life ~

    1. Didn't tell you at the beginning that the reason I liked back your profile on Muzmatch was one of your pictures look like my estranged biological Dad.
    (Few hours ago, I put pictures of both of you on Pictriev. There's a 52% similarity of you two.)

    2. When you stopped messaging me and ghosting me, I kept sending you messages, especially long ones. Then, I even sent 2 messages each to your younger sister who's older than me and also to your friend.
    (I didn't meant to disturb you 3.)

    3. Before that, I used my Mom's phone, to send a harsh message to you, that you hurt me. Then, I said to your friend that I shouldn't like you back on Muzmatch.
    I never regret knowing you. I'm sorry.
    I didn't meant to hurt you.
    Please forgive me, dear.
    (Let's us meet ASAP.)

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma