1st August, approximately at 12:00 pm, when she left from Mumbai Airport to her Hometown, little did she know,what looked like never ending fairytale has reached its end.This tale of two hearts ended two years back with so many things to comprehend.
He dropped her at the airport with a promise to stay together forever and this distance will only make their relationship stronger.As the flight took off his phone switched off too . Now you might think how long she must have called that number, let's say for the next one year she called every hour.
All his friends dodged her calls,crying for help she lost every ounch of respect and confidence she had earned after all.As days passed by, three months later her phone beeped with an email notification, it was from one of his friends informing about some dengue situation he had fallen int..Suddenly all the anger shifted into guilt, worrying nothing about but his health.
She couldn't perform well thus decided to quit job till he is unwell. His friend asked her to stay back at hometown and wait for his call as his parents are against the caste to which she belongs.
She asked this friend to just pay a visit to his home to which she bluntly opposed..Now the anticipation had transformed into worry and all she could think about was is he alive??
Sharing three long years with eachother that last goodbye changed her forever. The chirpy loving girl went into depression feeling alive only when panic attacks hit her.
Young, Strong, Independent and friendly soul went into a hidden shell. She fought all this alone not letting anyone know what's wrong..
Cried in the corners, fake-smiled in the office, slept on the station floors, booked god knows how many cabs to possibly nowhere searching for little comfort to takeover. She looked for help here and there, knocked many shut doors but nobody came near.
After nearly 11 months the phone was on but yet nobody would ever answer her calls.Now she asked help from her friends and associates, who till now had given up on helping her think straight. She heard from some FaceBook connections that after all he is doing fine, taking some deep breaths of relief, she could stop herself from crying.
After a year and a half of failed calls, fearing the consequences to meet him and to end the misery and pain, she gained all the strength and went to his house..What she was about to know turned her world upside down.She saw him standing tall feeding his son across the hall.
Living in nothing but denial, she couldn't believe the most valuable nurture relation has come to an end. Like many people she failed to keep her composure and messed some of her priceless relations.
IT TOOK HER ALMOST 2 YEARS TO HEAL! Even though she has survived but the trust and faith, basically the urge to save any relation had to END in exchange.
For some say it is a good excuse to escape from things, but ask me I have seen her growing. Remember there is nothing wrong in putting yourself first and sometimes being selfish helps...
Sometimes no matter how impossible it may seem relationships come to an END till the smiles get real it is ok to pretend..
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Dear Agastya, You taught us the greatest lesson of one-sided love. You knew you were never Rumi's first choice. Despite all those things you chose Rumi every time. I still remember how you completely mended yourself just to get Rumi's attention, and that's what we all do. Love makes us insane. We get impulsive, We become obsessed. We go that mad that we break all self-esteem boundaries and go beyond our ethics. But that's what we call the magic of love. It gives us the power to care and worry about others more than our feelings. How beautifully you grabbed and held Rumi in her worst times when she was fighting with her insecurities. And my most favorite part when You taught us "koi tumhe Pyaar na kare isse tumhara pyaar kum nahi ho jaata.Tum kaafi ho.Tumhara Pyaar kaafi hai" and I truly felt that. How fantastically you handled yourself after getting broken and Thanks to Sakshi Gupta. She held your hand and had been a great partner throughout. She taught us the most astounding fact that "everyone comes in your life for a purpose for a cause and when it's done then they have to leave and you need to learn t let them go". I am also grateful to Rumi for teaching us that we all make mistakes and it's okay. We all have our insecurities. We crave for others' approval and that's real. We all have been through it at least once in a while. Agastya, you said so well that we are our only competition. Our chase should make ourselves better and that's damn true. All in all, you made this hopeless romantic again believe in the magic of love. I don't know where Agastya Rao of my life is hidden. But I hope I will meet him soon someday, somewhere amid some blue sky. Yes, Broken but beautiful. A broken soul is beyond beautiful you know why because that soul knows the pain and so they never hurt anyone the way they were hurt. With Love, Muski.
Something I wrote when I watched broken but now #SidharthShukla has just left us disheartened, never new this will be ending to the story of stanning him... He remains an ideology for rest of my life, his journey in biggboss has already shown a blueprint of life. Glad he happened in last two years, it was full of love and affection for him, stanning him and now when he left he took a part of dream, heart and solace with him...