🐲☘️🌙♒️👁👁👁♒️ # 0. #Lifegrants us life #becausewe#aremadein the imagE(I’m agE<=of the AgE DimEnsion<=Go(o)d=absolute of/as this dimension) of Go(o)d+CrE(3)ator(lovE(3)/lifE(3)=solipsism) for IAM<(3)as IAM(3) w(3)hat IAM(3) all thE(3) lovE(3), as iam(3) E(3)nough to bE(3) BE(3)ing mE(3), mysE(3)lf and Iam(3)> a soul(IAM what IAM, Phonixe of ember as life) that has a HE•art(earth inside), for you are the same thing, of Go(o)d+CrE(3)ator(lovE(3)/lifE(3)=solipsism) be that by faith or by you have a body that came from the Earth(hE•art outside); you can something that came before you and that loves you more then you can love yourself to say simply.
🌬♒️ #9252021#v9252021e#vthismorninge#thismorning#today#vtodaye#September25 💯♒️ #youareyourrichness#youaretrueworth#youarewhatmakesmatter#makingmatter#vmakingmattere today your #ignorance#vIgnorancee grow, hath you put in the work then you would be eating from your “fruits of your labor” will you be gifted the mastery of your shadows, Such as shade; you are really the hero in this story, to tall your tail.. .. i’m never ending story, a journey of your life certain tees, what you hath as your trust now moment. What is known as your Journey upon your microcosm uponq home of your macrocosm, true freedom having an end of itself Heaven. As I have excepted Jesus Christ into my life and through such matters I will find the Lord within Jesus Christ as this is his journey I’m just part of the one that’s holding the place upon the thought of #Hismind the one and only true place that I have ever known until I #reachHeaven#onceagain. Other then that you maybe living a real life fallacy, True gift of ignorance and house of forgetfulness, I was once a part of and now I’m building my own home through gratitude and pendants I love you and love itself so it’s a true meaning of life is to #knowtheyself.
Take a keen drag from that cigarette. You read Normal People a couple months ago, before you knew it was to be a TV series. You did not really understand what the hype was about. Some cow of a brash and privileged (failed) yesteryear actress extolled the book’s virtues in her column, and you thought, “Eh, her satire is good enough, maybe she hits the mark with this one”. You thought it was virtually unheard of and thought it was a passable read.
You read Normal People when you were at your parents' place. Funny, how you could choose to be there back then. A few negotiations back and forth and you’ve yielded. You shall leave your haven where you live as yourself in exchange for a couple days playing the role of a perfect daughter who knows the perfect balance of being old enough but not too old enough. One doesn’t need to spell out just how much of PerfectDaughter™ is a mystery to her makers.
You’re resting your head on the sill of the train window. The music you’re listening to is amazing, or so you think. It is forgettable, at best. An alert pings on your phone. They’re making a Hulu series on Normal People. You’re a little gobsmacked. Normal People was supposed to be this niche thing you thought no one else had read. You tell your boyfriend about this coincidence that seems to have shaken your world in that moment. He doesn’t really get it, but he says the right things at the right places. You both have established that you’ll watch this series while he wrestles the joystick for dear life. This is how it should be, right?
Back to today. You’re on the sill of the window this time with that cigarette. This student house doesn’t allow you to smoke indoors, the smoke alarm will wake the building if it goes off and 3 am is anyway an unholy hour. No music. You’re in your feelings anyway. You hate the taste of cigarettes, you smoke menthol ones to make it bearable. You hate the smell it leaves on your fingers. You spray perfume on them to mask it. Smoking too many make you feel squeamish. You dry retch twice and settle saying “I’m fine!” Why are you smoking? Life is SO hard. Marianne smokes and today you see yourself in her. Your on-the-surface relationship is now mirrored onto Marianne and Connell’s “deep one”. You’re finding problems that aren’t really there. Where is your mind?
It’s been three months since you smoked that cigarette on the edge (of the window). You don’t smoke anymore. You’re afraid it’ll give you premature wrinkles and stained teeth. (Love the focus on the pertinent things, don’t we?) The joystick wrestler and you are testing yourselves with another hurdle. You’re both like a person who takes a doctor’s aptitude test when all they want to be is a ballerina. PerfectDaughter™ is now a myth. Her mysteries unravelled like the end of a nice Agatha Christie novel. Reality was doled out in doses to your makers in a manner Columnist Cow has never tasted. You stopped somewhere in the middle of episode six of Normal People. Life is so far from normal and the emotionalist in you wants everything back to Normal.
Funny how when you were Normal People you thought you were anything but.
clichepennameSo for me this was like a dive back into the narrators life where she always thought she was different and not like “normal people” and then she slowly starts reminiscing about what’s actually normal. I liked the fact she was just there smoking and thinking about all the things that it would do to her but she doesn’t care about it at the same time. She smokes to forget her troubles like a normal person does.
The way you compared it to an adapted book into a TV show was quite cool and you gave a couple of scenarios. Parents house and boyfriend. Lol Hulu the only thing that came to my mind was the NBA ad “Hulu has live sports” For some reason.
You have a cool narrative style and I quite enjoyed that. Write more often whenever you feel like. I will read always. ✌🏼
clichepennameTop of the morning to you lass. Where art thou? Thine has taketh sabbatical?
hafeezhmhaI had to read the last part again and again. Not because i didn't understand it but because there's something in it that demands to be read again, at least for me. Did i ever tell you how your writeups are so freaking unique? ♥
സൃഷ്ടിയും ധ്രുവും പെട്ടന്ന് തെന്നെ സൃഷ്ടിയുടെ വീട്ടിലേക്കു പോയി. വഴിനീളെ സൃഷ്ടി ചിന്തയിൽ ആയിരുന്നു എന്ന് ധ്രുവിനു മനസിലായി അത് കൊണ്ട് തെന്നെ ധ്രുവ് ശ്രിഷ്ടിയോടു ഒന്നും ചോദിച്ചില്ല. വീട് എത്തിയതും സൃഷ്ടി പെട്ടന്ന് തെന്നെ സൃഷ്ടിയുടെ മുറിയിലേക്കു ഓടി. സൃഷ്ടിയുടെ പുറകെ ധ്രുവും ഓടി. സൃഷ്ടി അവിടെ എന്തോ തപ്പുക ആണെന്ന് ധ്രുവിനു മനസിലായി. സൃഷ്ടി അവിടെ ടേബിളിൽ ഇരുന്ന പുസ്തകങ്ങൾ എല്ലാം തുറന്നു നോക്കുന്നുണ്ടായിരുന്നു. "സൃഷ്ടി എന്താ നോക്കുന്നെ" ധ്രുവ് ചോദിച്ചു. പക്ഷെ സൃഷ്ടി ഇത് ഒന്നും കേള്കുന്നുണ്ടായിരുന്നില്ല. സൃഷ്ടി വീണ്ടും തന്റെ തിരച്ചിൽ തുടർന്നു. അവസാനം സൃഷ്ടി എന്തോ കണ്ടെത്തി. അത് ഒരു envelope ആയിരുന്നു. "HE IS YOUR PATH sacrifice and ambition are a divine prosperity of happiness so worship the truth and be patient for fortunate thankfulness " സൃഷ്ടി അത് വായിച്ചു.(Already mentioned in #15) "എന്താ ഇത് ?" ധ്രുവ് ചോദിച്ചു. "ഇത് കൂറേ നാൾ മുന്നേ വീടിന്റെ ഗേറ്റിൽ ഇരുന്നത് ആണ് ഞാൻ ഇത് അന്ന് അത്ര കാര്യം ആകില്ല. പക്ഷെ ഇപ്പൊ ഇത് നോക്ക് sacrifice ambition divine prosperity happiness worship truth patient thankfulness ഇത് ഒക്കെ ആയിരുന്നിലെ ആ മരിച്ച പെൺകുട്ടികളുടെ പേരുകളുടെ അർഥം " സൃഷ്ടി പറഞ്ഞു. ധ്രുവ് ആ പേപ്പർ വാങ്ങി നോക്കി. "സൃഷ്ടി ഇതിൽ ഒരു word കൂടി ഉണ്ടല്ലോ fortunate അത് വെറുതെ ഇട്ടേക്കുന്നതു ആയി തോന്നുന്നില്ല " ധ്രുവ് പറഞ്ഞു. ഒരു ഭയം പെട്ടന്ന് തെന്നെ സൃഷ്ടിയുടെ കണ്ണുകളിൽ പരന്നു. "അപ്പൊ 10 പെൺകുട്ടികൾ ആണോ?" സൃഷ്ടിയെ ശ്രേധികാതെ ആ പേപ്പർ നോക്കി ധ്രുവ് പറഞ്ഞു. സൃഷ്ടി ഉടനെ തെന്നെ അടുത്തുള്ള പൂട്ടി ഇട്ടിരുന്ന മുറിയിൽ കെയറി. അവിടെയും അവൾ എന്തൊക്കെയോ തിരഞ്ഞു. ഇതേ സമയം ധ്രുവ് ആ envelope cover ഒന്ന് നോക്കി അതിൽ ഉണങ്ങിയ ബോഗൻവില്ല പൂക്കൾ ഉണ്ടായിരുന്നു. To be continued... #AdobeOfDarkness
#v2021e#vforvalue#v1e 💯🦇🐝🐜 #to shear the love of someone1 else, the greatness that they are and what they are able to because great for today, in their many means of greatness that may never really be known; thank you for doing what you do thank you very much for being who you are thank you very much, you’re the greatest you’re ever gonna be until you become greater in every passing monent of the now 🤔 you can be as what is life and what is living a life that can be seen by you and then a blindness comes from others, by then 1one has the able to then shear what is life style of their own, dose that of the other then dance and sing with you or dose it run in circles to then another moment come to means of pointing through the mazes of daily; life is a means of living and you are a means of being able to life, lifing, be the power of a god.. ..God, Thank you. The is this able that can be everywhere and everything it is life of be then life be what is life having this flow to it that you can dance to walk the line and be doing something that has the life of what is becoming of what is living life today, be 1one day that you have a life that becomes all a means of what is living today and what is going all the way; how dose 1one go all the way and be as all that they are? Life and you are already all that you are and then in that growing then you become more of who you are and life then can tell more of the story of itself; how dose the voice of life sound when it is living of the Stillness and breathless moments that house walls of focus. The gift to focus is a true birth right to those that have free will, free will takes focused and a will that has the able to then be able to do; in then you can live a life that is already able because you can become more and then you can do nothing as free will leaves everything to you.. ..be wisdom of discernment #textadding #takingthenextstep#followyourself#wordsdoinspire#wordporn#qikquotes#empowermentquotes#quotestothinkabout#quotesforlife#quotesdaily ●##itsokay ● #selfbuild#beyou#steppingforward#livingmylife#yesican#lawofattraction#thankyou#theUniverse inspiratingquestions #selflove#lawofattractionlove#lightworker#ascendedmaster#happydays#respect