Today let me talk about something real. Something that most of us don't know about. How dangerous it is. I am going to talk about suicide.
I never thought I would ever talk about it because I never wanted to or had to guts to even tell myself that I wanted to kill myself. But it started when I read the book 13 Reasons Why by Jay Asher. It is also a series in Netflix.
I never took it seriously and I was quite annoyed with all the over usage of cuss words. But as I completed the book, it hit me. That there are actually some people who have felt so bad. Jay Asher showed it to us. God. I was scared. My heart trembled. I was so stupid going on judging the character Hannah (who kills herself) for what all she does but when I try to look at her point of view, I felt she didn't have a choice. She was looking for reasons to live. She didn't want to die. But she was out of reasons to live. When she lost hope, she was searching for reasons to give up on herself. It was not so easy for her.
This might just be a fiction but they are many people who lost their lives. Just think that they would have been alive if someone talked and helped them. If not all, atleast some of them would have been alive right ? This world is becoming a cruel place to live in but only we among ourselves can help each other through thick and thin.
If you ever had suicidal thought, please share them with your loved ones. Don't let it actually kill you day by day. Someone could help. If you want, I will be here to talk to you. No matter what it is, stay strong and fight for yourself sweetie. After all, everyone makes mistakes. Don't be harsh on yourself.
How are things up there amongst the stars ? I believe you must have made a hefty legion of friends and acquaintances there . But , I wish you were here, Hannah , for things down here are not good , for I wanted you to hold me back from the cold so I could hold you back from the fire that burnt your forest down to ashes . . Your first kiss turned out to be your nemesis that set in motion a series of unfortunate events that brought about your premature demise . As Justin Folley broke your heart , I could feel it - I could see your ship getting wrecked and your kingdom collapsing overnight and I could hear it break . I could sense the immense sense of pain stowed on your chest as the person you had faith in broke your faith as if it were mere ceramics .
And I could feel the depth of the abyss scratch out on the bare surface of your feelings as your best friends , Alex and Jessica , left you alone at Monet's. I'd have been there for you and together we'd have navigated the menu . We'd have sat by the window and watched time pass by like passersby and listened to Taylor Swift and we'd have embraced one another and cried .
I remember you wrote in your poem that all your fingers do is crack open windows so that you could see lightning through the clouds . Do you know what mine do ? Will, they grope in dark-lit rooms for pristine pages so I can jot down my fears and scribble poetries on darkness . No one could apprehend the meaning to your poem ; no one could discern the pain clearly illustrated in your writing . But I would have comprehended every wound veiled in your poem and you'd have done mine . Hannah, do you know we live in an era of " share your problem with me " and " look how big my problems are , yet I'm facing it with valour " ?
I know you left us because no one cared enough , but trust me, darling, I'd have if I were there behind you ; I wouldn't have slapped you like Jessica and wouldn't have left you in the middle of the road like cherry . If I had been in Mr. Potter's shoes , I would have gone behind you tell you that if there were 13 reasons to die , there were 1300 reasons to live too .
I'd have had your back and you would have had mine .
Yours lovingly , A boy who's on the verge of giving up .
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Sometimes we have thoughts that even we don't understand. Thoughts that aren't even true--that aren't really how we feel--but they're running through our heads anyway because they're interesting to think about. If you could hear other people's thoughts, you'd overhear things that are true as well as things that are completely random. And you wouldn't know one from the other. It'd drive you insane. What's true? What's not? A million ideas, but what do they mean?
That's what I love about poetry. The more abstract, the better. The stuff where you're not sure what the poet's talking about. You may have an idea, but you can't be sure. Not a hundred percent. Each word specifically chosen, could have a million different meanings. Is it a stand-in--a symbol--for another idea.
I love you my Juliet. I remember those days when I wrote love poems on trees, and how you bewildered me as Ganymede and Cesario. And those days when you always accompanied me in my castle of Inverness, and pledges your fleet to aid me. Then I was also prepared to fight the Battle of Actium for you. But reason and love keep little company together nowadays Titania. I mistook Margaret as you, I publicly humiliated you. The Othello in me can't suppressed the jealousy. Due to my madness I let my Ophelia drown.