There were People, Who loved Me more than I Felt and Reciprocated...
There were People, Who I loved Endlessly than Ever feeling a slightest Comfort from Them...
Whatever the Way...
To Indulge in it isn't Something I am Capable..
Or Ever Shall be,
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Just a Writer of My Complex Emotions
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Where's the Fine Line?
Between being Crazy and an Ideal...
One being titled by the Society,
The Other which We were Deeply Entitled..
To stay put on Either Side?
Or Live Dangling in a Hopeful Disguise.
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For Those Who Judge Me,
Can Continue to do so Further On...
For Her, perhaps a Failed attempt at Don Juan,
For Them, A company, an aid to experience Tian..
Being in Either extreme of these Two...
All I can be is being Me, Live this only one life Through.
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It was Not Necessarily Death They Seeked...
Life had them encumbered with so Many Misfortunes...
Living further with So, were for their Concern Least.
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The most common being,
Feeling..
Isn't
Your
Absence
Feeling..
Unacknowledged
And
Inconsiderate
Feeling..
Being the Most Common.
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Under these bright Skies,
Mellowing..
Beautiful
Warm
Uplifting
Mellowing..
Cherishing
Bare
Life
Mellowing..
Under these bright Skies.
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If only I could See,
You..
Happy
Positive
Bubbly
You..
Not
Dejected
Confined
You..
Only If I could See.
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The Rise and Downfalls of Life,
You called it a Learning Curve, an Experience...
Deep down, familiar with it... I knew
It's nothing more than the real way to live Life.
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Life is filled with Gratification or Self Gratification Either...
To Choose Either from Them is a Choice...
To Choose Neither is just plain Arrogance on the Users Side.
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I Realised I found a true gem when I did not need to be careful about what I say in front of You.
Thank you for never Judging Me.
Thank you for Accompanying with my Concocted Endless Ideas and Schemes.
Thank you for the fun times that I Never Could have imagined.
I will always look back at these memories with recollections with enormous joy. I had the time of my life with you, and I will never forget it.
There is More to life than what Society says is Normal, and You get that. Thank you for Understanding My need to Explore, Experience, Grow, Adventure and Learn.
I Shall deeply Cherish Every Moment you made possible for us to experience, If you could see my face now,
You would have seen the Smile you put on it.
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