I haven't been writing at all for a long time, and a part of me really felt as if I've lost it. I don't feel the satisfaction from creating content anymore, and it feels as if the words are stolen from my head... In the end, I wrote about it still. Kind of like a stubbornness to continue writing.
I'm so tired of smiling now. I don't want to feel. I don't want to heal. It didn't matter to me. even if life want's to kill. Because i was person full of life once. But now I'm just an empty vessel. Who just don't know what he feel's. Who onece loved to see how people feel. When their wound's get healed.
This life of mine Which i never think will reach to conclusion. And keeps repeating itself to my last breath Like a sad tragic movie reel.
I just wanted to make diffrace in people's life. I just wanted to make everyone around me feel the passionate love that i never felt. But i forgot i will have to pay the price For all the good thing's i did.
But i surrender now. I just can't survive this now But then also I'm happy for everything That was their for me to face. A life full of hope and an unfinished dream. that was there to chase. Many stiff challenge's that i was destined to face
In the end if someone asks me what is life. I will tell life is so vast I'm lost for word's So I'll show you the bruise's Of a lesson's well learned
life is a prison where your heart is a suffering prisoner. and your mind is cruel jailer which keeps controling your relation's feeling's and emotion's.