I don't wanna to know your Instagram password, Your past relationships, Your favorite colour, food, actor And all I just want to know The stories of your tears rolled down, When you are alone at night. I wanna share your pain, Which have hided behind your scars.
Omg, now a days there is lot of pollution everywhere, thanks for bringing me to this park Radha. Radha: that's okay you 1st listen to me, I don't want to be in relation with him anymore Love drama again, she says this every month I don't understand these lovers, I just ignored her And started feeling this place It is full of grass, trees and many plants. This beautiful breeze... it's awesome. It's been years walking beside trees like this. Sakshi... Sakshi.... Sakshi.... Sakshi.... I stopped walking and turned around, a mother is calling her daughter who is running all over the park Sakshi.. this name reminded me few days of my last summer which I have spent in my uncle's house I didn't wanted to go there but my mom forced me to go there for a 3 days So that I can take care of my uncle's daughter Sakshi as her parents have some work in hospital. I went to there place, my uncle came to the bus stop and received me I want to pee, it's so urgent but there is no toilets in that bus stop and it even takes 20 minutes to reach home I don't have any other option so I started controlling it, I felt those 20 minutes as more than a hour Finally we reached home, I left my luggage in the car and ran into home I asked my aunt where is the washroom and she said it's to your left.... I ran but Suddenly a small girl stopped me and started asking Who are you? Why you came to my home ? I don't allow you into my bathroom My blader is about to blast and I wanna kick that girl a side and go in My aunt came and showed me the way for another bathroom. Hmmm now I feel so relief I guess my aunt have scolded her because as soon as I came out of the bathroom she said me sorry with a attitude face To be frank I didn't liked her, I know she is just 7 years old even though I didn't liked her I thought that's ok it's just a matter of three days When my uncle and aunt went out I used to not take care of her I just used to feed her, play some movies to her and leave her in her room with her toys And I use to get involved and my Netflix series in my phone She is so mischievous, she hided my phone and sat like she don't know anything and she does many crazy things nobody knows why she suddenly starts laughing, dancing and crying these things makes me so nervous and even very irritating Finally it's my last day here I complained to my aunt that she is so so mischievous she does all crazy things And suddenly my aunt started crying and said that "Yes, she is so crazy that is the reason why we are running back of doctors all these days Some says that is mad and some says she have some disorder. Now we are trying to take her to the psychiatrist maybe it works" After listening this I felt like broken and I felt very sorry for Sakshi And I started watching her Actually she is so cute. Her long hair, beautiful smile, big eyes, fair skin, she looks like a little Angel damm so beautiful A song is playing on TV, she is dancing like a bird flying in the sky without any boundaries and filled with happiness all over I started taking her pictures and videos She is doing all the things like it was done in the movie I laughed and went to kitchen to help my aunt Suddenly Sakshi started crying, we didn't understood why... Her mom gave her some medicine and made her sleep After that even we had our lunch and I slept beside Sakshi I was slowly rubbing her head and pampering her She is in partial sleep so she just woked up and said I love you and kissed on my forehead and went back to sleep by saying I want to sleep for some more time I got shocked because this is the seen of the movie which we saw previous day And I slowly started analyzing the things she have done and all those crazy laughs and crying I understood that she is getting involved in what she is seeing I tried to explain my uncle and aunt about her situation She is just like a sponge who takes all the feelings inside and react to them as it is She imagines her self in the play and start crying, laughing and dancing according to the character
Suddenly Radha pushed me and asked I'm I listing to her or not I said yes, and started moving forward
I feel the reason behind shakshi's behavior is her parents because there will be no one with her all the day except that TV, both of them are software engineers, so they don't have much time to talk or play with her. Parenting is not that easy, you have to take more care of your children when they are as kids specially Earning money for your kids is good but taking care of them is more important than money.
Yeah, loosing you is not that easy for me But if you are getting pain in any way Then choose that side which gives you peace at least after some time It's completely okay to choose you over someone who is causing pain
I am so lucky Only RTC bus Travellers can understand the reason Today I got seat in the bus that to a window seat, Wow right. I just sat, relaxed myself and plugged earphones It takes 45 minutes to reach my stop, So I started scrolling Instagram After some time bus got stopped in genpact road bus stop Here our bus stops for 2 minutes daily I stopped scrolling Instagram and started watching the people on the genpact road. Daily I see many people on this road but maximum people are employees in the genpact office and remaining people are college students and lovers Everybody calls it as genpact road but I call it as "the American road of india" Because, here girls and boys smoke, drink, hug and even kiss each other with out any hesitation Just like in Hollywood movies. I always watch people out there Some are happy, some are frustrated, some will celebrate there special days and some will just spend time with there loved ones Today I saw a pair they both are talking and suddenly he hugged her Wow how romantic, while hugging he lifted her a bit from the ground and kissed her on her forehead and cheek, I can see her face she is so happy and beautiful too Our bus is about to start... but I didn't saw the boy's face He slowly turned toward me Omg is he Akash......? Yes, he is Akash. Is this true...? I'm I dreaming..? Bus started moving, and everything became blur Hooo it's my tears Is this love? I don't know
As soon as I saw him all the memories of him hit me so hard with plenty of tears Akash is my tuition mate When we are in 10th he is our new tuition member He is so cute. I use to stare him everyday but he never looked back One day my friend haven't came to tuition so I sat alone on the beach and I'm feeling so uncomfortable, I even don't know why One of my tuition mate said me that I got a stain on my dress because of my periods and her all Bachmates are laughing at me I was very angry but I didn't said anything Suddenly Akash stood up, saw me with a very angry face and left the room I didn't understood anything and I'm so confused and stressed because of the situation After a minute he entered the room, took his bag and sat beside me He gave me his sweater and said you can use this and there is no need of returning it and he even gave me a chocolate and at night after the tuition he dropped me near my home on his bicycle I'm very happy that day and we became friends from that day But I never expressed my feelings to him because I'm not sure that I really love him or it is just a crush or attraction
After my 10th my dad got transferred to andhra so we were not in contact After my 12th we again came back to Hyderabad and I tried for his contact but I didn't get it It's been 5 years I haven't met him But I always wanted to meet him, talk to him and wanted to say about those mixed feelings on him And even now I'm not sure whether it is love or not
But I never thought I would meet him in this situation My tears says that it is love not just a crush But there is no use of analysis it now Our bus reached my stop I got down and started walking towards my college with bhekayali song in wink