Long gone the girl who used to smile all day long .. Long gone the girl who used to think life is fun... Long gone the girl whose happiness was genuine with all due love... Long gone the girl whose energy was a treat to watch..... Long gone the girl whose giggles filled the home... Long gone the girl who was the sole reason for the lives of many... Long gone the girl who used to be famous for her chatterbox nature... Long gone the girl who used to day dream about her fantasy and imaginary world.... Long gone the girl who used to fix broken people no matter how hard it was for her... Long gone the girl who cheered like a bird and always filled people hearr with joy.... Long Gone The Girl................ -diaryrepost . #mirakee@writersnetwork@rishabh_manan@vinit12345@dev_imagination@rahul_mishra_ @wordlust__ thank u @readwriteunite@the_gud_devil
One moment I am happy Next one I'm not, I feel like shouting and screaming to the world "it hurts". But do I know where and why? I feel like the monsters creeping inside me But I dont know why its even there... Without any reason of fright or any sigh of tears. I feel lost in thousands of people, Is it that even possible? I ask my own damn self..... I feel like crying Holding my heart which is 'eager to bear as hard as it could which is eager to tear my chest apart and run out breaking all the attached strings'.. I ask myself again " how it is possible, if I m not ready to bear the pain it would cost"? Fear of getting judged But why am I afraid in the first place when I m genius and that's a good sign. Sometimes I asked myself... We will loose our precious one? But the thought that always lingers my mind and clench my soul Are they even precious if they leave us alone in this dark painful night? -diaryrepost
Wanted to relish the spellbinding scenario of beach Instead of that she was physically harassed by a guy ..
At that tender age of 10 Without any maturity Without knowing wat was right or wrong.. She lost her smile As she was petrified!!
Called as a calm sangfroid girl fm childhood.. She always get bullied by her fellows. That made her more feeble She lost her guffaw As she was petrified!!
Then a new place n a new phase She decided to be a bold valorous girl.. She turned into a cold hearted girl.. That girl who even hate the word "love".
Her fellows taunted her that she is not meant for love. They disliked her bcoz of her bold egoistic nature.. She again broked away in pieces.. As she was upset fm that hatred..
Changed herself again.. At age of 15 ... She became a happy good-humoured bold girl.. She used to do a lot of perversity.. Everyone used to love her nature. And In that very same year She fell into a trap of fake love.. She wasted her tutelage in that beguile! Wasted her love time on a fake saphead!
She was continuously cheated by him.. That made her mad from inside... His deeds forced her to go on the fallacious path.. N she went away there..
But as we know There is blaze even in every kind of tenebrosity.. Her ray of light..her true love came He brought her on the right path. Changed her perceptions towards life.. Loved her a lot..n made her to know the real elucidation of true eternal everlasting endearment!!
But one pinnacle in the story is .. The girl don't wanna to be that coward weak girl again..!! Her jolly nature is her strength to Live in this world full of fake peoples! She is tired of her double face.. Deep inside broken . But still she need to smile hell a lot.. . It's just her essence Not her fault. .. She loved him the most.. Nobody else can love him in that way.. But now she is a loser As her own guy lost trust over her.. She is not a cheater. She is just a broken happy girl!
I m in the area of dark shadow, And its deep into night So deep So very deep to look for light Far too deep for the ray of love I m stuck I m trapped In so very deep darkness I can't make out the difference, It feels i m the part of black. Between where i am, who am i, I want to get you. And stare Deep through dark, And stars surrounding the whole sky, in that beautiful night, I want to have that Feeling Of "belongingness". To a place out of discrimination, No abandon, They accept me Without any questions. As you only know i m so unique, As you only know how it feels on other side, Being apart from rest, Standing out of Crowd. Being in the spotlight, for reasons you dont know, Or don't know how to justify them. filled with fear, Being afraid of love, Being afraid to come closer. Yet being afraid of loneliness, Because you only knew, It kills me from inside Just like a last stage Cancer. But what is LOVE ? Its like being diagnosed with Cancer, But you are made to smoke. Smoke till your lungs give up, till you destroy yourself But you think its fine, Or pretend to think that way. When you are in real world, You are broken Broken in trillions of pieces, Fucked up. Still knocking the door out from darkness, I came out, But doors locked, Heavenly bodies away, And then i again realize i am still in love With you.
Secrets are something which we all have buried inside us may be for some good or bad reasons ... Sometimes we share only those part of our life which we suppose to speak up in front of close ones. "" SECRETS ARE SOMETHING WHICH ARE CONNECTION BETWEEN THE PAST WE HAVE LIVED AND THE PRESENT WE ARE LIVING ""... we cannot avoid our Mind to stop recalling them for some incidents.. But we can have achievement on those thoughts and secrets..... Just like this Secrets works,, sometimes they put us forward with strength and new look or sometimes they put backward for so called fear inside us .........
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It's a bit long but its worth reading! Please do read! Dear Daddy, I don't know where to start with? It seems like tomorrow I am going to some other universe, that is totally different from mine... My big day is tomorrow and now I feel that big day should come day after tomorrow! I want to relive all those moments that we had spent together! I still remember that day when we went to the water park and I drowned in the pool and then how you made me work hard to come out of the pool! And do you remember that day when we came walking for around 6km when our bike stopped working! I also remember when mum had gone out station and then you taught me how to tie a 'choti'! And I also remember that you never allowed me to work and do all household stuffs! You always protested against mummy! Daddy,there are somethings I never told you, they were that I had taken the new diary which you had bought for yourself and also that while playing chess, I had reduced two players from your side! And also that I REALLY LOVE YOU!❤ I really don't know how will get up without you coming and teasing me! or how will I eat my food without you! And I'll really miss those small Maggie parties that only we two enjoyed! Daddy, I still cannot forget that day when you were so Happy to see me anchoring the school concert and host around 5000 people! And that day when I came first in class and you went all around our relatives' house and distribute sweets! That day when I got my first salary, you bought me apple I-phone! Oh daddy! That smile that I rarely saw in your face was so soothing and pleasing! And I am really happy that I was the reason of your smile! Dad I promise that I won't allow your son to keep you in those old age homes! Daddy I remember when I cried whole night due to breakup ... And only you were with me to wipe my tears! Only you! I just don't wanna leave daddy! I will stay with you forever in your heart ! And you will always be in my heart! Daddy I'll really really really miss you! Forgive me if I ever hurted you or if I ever left you!