Lost its way, my soul tentatively wilted its path, In awakened hopes the only light; carried me through, Withering away from every rub, it took me long; longer and then in a circular jigsaw, It reminded me of you; intriguing, appealing and dark. Im tired looking at the lights, they purposefully murmur a glimpse of you. The magazines remember? I quacked thinking that coffee cup stain kindled your presence.
The teary eyes that never were a home, found a mundane schedule, In yearning meaningful reasons, it found a resemblance to the paradigm, The cherry you discarded, tasted better with the show alone; In hoping that your scent left my body, found home in the bedsheets I always hated. Wondering what part is it, my unhindered access to your presence or your surrealistic absence?
//Answers that feel cold to your seasonal heart, speak volume in my homeless skin. Skip materialistic reality, this part still feels homesick.//
Oh no! Don't do it Don't do it, I tell you I've been there I've seen you Through all the pain you've endured Through all the fight you put up And through all the strength you showed I've seen you through it all Your every cry to feel more to hang on to stop this anguish to accept defeat and to feel numb...
Yet, you bounce back Harder than ever After being trampled on time and again You still rise above Coz that's who you are Coz that's what you have become Strong, brave and fearless You haven't give up yet Even after everything Coz you're not easily taken
So I ask, why? Why now? When you've been trying To cross the tunnel And reach the end When you're already midway After suffering through so many problems When you've fought so long for yourself Why give up now, when you're not far When you're so near to your destination Why are you letting all your efforts go vain?
When you just need to be strong for some Just endure a little bit more And you'll be there Where you wanna be You'll reach the light And you'd be free So I say it again Don't do it Don't give up For happiness is the ultimate goal And you're already halfway through Don't give up For you can see the light And breath better For you'll emerge A better being A stronger, braver And wiser soul For you'll fall in love With your own person