It can be such a difficult time when someone whom you want to spend every second with is halfway across the world, at the other side of town or absent for one reason or the other.
It can also get increasingly difficult when we cannot find the right words to express how we feel to the others. I able to find this only place I can express my feelings.
When it hurts so bad, why does it feel so good? I wish this all made sense, I wish I understood. Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside, but I can’t stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try.
You know how I feel about you, and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you, but it’s so hard to do when I can’t even be next to you. Why does it gotta be so complicated?
Loving you feels so right, but at the same time, knowing I can’t have you keeps me awake at night. I just want this to be simple, I just want you here with me, to look into your eyes, be held in your arms…then I’d truly be happy.
Right now this distance between us is out of our control, but I’m still hoping one day soon, I’ll get what I’m wishing for...
Walking down the path of love, I’ve experienced many feelings. Feelings like a heart beat skipping when I saw a simple twinkle in your eyes. Every time I was with you, I could hear bells ring. It was great, I enjoyed every moment with you. You said you did too, but it was a lie.
I put in the effort to be the best man for you, I wanted to see you smile. I gave my heart to you, in hopes you would keep that in mind. You said you loved me too, those words kept me happy for a while. You said that you cared about me, that you would love me no matter what, but you lied.
You told me that every time you said “I love you” you meant it more. You said that if I died, you would weep and cry. You said to me that you loved me, but you threw me out the door. Did you really mean everything you told me? All you did was lie.
Now, you don’t even want to think of me anymore. You said many things to me, but they were lies. I was walking down a road of thorns, for a flower that would never bloom. I was really always loving alone, wasn’t I?
you gave me love just to take it away you gave me life so that i may die and you gave me a heart just so i could be heartless the life i have lived is not worth living and it is so that i have died but in death is rebirth and in rebirth is death every opposite has an attraction that governs its repulsion and it is so i contradicted myself
when i had loved you were only my dark because i thought inside you i could find a light and even when i found it i became lost in my conviction devil and god demon and angel what is the difference but power one to reign oblivion over life one to comfort those in death but in this world can you tell who is who?
you gave me love just so i could feel it you gave me life just to be numb i loved all those that scorn me as all those who scorn me are me and i them
what is life beyond life and what is death beyond death as god so loved the devil that he saw his own evil as good and cast him unto himself what is the devil but god and what is the god but devil??.....
I wish god to be real, I wish god to be one, I wish god to be visible, I wish god to be friend, I wish god to be destroy, I wish god to be create, I wish god to be watch, I wish god to be hear, I wish god to be punish, I wish god to be reward,
Good bye you said, You left me then, And I was scared Alone I fight, And fear burn bright, Like cold bites, Of a winter night, In time I'll know that you are gone, But now simply cannot be, My heart say you are here with me.
When the weather suits you not, Try smiling. When your coffee isn't hot, Try smiling. When your neighbors don't do right, Or your relatives all fight, Sure 'tis hared, but then you might Try smiling.
Doesn't change the things, of course- Just smiling. But it cannot make them worse- Just smiling. And it seems to help your case, Brightens up a gloomy place, Then, it sort rests your face- Just smiling.