Miraquill
Things No One Has To Know
When you ask me what’s wrong, I’m not sure what to say.
Do you wanna hear how I wish I could crawl out of my own skin because it doesn’t feel much like home anymore?
Do you wanna hear how I don’t mind the voices in my head or the ringing in my ears because then I know I’m not alone?
Do you wanna hear how I can’t stand to look in the mirror anymore because I don’t know what self love is?
Do you wanna hear about how I’m not sure what love is because it’s something so foreign to me?
Do you wanna hear about how I cant sleep much anymore so I often find myself thinking about everything I wish I could change.
Do you wanna hear about how I’m not even sure why I’m sad, I just know that this hole inside me shouldn’t be here.
I know that these things are things you don’t need to hear, so instead I tell you I’m fine, just a little tired.
©d_stranger7
d_stranger7
An Architecture student
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d_stranger7
52w
Read More#anxiety #broken_heart #unwanted_emotions #fakeness #random_thought #d_stranger7
Date: 05/12/2020
Time: 07:47 PM
This is the draft from the time I lost myself when I lost her -
d_stranger7
52w
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#Her_Eyes #eternity #feelings #promise #relationship #random_thought #d_stranger7
Date: 05/12/2020
Time: 07 : 30 PM
This is a draft from the time I first realised I had feeling for someone
"Excerpt from the book I may never write"Star's Last Possession
There is a theory that in an infinite amount of time, about a trillion trillion years from now, the universe will end.
All the atoms in the world will grow so far apart that there will be nothing left- and all the laughter, tears, and trials of every single human life will be wiped out.
Just like that.
But the look in your eyes convinces me, for a split second, that some things do not have a beginning or an end, and even if the universe flattens and chills out to complete nothingness, there will still be those eyes, staring at me.
There will still be my chest, and my wrists, and my lips burning for you.
And no matter how this world ends, or how it will begin again, this moment will stay.
We will stay.
Even if it's the last, and only thing left the universe has to its name.
We will be the star's last possession.
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d_stranger7
53w
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#A_moment #that_I_steal #from_time #random_thought #difference #crush #school #teacher #d_stranger7
Time : 8:52 PM
Date : 23/11/2020
"Excerpt from the book I may never write"A Moment To Remember!
It’s that moment, when you look at me while I was already staring at you I realised that
"I see the universe and you see just a simple, naive, little boy"
who wants what was never destined to be his.
Not now and not in an eternity.
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d_stranger7
54w
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#just_realize #anger #power #Mirakkel #random_thought #d_stranger7
Date: 17/11/2020
Time: 08:35Type Of Anger
There are two types of anger one is dry and other wet
and basically wet anger is when your eyes water and your voice shakes and i hate that cause I feel weak when I cry while I'm angry
I like dry anger when your face is like stone and your voice is sharp
I guess wet anger shows that you care too much and dry anger mean you're done.
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d_stranger7
61w
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#favourite_character #idoles #loveable_character #random_thought #d_stranger
Date : 04/10/2020
Time : 07:50 PMWhy can't we love ourselves?
You know that character you love so much?
you know -- "the one from that movie you always watch when you’re feeling sad, the one from that show you’ve seen so many times you can quote the episodes, the one from that book or comic you’ve read more times than you can count"
Think about how much you resonate with them, how they’re like a mirror image to the way you see yourself, how they empathize with pieces of your soul in ways that a real life human cannot, how they feel like a representation of you, you see so much of yourself in them and you love them so much
Then why can’t you love yourself too ?
If you can find it in you to look past their flaws and see gold shining in their cracks maybe you can do the same for yourself, after all
If your favorite character is a reflection of you, and you love them more than words can say maybe its possible for you to love yourself too.
Don't you agree ?
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d_stranger7
67w
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#just_hidden #secret #no_one_knows #hypothesis #random_thought @Mirakkel #d_stranger7
Time: 11:52 AM
Date: 22/08/2020
Things I wonder alotThink About It !
What if there are actually multiple souls in your body but you're the most powerful one so you have control over your body and the voices you hear in your head are just the weaker souls talking to you
And maybe people with schizophrenia don't have an assertive soul so all the souls are fighting to take over
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d_stranger7
68w
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#the_girl_out_of_my_league #special_person #about_her #Her_description @mirakee @writersnetwork #random_thought #d_stranger7
Date: 11/08/2020
Time: 02:10 pm
Excerpt from the book I may never write.
Dedicated to a special personThe Girl Out Of My League !
She belonged to herself only.
She had edges, boundaries, tastes, definition down to her eyelashes.
And when she walked it was clear she knew where she was going.
she smiles and the world loses balance.
the sun longs for her daydreams.
the moon longs for her heartbeats.
she is made of stars and she is more than enough.
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d_stranger7
71w
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#john_green #paper_town #reason_to_smile #random_thought #d_stranger7
Time: 01:15 PM
Date: 26/07/2020Reason For Smile
That awesome moment when you finished reading a really good book and you see it at a store then you cunningly smile at it as if you had an affair with it
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d_stranger7
72w
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#My_silly_dreams #thats_what_i_do_2 #random_thought #shadow_in_moonlight #mirakee #d_stranger7
Date: 17/07/2020
Time: 11:17 PM
What about you ?Things To Do In Future
If I ever will be famous I'll just tour around the country without telling anyone and go to a random college campuses late at night, and I'll wait until I see one person walking by themselves and I'll walk behind them and put my hands over their eyes and say guess who and when they turned around it will be me and they'll be like omg and then I'll say "no one will ever believe you" and I'll just sprint off into the moonlight.
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d_stranger7
72w
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#heart_ache #memories #lonliness #ego #random_thought #mirakee #d_stranger7
Date: 13/07/2020
Time: 08:47 PMStarless Sky !
Have you ever wanted to cry, and no tears came out. So you just sit there, quietly, and feel your heart break into tiny pieces while everything crumbles around you.
©d_stranger7
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...$tay $till...
Stay still utill all that is cleared what is filled
Stay still if you want something to be done in a right way
Stay still because you don't care about what's being murmured arround you
Stay still while your being good gravitates the bad out of someone
Stay still if all those mess is making you drill
Life isn't bad but it's worst at the moments
Just stay still to be available for the refill
It isn't always the guilt for playing through built
It's just living that will make you go through thrill
Stay still cause what is meant to be yours will definitely pass through you to make you fulfill...!!
©stellaire_mystique -
monday_girl
39w
Introvert ≠ Disrespecting
Yes, we don't feel being around people, even getting social anxiety,
That doesn't mean you could pull us to social places and make fun of us,
We don't mean to be disrespectful by being awkward.
Yes, we don't enjoy talking much,
That doesn't mean we don't have any emotions,
We don't mean to be disrespectful by not talking.
And we're not being rude.
Yes, we like to be alone most of the time,
That doesn't mean we don't want companion,
We don't mean to be impolite.
Yes, we don't have much friends,
That doesn't mean we are lonely,
We just prefer close connection.
Yes, we zone out very often,
We like to daydream,
We prefer writing than talking, being textovert,
We feel much more than other people
We think alot, so we're curious and overthinker,
We respect our personal space and others too,
And not disrespecting anyone,
We are just being ourselves.
We want respect too,
Respect our private space,
Don't interlude in it,
Stop calling us selfish,
And stop saying, "Ye to bolti hi nhi hai" -
moitreyee
41w
Read MoreSome things are better left incomplete 'cause most things turn out uglier when completed.
D(us)t
Someday I shall drown in you
like the nib urges to dive in blue,
or a wanderer losing her way
in haze and mist of a rusty day !
Someday I shall trap you in rhymes
like your love crawling up my enzymes,
where our tales won't be a mere rumour
but floral prints on sleeves of summer.
Yet most days I'm out of words
I'm wounded by your golden swords.
©moitreyee -
aisha_s
69w
Menstruation
It's 2020 and Menstruation is still a taboo among people of India.
It is considered so dirty and embarrassing that people do not consider talking about it either in public or in private.
Another thing is, some people do say that menstruation is normal but they avoid talking about it. So according to me if it is normal then there is no reason why this topic should be avoided.
To be honest, I feel bad when even my friends messages me and react like I have done a sin by posting and talking about it so openly.
Well, I can not totally blame people out there because it's the lack of education and the shitty society norms that are a huge contributor towards the Menstruation unawareness.
P.s:- A small piece of info for you all.
Do you know, Blood from female menstruation has been used in medicines.
I can bet 99% of you will be unaware.
In some parts of India, Menstruating women is considered as Goddess. And they have there own rituals which are celebrated in monsoon.
-Aisha -
Her eyes held an unknown emotion,
It held all the answers
For all those untold stories
and unfinished poetries!
©the_spellbound_soul
