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My mind wonders off..More than it should lately.I don’t know where i’m gonna go anymore.I don’t have a clue who i want to be..I’m not sure of anything...Anymore...©️c_inspira
Here i am, in the middle of nowhere.Never thought i would end up here, a place called ‘Humpty Doo’, over night.After almost ending up on the street! I guess that’s one of the perks that comes with being a backpacker, especially during a pandemic.. But God, am i gratefull! Another adventure, and i’m alive, i’m safe and ‘Carpé diem’ has never been more relatable then in this moment! ©️c_inspira
If it scares you so much, maybe it just means that it’s damn important to you!
Oh i am craving for love..But i’m running away from it.©️c_inspira
It’s so important how we feel when we hang out with eachother! But i’ll tell you what...To me, it matters most what we feel when we walk away from each other after we’ve spent time together! Because that tells me how powerful our relationship really is!©️c_inspira
September 20, 2021'World Suicide Prevention Day'I have seen it.I've gone through it myself.But today I want to think and pray for each who has gone through or witnessed it.It's easy to tell someone to stay strong or not give up hope.But honestly, we just REALLY need to be there! All my thoughts and prayers!And I am here!You are here!Just a reminder to take a moment to smile and I hope you feel the love!!!💙
Sometimes... it feels like I have a life jacket on so I don't drown, but I still can't escape the endless water around me.Like I'm walking through a crowd yet running around all alone.I know you love me....But I don't know if you really see me.I have all these thoughts and feelings but I can't vent them!The thought that no one will understand me stirs up a unique kind of anxiety.And so now I am floating endlessly in this water.©️c_inspira
Inspired by Walt Whitman
Unfortunately, you can’t have sunshine in your life, if you’re not willing to take the shadows with it hunny.... But just remember, if you face the sun, it will be easier, for the shadow will fall behind you.©️c_inspira
28/08 Just another day.
Birthday’s are for many a happy, joyfull and festive occasion.As it should be! For me...?It’s just a reminder of all the years that i’ve lost, not allowed to party, not surrounded by loved ones and not able to be happy...The fact that i never had any control over it... it makes me feel so broken.I can never get those years back.I never was a child, nor will i ever be.And it just hurts.I’m sorry if this upsets you...Birthday’s are supposed to feel better than this right?©️c_inspira
I’d like to touch your naked soul.Understand it.See it.So i can feel safe enough to show you mine.I have never done that before.So don’t be scared.We can be nude together.©️c_inspira
I don't think there is anything wrong with you.We just live in a society that loves to fit everyone in an exactly shaped and sized box, and anyone who is different enough to not fit in it is treated as an outcast.So no, it's not you, it's them.©just_one_more_thought
So, do it. Decide. Is this the life You want to live? Is this the person You want to love? Is this the best you can be? Can you be stronger? Kinder? More compassionate? Decide. Breathe in. Breathe out. And decide.©shivranjanibhati
Breathe...... you're going To be ok,You've been hereBefore...... you've beenThis scared,Uncomfortable andAnxious and youSurvived......breathe andKnow you can surviveThis too........ I know it allFeels unbearable rightNow, just breathe, keepBreathing........this tooShall pass I promise.©shivranjanibhati
Sorry I wasn't in the mood to be a person today
"sorry I wasn't in the moodTo be a person today;Sorry I forgot to keep a conversation;Sorry my soul need ironing,Give me a moment,a day or so.It'll be good.I'll brush my hairs and change my clothes.I'll laugh a lot.I'll say important things.It'll be good.©shivranjanibhati
RapedIt's been years of her deathstill her killer openly taking breathBased on true incidentsThanks @writersnetwork for the ❤#pod #wod #miraquill #rape #victim #life #society @writersnetwork @miraquill @miraquill_assistant
She was raped
She was walking through the streetDaily coming late was on repeat,She thought she was safeBut lustful eyes and eve tease was all she face,In darkness slowly walking down the roadSomebody from behind grabbed her and made her blind fold,Shutting up her mouth with his handTook her to some unknown land,Abducted her and made her intoxicated by injected her with drugsShe tried to fight back but he threw her on the rugs,Beat her badly made her bleedTortured her for hours and gave her nothing to feed,She crying and screaming in painHe picked a sharp knife and cut her wrist vein,With blood all over her body she still tried to ran awayBut he was just about to take her respect and looking her as his prey,Torn her clothes and took her everythingWithin no time she lost everything,Begging and screaming for her lifeA man faced animal strangulated her and stabbed her 80 times with that knife,Finally she died and never got justifiedHe still roaming around for new victim and making himself satisfied.©muskaanbhatt
❤ Achanak se man mai tik tik kia, aur likh diaSemi Tongue twister#pod #wod #miraquill #perfect @writersnetwork @miraquill @miraquill_assistant
Your perfect imperfections make my imperfect day a perfect one by teaching me how to spend an imperfect day in a perfect way©muskaanbhat
Just a try. This is really tough. Favorite color! ________________________ Why is choosing a color as favourite tough?I can be blue, but I like yellow. I can be covered with blood, but red isn't my thing.I can taste the orange. But Black is a whole different thing.This is complicated. So a mixture of all shall do? But isn't that too colorful. Wait. I'm color blind. ©shadowofthoughts_#color #1310I really didn't expect an EC today. @writersnetwork @miraquill Thankyou so much! ❤️❤️
I don't have a favorite color,So let me go with white.Because darkness needs some light.And I'm comforted by that fright.All the colors are blended in its shade.There is nothing of which I'm made.I can grind flowers all bright.But Black can too be pleasing to the sight.©shadowofthoughts_
#pleiadespoem #1310 @writersnetworkCan I still sublimate?
Sumptuous dreams wereShining like river streams. But I gotShadowed by my own castle.Snowed by my own clouds.Suppressed by my own people. Smoke left the ashes, the fire now is no more.Smudged my khol, represents me whole.©shadowofthoughts_
#beyou #once #wod
It's okay not to be okay.
You once told me it's okay to feel sad.When I wanted to cry, you let me.You allowed me to feel it all.You told me it's okay to be alone.It's okay to shed tears. It's okay to have fears.You told me to collect my fears and hang them in my earrings. Now, these fears look awfully beautiful. You told me to decorate my scars, now they go along with my scarf.You made me realise it's okay to be mad,It's okay to be sad.But it's not okay to be dead when I'm all alive.©shadowofthoughts_
You were the last piece of cake, I wanted to cherish youbut that meant I would loose you.©shadowofthoughts_