"Close your eyes, remind yourself that He is watching. Your efforts, your deeds, your patience will never go wasted. Remind yourself It's all being written down for later reference. Open your eyes and keep going. Look past the struggles, look past the pain. Remind yourself of how good it would feel to have it all one day come back to you to elevate you in your status. Don't let go. Don't give up."©bush_b
Thought things would change ,thought i will start trusting again Oops i was wrong , i was only interested in little emotional gainThought i am in love ,thought i am gonna be lovedOoppss i was wrong, i never considered love,my priority and never i bowed ...©bush_b
Let me hold you until i make sure you are secure.I am not shutting you but holding you from this discriminating world !!!©bush_b
My aches ,My lackings ...
My aching heart asks me 'bout you ,Why did u leave me in that distant crew..I wanted to hold hands and tell you all my worries ,But it seems like you are happy with the memories that time buries ,I would have held you back ,no matter the consequences ,By giving up on you perhaps i lost all my chances ..I wish i could embrace you and told you not to leave meI wasnt selfish but held back, just please believe me...I called you many times but never looked back ,I started blaming myself for the things i dont lack ...I never thought you would replace me so soon ,My blind heart would have never thought of this doom ...You must be happy and distant ,blaming me in your head Okay i will let you go to the way that i never led ...©bush_b
My Best friend a stranger now !
How foolishly i let you go , when i could have used the word No . I was fool enough to let u hate me, i made a mistake n i cant say may be ... I wonder if you still miss me i wonder if u still hate me ... I remember when we used to sync our names together , i thought our bond will last forever ... U were there always there protecting me , and oh my selfishness ,now my mistakes always haunt me .... Forgive me my friend for giving up on you easily , I wanna have you back and never let you go again selfishly !!!!!!!!!©bush_b
In the room of memories , i lost myself again .When u stared at me , i lost my heart again .©bush_b
When my heart eventually breaks,When the tears finally fallAnd when my patience begins to falter,Guide me, my LordAnd comfort my old soul.Wipe away my tears,And strength me in Your deen.When my soul grows tired,When this world finally tears meAnd when my body begins to ache,Guide me, my LordAnd take me to Yourself.Forgive me for what I have done,And keep my heart on Your deen.