Communication looks like:I don’t have enough within my being to love you harder today. There’s pieces of me that seek acknowledgment and demand to be held closely with gentle hands too. There’s words that swarm my head with negativity like bees—and the buzzing gets even more tiresome with how you require more than what I can genuinely offer; and although I say this with the hopes that my words slither from my tongue and into your ears without thought of deception: that it finds you in compassion instead of desertion. That you can trust that it does not mean that I love you any less now, or that I will love you less than what you deserve in the future. It’s simply I’m making the effort to love myself deeper today. Without delay or distraction. I hope you can admire the choice that I’ve made to communicate this while still choosing to love you...©b.Miso
It was never that I was fearful of not being accepted,The lesson behind it all was: I quite often rejected myself ..©b.Miso
How I knew I stopped loving you...
When I look into your eyes nowadays, I can’t even see into your soul..©b.Miso
Admire you until they envy you..©b.Miso
Still in awe, still wanting more. 2•14♋︎45•21
I’m not sure what it was: The get away car? The places we shouldn’t be?It was close to midnight It could have been the way you laid your sweater down underneath me.Maybe, it was the close knit hugs Or how full the moon was It was the moment the rain fell on my face...It had to have been the wind tracing its fingers through the bamboo that made me check the transits. Something felt majestic about you and I that night. My mind was racing to find the answers to all your hard questions, but still in this space where we limbo under closed gates, trespassing like teenagers I wanted more. ..©b.Miso
I didn’t realize how much we’ve lost until we made the time to catch back up.4•27♑︎16•21 ➻
I know the love has faded in and out, but why did you hang on to the idea of me?..©b.Miso
I want to do more than just waste your time..©b.Miso
Ascending into love with you ..©b.Miso
Not only did you lie, but you betrayed everyone to get to where you are now..©b.Miso
She’s vicious when she’s hurting.
I hate feeling like my heart is suiting up for war ..©b.Miso