As if my decision to renew my life was not enough. Everything fall into chaos. I was this eager to start anew, with plans in mind and the first step was already in motion. My lifetime worth of memories vanished, my works were gone into smoke. Nothing was left. I'm now left blank, a nobody, alone, an existence of some sort, or am I still amenable to exist?
Funny how I wished I was again in that same page. That moment when I was happy yet I'm broken, Then suddenly reality jolted in. It made me questioned why? Why would I allow myself to taste that bitterness, Drown on endless uncertainties, Stuck on this bottomless pit. Funny how I wished we are still together, How could I let myself be again entangled with your chaos? Laugh. That is all I can do watching me fooled again. Laugh. As my miseries were already pour down. Along with the welling negativities. Lucky. In just a matter of seconds reality took over. It keeps on telling me, Never dwell for less, Never get trap on that mistakes. Because no matter what happen, Never forget your ability to Laugh. Laugh to your hearts content. That way, you'll no longer wish to beg, You will no longer miss that pointless illusions.
I laugh when my love comes back to me unrequited and uncoveted for.
I laugh when my dreams fail to rise and shine but lay bleeding and crushed.
I laugh when my life twists, swerves, turns turtle without going anywhere.
I laugh when the demonic darkness stealthily attacks me with no remorse but is taken aback for the fire in my laughter; for the power in my laughter; for the gay abandon in my laughter makes it tremble, shrivel,and disappear to give way to a new day.
Never stop learning. When you are being put down, you learn new ways to come out through it. When you know there is a way out, but you keep trying, that's progress. Life can give you moments that's going to frustrate you at times, it's your ability and the skills that you possess which let's you face it. Those skills are only achieved when you are not willing to give up on yourself. Quote by @believethat_1997 Follow @backstory.poetry for more ❤️❤️