I wish i could stay away from you for your goodwill. i wish i would have not been this selfish to keep you with me just to feel safe as if i m home i wish i could say more to make you understand better what i m going through no i m not the victim here i ve made such choices by myself and i ve made some good and bad decisions about my life. but i envy them that they re my thoughts my choices my opinion.. i hope you stay longer here..
the box i decided not to open is open again the thoughts i blocked away months ago explode my brain things i ve been trying to hide why do i feel bad about it.
" i always wanted her to get over me and when now she eventually doing it..it makes me sad. she puts alot of afford to sustained this and now she is okay leaving and not actually she seem actually happy about it..this is so selfish of me i know there was a time when i wanted to push her away but she resist to go..at that point of time it didnt feel this way becoz at that time i was the one who is in possession now table turn now she feels good happy without me ..it hurts . there is feelg of itchiness all over ..it hurts so much that no matter how much a person loves you eventually the amount of love decade and the person move on...and thats the fact you cant change it.."
we expect our women to be bold enough to take step,but what we do from the beginning shutting them down and the circle start from inside,dad brothers families society and ofcourse not to forgotten her own childrens too..#letherspeak.
i always think that talking about your problems can help,thats what we are told by therapist,orators,great philanthropists,writers..or almost everyone around you. I too use to think that this is such a great tool when it made me realize that yes i can came out of an toxic relationship even after dealing with it for 6 long years.Now its different i totally disagree you know why because i think its not just the talking part which helps you out..sometimes talking about is not enough you have to work on it,To make things go in a right way,And no time lapse could ever be helpful times flys with its pace and everything still there as years passed by it use to be.. step out,take a step,go ahead,think about it,figure it out its your battle.
My thoughful mother stores leftover coins in a tin box on the wooden kitchen shelf so that we never run out of money.
I wish she would have stored some leftover happiness too in an earthen piggy bank; the rare moments where we all laughed out loud like a family or the few days when we gulped dinner in peace , for me to smash it with a hammer on dark nights like these and rejoice! Because more than money we run out of happiness.
Today when I analyse people around me, I find them all sad. It is surprising, because now, more than ever, we see happy pictures, happy songs, and motivation flowing in our faces. Nobody is asking anybody how they are doing because they imagine that the other person, if fact, everybody except them is happy and doing amazingly in their lives, but only they are faring miserably.
And it is considered the biggest sign of weakness today to accept that we are sad. Alone and helpless, every other person is like that, what a pity!
And we have become so stupid that love for people today is only concerning romantic love, that between lovers.
Please understand, you can love a pet, your books, your parents, or grandparents, or siblings, or a friend (as a friend ;) only) or the poor. Try to expand your love to the people and plants.
People today agree to stay in toxic relationships, just because they think they will appear happy, cool and complete when they are with their partners. If you somehow are caught up in some shit like this, please take my word for it-- you will be much better when you are on your own, even if you don’t have a single friend, and family member to help you out, or to listen to you-- do not worry, Mother Teresa did not stay happy by being with friends or family-- she lived and loved the poor and the sick.
No, I am not telling one without partner to turn into a missionary or nun, what I mean is that you can stay happy if you start looking above yourself for purpose, stop being self-centred, you are so blessed with food and money and a place to live in, millions are not, you can start with them.
You can become someone’s voice-- don’t be afraid of the hurdles, today if you speak for women you will be labelled as a feminist, if you talk about Muslims you are a Pro-Muslim, if you talk of LGBTQ rights, your sexuality is played with. But speak, because that is the path to liberation and joy.
We have become so obsessed with love for things, expensive clothes, MacBook, iPhone, houses, cars, flights and booze.
Life is in togetherness, get it straight. The best of things, even the most expensive, will only go so far, because then and forever, till you die, you need someone living to root for you, to need you, and giving some meaning to your life. Take care of them.
Many times, love, money, life itself can consume us, make us blind to our weaknesses and the weaknesses of the people we love, and how much someone tries, we cannot remove our blindness unless we are ready to do that. No one else can make us see- the reality of our faults, our prejudices, because it is painful to accept that we made a mistake. But if we are lucky, we might learn from our mistakes and gather enough courage to accept it and apologize and stop suffering.
ना जाने क्यों शिकायत है समाज को इनसे जब की कमी नहीं खासियत है इनकी , ये जिस्म की परवाह किए बिना ही भावनाओं को अपनाते है, खोखले समाज से से ज्यादा- एक दूसरे को समझ पाते है। स्त्री और पुरूष की तरह इनका प्यार पल भर में नहीं बदलता ना खोता है, ये एक दूसरे को कोरोडो में से खोज लेते है, इनके प्यार में जिस्म जरूरी नहीं है, ना ही दौलत की लालच होती है ना ही प्यार करने की वजह खोजना होता है... ये लड़के लड़के हो कर एक दूसरे को पूरा कर जाते है जिस्म को प्यार करने का जरिया ना मानते हुए बल्कि एक दूसरे के भावनाओं को अपनाते है। इसके लिए गैरो से नहीं बल्कि अपनो से लड़ जाते है! क्यू ये समाज के ठेके दार इनका मज़ाक उड़ाते है । खुद फसे है खोखले रित रिवाज विचारो में , गैरो को समझते है। गलत तुम नहीं ये समाज है जो खुद बदनुमा दाग होके , बेदाग लोग को मार ढालते है! और खुद को सही साबित करने में लग जाते है । लड़के का लड़के से या लड़की का लड़की से प्यार करना अपराध नहीं है ना जाने इतनी सी बात ये लोग क्यू नहीं समझ पाते है!...❤️
RIP Brajes & Ankur ye samaj ne aap dono ko maar diya☹️