Heart : In having 2nd thoughts on travelling tomorrow. I don't know why. That anxiety. Conscience : Stop it. The anxiety is because you keep second guessing every thing whether it’s money or anything enjoyable. This is no different than buying a shirt for you that you want
Heart : Conscience : You are allowed to enjoy. It's been booked. You can't cancel. Go. Go do something. Without anyone telling you what to do. The panic is because you are supposed to be controlled and you aren’t allowed to think or want to do this things… if you did or did this, you will be beaten mercilessly until you beat it out so you never think about doing anything for yourself cause every ounce of your being and every cent you make is to be used for others. Heart : Sigh..
**Damn that 2nd thought. She must tamed this. Tame it once and for all. Tame it for her. Tame it for her future. Tame that anxiety! **
Bleeding flesh from her wrist Bleeds slowly as she slit Bleeding flesh from her wrist Bleeds the blood where pain don't exist
Bleeding flesh from her wrist Bleed, bleed! through the day Bleeding flesh from her wrist Bleed, bleed! her tears away
Bleeding flesh through her wrist Bleed to remind of the love she lost Bleeding flesh through her wrist Bleed to reunite to the love she lost
**Today she finally have the courage to write about this self inflicting harm she did to herself. The pain was extremely excruciating.. Mind you.. It wasn't the pain of of slitting the wrist, it was the pain where she was angry at herself. The pain on why she allow it all this while, for years to let it happen. And the most mind opening was, it was her feeling that years of dissapointment and letting her first love down. It stuck with her for many years. It literally killed her every single day. Day in and day out it was always "what if". And until today, a huge part of her heart beats only his name. She may meet so many people, but it his him that she beats to, the one she resonates to. This is eternal. She still have a lot of love to give. She is full of it. And she is still capable to love. And today she still put a smile on. Will she be able to be with him? Maybe no.. but her prayers is there all time. **
Your smile is a lie Your eyes says it all Your smile is a lie Your eyes gives it all
Your smile is a lie Your heart carries it all Your smile is a lie Your heart bears it all
Your smile is a lie Your patience says it all MY SMILE IS A LIE Removing pain, from it all
**There was only one person who knew that my smile was a total lie, in every aspect. The pictures shows all the fake smile, the poses, the fake laughter. And so He questions and say.. YOUR SMILE IS A LIE! **
Heart : A person who beats dogs in the name of disciplinary is such a horrible person. Conscience : Cruel!
Heart : Extremely. I can feel that pain really. She was just a puppy. Conscience : What a cruel person. Heart : I wished someone would beat him back, as much as he beats the puppy. Actually not wished anymore, HOPED
**People remember good deeds whether it's towards human or animal, but if so the cruelty was extended to animals, that person should feel how painful it is to beat them back. SIGH.. she was just a puppy **
Heart : Imagine having a tree, plant or flowers named after you? Conscience : Wow imagine that...
Heart : That would be awesome though... Conscience : Oh it definitely will lol
Heart : Ermmm let's seeee, I guesssss mine would probably be..RosaBiha Oxytocin LOL. Conscience : You're weird. Heart :Yes.. Says the weird one.
**Just imagine that any nature being is being Names after you. It's quite amazing really. Not only it is named, but kinda immortalised us.. Our life, our soul, and us being here on earth. Its pure happiness I should say.. And that's how Oxytocin is produced.. Well.. Maybe**
Heart : I realised that my soul is so drawn towards nature Conscience : Hmm really?
Heart : Yes.. And especially when you shared the BBC nature documentary ; Earth From Space. Its episode 3 on Patterned Planet. Conscience : Ah yes. And I share good contents!
Heart : I appreciate! And yes we gotta save the corals! Conscience : Yes. I will have to research more on this. It's going to be purely preserving the eco system, restoring the corals. Heart : I really think you should do it. I really do.
**She can't swim at all, but she is always intrigue by the ocean. Having constant recurring dream of a whale swimming beside her for many many years and that sense of calm when she sees anything that shows the ocean deep. Yes she has that fear of water. Fear of a thousand fear of drowning. And guess what!? I'm a week's time she will be on her solo trip to a langkawi and she has already signed up for the scuba diving and snorkeling.. And Yes she can't even bloody swim. Tame your fears they say. Let's see how it goes! And yes!We must save the coral reef! **
My dearly beloved The busy city we leave To the mountains we rushed To the valley we live
My dearly beloved Calming Bhutan, Nepal and India Bustling America, France, and Australia To reside in nature we seek Himalaya!
My dearly beloved The valley of Himadri, Himachal, and Shivalik hills We were summoned and we behove To Himalaya we build our love and thrills
**She want this simple, peaceful., fulfilling life. The roller coaster ride all this while didnt do justice on her and of who she was. She wants to contribute to life, nature and love and so she hope one day to Himalaya she goes! **
Heart: Woke up early today! Blessed Dusshera and Baba Mahasamadhi! My altar is beautiful in my own way! Conscience : Managed to pray and decorate everything?
Heart : Oh yes! When I bathe Baba and Hanuman I wiped them nicely and hugged them and the whole time I had you with me. I cried Conscience : You should think and focus on god. You shouldn’t be thinking about me though :/
Heart : I feel it was really for you today. From the time I bathe them, it was you in my mind while I chant and until finish . Conscience : You have all the Sanskrit mantras memorized by now? After always doing it?
Heart : Yes, The ones that I do daily. Conscience : Do you recite form a book? Heart : No, These I can memorize.
**She felt fulfilled looking at her altar. It's beautiful in her own way and in her own terms of love. Blessed Dusshera and Bless Baba Mahasamadhi ❤️Much love to all. Don't forget to live ❤️**
A refrain in literature refers to a phrase, line or group of lines repeated at intervals throughout a poem, most commonly at the end of each stanza. The practice of using refrains is very old. There exists two broad forms of refrain: First, where a line is repeated throughout the poem and second, where words are repeated.
Come live with me and be my Love,
And we will all the pleasures prove
That hills and valleys, dale and field,
And all the craggy mountains yield.
- Christopher Marlowe
Pastoral poetry originated in ancient Greece when the poet Theocritus started writing about rural life and nature in the countryside.A pastoral poem focuses on the fantasy of withdrawing from modern life to live in an idyllic rural setting. No matter the form or structure the poetry takes, it always explores country life.