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  • bhootni 6w

    Posting this just to let you all know that I'm still alive��✌️

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  • bhootni 15w

    Nya saal ki bht bht subh kamanaye sabhi ko ��


    (Sorry for posting this again, dopehr wali delete ho gyi thi galti se)
    @someone_alive firse le ��

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  • bhootni 16w

    I wasn't sleeping, I wasn't awake either;
    Paralyzed memories, floating around
    in my dark cold room, kicking my subconscious mind,
    forcing my eyes to open wide and peep into the world of nightmares.

    Shining ghosts from the past,
    Licking the salt my tears gave up.
    The young yet haggard soul of mine crying of guilt
    Trying to escape the cage of life
    But the heartbeats chained it to the walls of the cage.

    I'm a breathing corpse with a wet pillow under a dustbin
    Which creates mess and stabs my heart with the sharp reality.

    Nights are beautiful, maybe because they never lie!
    Sweet memories framed with awful lies,
    The discoloured present with toxic thoughts,
    The future turning into the Bermuda triangle.
    Every night, the room experiences silent screams
    of a soul struggling to free itself from the
    suffocating and spherical world of monsters.
    And gradually turns life into dry alphabets,
    Balancing between lines of an unevenly torn piece of page,
    Page meant to bid the world a good bye,
    A suicide note.
    ©Oishee


    Thanks for the like WN ����

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    Maybe,
    Night's the greatest enemy of life.

  • bhootni 19w

    One night, when the stars gathered
    enough power to shine the brightest,
    Compared to the other nights,
    She woke up and went to the roof,
    Hoping she could get a glance of
    the close one she lost.
    She looked up, trying hard to see
    Whether anyone is hiding between
    the stars, and watching her.
    But she found none.
    When the whole city was dead asleep,
    She kept searching for the person
    She loved the most,
    She needed the most beside her.
    She screamed her lungs out
    Not caring about her surroundings,
    "Maa, are you there? Can you see me?
    Can you see my condition without you?
    Why did you leave me in this cruel world
    when you knew they would kill me when you're away?
    Can't you see the love for you in my eyes?
    Can't you feel the pain my heart's choking on?
    Why aren't you answering maa?"
    She cried a lot that night.
    She was a kid, with a heart where
    her innocence mixed with pain,
    Which gave out blue tears out of her blooming eyes.

    She realized that night,
    The world is an awful lie, where liers
    rule their kingdom of profits and deception.
    No city of stars exist,
    No dead people live there,
    She was just a kid,
    whose nonsense heart ate all the lies people spitted
    When she refused to accept the reality.

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    The way he looked into her eyes for the first time,
    Verses of nature started melting into raindrops of metaphors.

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  • bhootni 20w

    Senseless like my existence.

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    And darling,
    All my hopes died between the love letters I wrote to you
    Leaving behind regrets on my diary
    ©bhootni

  • bhootni 20w

    Recalling those faces,
    Familiar yet unfamiliar
    I looked down
    From the roof of the skyscraper.
    The chaotic world seemed so little.
    The clock was ticking breathlessly,
    Eagerly running to snatch away someone's life.
    11:57 p.m
    More three minutes for me to turn 18.
    I felt my heart choking on memories
    My breathe getting slower with every passing seconds
    I started losing all the hope to see
    The sunrise of my 18th birthday
    Everything paused, my vision blurred
    The glorious world gradually drowned in darkness
    My eyes filled with salty tears of fear,
    Fear of the upcoming tragedy on my family.
    Silence spread, nothing could be heard
    Except my heart, screaming for some more time
    Death knocked on my shoulder
    My heart beat for the last time
    Death stood in front of me, coldly.
    It spread it's arms, embraced me like
    The very first day my mother did.
    “Time to leave for the land of peace,
    Little girl”, said death.
    I looked down at the moving people
    For the last time and said,
    “Let's leave, I'm ready”.

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  • bhootni 24w

    @cosines teacher��

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  • bhootni 25w

    So..maa arrived �� after a wait of one year

    *Post me kuch Bengali lines likhhi hai mene, uski translation��*
    dhake baje, sonkho baje, kashor ghonta baje- drums, conch, kashor (making sound with a stick against one bowl-like thing) were being played

    Maa ese geche- maa ( Durga) arrived

    gorom gorom fulko luchi- steaming puris
    alur dom- one kind of dish made by boiling potato

    Aj kintu south a jabo- today we'll go to South Kolkata

    uthe ja re, prothom batch er anjali dewa sesh- get up, first batch has completed giving "puja".

    Maa k boron korte jachhi, tui o chol- I'm going to bid a good bye ( we feed maa and others with sweets as a good bye), you too come with me

    (bhasan- taking the idols around the locality before propelling her in the river) Chole aye, bhasan a jabi to- come if you're going to the bhasan

    Asche bochhor abar hobe- next year, these will happen again

    *Okay, this was the story of every year, before this pandemic ��*

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    panchami
    getting up early in the morning
    blue sky full of white cotton clouds
    "dhake baje, sonkho baje, kashor ghonta baje"
    truck arrived with four five uncles
    "maa ese geche"

    shasthi
    staying in bed until it's late
    washed face, breakfast served by maa
    "gorom gorom fulko luchi with alur dom"
    rushing to pandel and grabbing one seat
    gossiping with friends.

    saptami
    waking up early due to excitement
    taking bath, getting ready, waiting for one phone call
    friend : aj kintu south a jabo amra.
    with half charged phone
    rushing to metro


    ashtami
    "uthe ja re, prothom batch er anjali dewa sesh"
    bathing with sleepy eyes and then wrapping around
    one red saree clumsily, rushing to the pandel with open wet hair
    "Anjali sesh" , then planning hang out, roaming around
    ending up scooping into the bed at 11 at night
    with severe leg pain

    nabami
    waking up by the aroma of mutton
    family get-together , taunts, jokes
    whole night pandel hopping ,travelling by yellow taxi
    gobbling up "phuchkas" ; then returning home
    interrupted by heavy rain

    dashami
    a gloomy environment between every bengali
    sitting calmly in the pandel, staring at the eyes of maa durga
    returning back home quietly, finishing lunch,
    "Maa k boron korte jachhi, tui o chol"

    Seeing the idol for the last time,
    People gathering in the street
    Kids climbing up the truck
    "Chole aye, bhasan a jabi to?"


    *Asche bochhor abar hobe*
    ©bhootni

  • bhootni 25w

    ©bhootni